Some random questions...

[kat2]

Yo.

 

Ive readed some time ago about this, didnt pay too much atention but it was interesting read.

I am not sure at what point you can do these stuff, but i am open minded and wont tell that this is not posible. What i think is that most people are just fantasing with these stuff, and its okay, i do it too.

Well here we go some questions, some ive googled it but i want to see what you say:

Accidental creating a tulpa? Ive readed that is posible... from fears or obsession. Ive readed that people experiencing paranormal activity is made by their own mind. Or people with mental issues or fears, etc. can mess it up pretty bad and easily.

So, i was drawing a character a few years ago, like i usually do. But i was paying more atention to it because i draw what i like. Years later i can still draw her like before but with changed characteristics coming from nowhere, maybe? and the problem is that i cant usually draw people the same way i did before,

The issue is that i am scared that it can be something going on my head and it will end with an accidental tulpa... mixed with fears and creating something really fu***d up...

Can some random entity join your head and mess up with ur tulpa, or feed fears? 10 years ago aprox. i had a room visitor and i didnt like it. It picked my head when i was sleep and took me to the astral, forced, and speaking whisperings in an tongue i didnt understand. I could see my room, that it was fully dark, with a strange bluish light. What i felt was like if someone pick you up in the middle of your sleep and force you to wake up, i felt really asleep, so my eyes that were opened against my will. Years later i discovered with internet the astral traveling... i tried it in a not well moment because it was when my mother died and i think i did something wrong. I couldnt access astral anyways, but hearing voices or some pretty good aproach to it. The problem is that every time ive tried it again, i started to feel a slap in the head everytime i was going to access it and ive developed a fear to the darkness since then. So i decided to leave everything that plays with stuff like these or your head.

 

Thats where it comes my fear to tulpas, because i am not a happy, smart, posiitive or willing person. And it would be a problem if i create something accidentally... like i like to draw this humanoid chick, something really weird can come out. I can post the drawing if you want, but it is not suitable to these forums i think.

 

Sry for the messed text, cannot put order to it.

[Adamaï]

That's the point in creating a tulpa. If you're not treating them like shit they will anyway like, even if you're not a good person. An accidental Tulpa is more like... You're reading this and a voice starts talking with you and you find out it's sentient etc. I think it's like that, because this thing never happend to me, I just read about it. I can understand that you fear creating a tulpa acidently, but you don't need to fear it. Never read about a person here who hasn't come along with their tulpa, even if they were accidential ones. Only if you have a mental illness like DID it could go wrong. Pronounciacion on COULD. There is really nothing scary about a tulpa, it's a sentient person that understands you.

TL;DR you don'tneed to have any fears about it. It's just a drawing.

[Elvode]

I don't think you have anything to be afraid really.

My tulpa was created accidentally, I've been suffering from depression my entire life and my tulpa turned out to be the most optimistic person I've ever met.

Tulpas around this community are always happy and optimistic, a tulpa knows the entire heart and soul of the host, they understand things no other human can.

If you fear something it will only be worse for you and you should remember, you are always in control o your mind.

About astral traveling, been there done that. I've felt slaps here and there when trying to astral travel, nothing weird about it really, I've read that you need the correct vibration to go through something physical if you don't have that, you will feel a slap or like your walking into a wall.

This is becoming more metaphysical. :P

An entity joining living person is called a walk in, but only if you let it join, you decide, you are in charge of mind and body.

If you feel the need to protect yourself from thins you cannot see, you can visualize an unbreakable bubble around you.

[kat2]

Thanks for replys. Elvode, thats a good testimony. I became irritable and unhappy person, not sure if with stress but pretty tired. Cant focus on nothing neither concentrate, my memory its almost null. I know defenses, the problem is when you are sleeping, you are very exposed. And being negative person ive heard from many places that you invite everything to come to you.

I am not good with my mind...

 

But, i dont get how you kno if you are dealing with something created in/by your mind or some entity that feeds with you. Like astral/spirit parasites, egos from other humans lost over there when someone die, or even worst stuff like demons? all that kind of stuff. And you are letting them in and welcoming in your life.

I remember watching a vid about multiple personalities that was dealt with with a psicologist exorcising the spiritual ego from a dead person with therapy. The ego was just suffering from a lost of his son or something like that, but was living in the woman as a parasite and giving her some serious troubles. And ive readed that some people just acept them in their life...

I dont know... it would be worst if you give them shape in your head and you even let them take energy from you... but its just my point of view.

[Elvode]

You know the difference by their energies, bad entities have this energy that is very negative or even terrifying sometimes, I don't know what to do about the sleeping part cause I never solved it myself, I was haunted for a while many years ago by a very bad entity and grew up in a haunted house with a lot of spirit activity.

I doubt that anyone would give something that feels negative a shape and treat it like a tulpa, I highly doubt that, people tend to push away that is negative cause we don't want that in our lives.

I don't really know what you mean by egos from other people, cause I believe in a soul and when someone die it is in my belief that the soul will either watch over loved ones or it will move on and I've heard that a spirit is different form a ghost, if someone has a strong trauma when the person dies it will be like an echo stuck in time, repeating the event like a ghost but not affecting the soul cause it moves on, so I've heard.

[kat2]

You know the difference by their energies, bad entities have this energy that is very negative or even terrifying sometimes, I don't know what to do about the sleeping part cause I never solved it myself, I was haunted for a while many years ago by a very bad entity and grew up in a haunted house with a lot of spirit activity.

I doubt that anyone would give something that feels negative a shape and treat it like a tulpa, I highly doubt that, people tend to push away that is negative cause we don't want that in our lives.

I don't really know what you mean by egos from other people, cause I believe in a soul and when someone die it is in my belief that the soul will either watch over loved ones or it will move on and I've heard that a spirit is different form a ghost, if someone has a strong trauma when the person dies it will be like an echo stuck in time, repeating the event like a ghost but not affecting the soul cause it moves on, so I've heard.

 

They disguise or come up showing you good intentions.

Ive readed that your souls fragments when you have obsessions. Those obsessions or egos develop their own conscience and seek to feed themselves with x energy coming up from strong emotions or feelings.

Like very negative entities seek for negative feelins/emotions and feed from them. I think that is very acertive.

Another kind of parasites feed from your vital force... etc.

[Elvode]

I've never met a bad entity showing good intentions since I've only seen them as they are and not disguised, I've also never read or heard that a soul fragments and develop conscience and it is not within my belief that it's possible because my soul is my own.

[Guest Anonymous]

So TL;DR you're afraid of creating a spooky demon that's gonna fool you by being nice?

 

Since tulpas are a part of you, they usually (99.9%) end up being nice to the host. There's noting occult about tulpas so don't be afraid if your tulpa ends up looking like a 2spooky demon. It's probably your own subconsciousness projecting your fears on you. Also, you might get to like having a playful lil' demon by your side, just sayin'.

[Adamaï]

Wow, it's really getting off-toppic now, doesn't it? Btw there is a metaphisics subforum... Anyway, most times you don't have walk-ins, so don't scare you. Fear will always worsen situations like that, despite there is really nothing to fear about.

[kat2]

So TL;DR you're afraid of creating a spooky demon that's gonna fool you by being nice?

 

Since tulpas are a part of you, they usually (99.9%) end up being nice to the host. There's noting occult about tulpas so don't be afraid if your tulpa ends up looking like a 2spooky demon. It's probably your own subconsciousness projecting your fears on you. Also, you might get to like having a playful lil' demon by your side, just sayin'.

 

Never said such thing.

Is not that much how it looks, if not how much it can harm you, both physically and mentally.

 

I've never met a bad entity showing good intentions since I've only seen them as they are and not disguised, I've also never read or heard that a soul fragments and develop conscience and it is not within my belief that it's possible because my soul is my own.

 

As far as you know, well for you.

 

 

I would just let people with healthy mind to do these kind of stuff... and willing ones. I think it is too much of a problem and time consuming controling another personality inside your head.

Or even worst, the case of Alexandra David Neel (the first one ive readed).