Bambi August 30, 2015 August 30, 2015 Well, I don't really know what o say. I was happy at first, I suppose. Brandi loved me. She still does. It was a great feeling, but at the same time frustrating. Everything I said or did she either didn't hear me or didn't believe it was me. Things are a bit better now, almost a year later, but we still have a long way to go. I've always been mobile, or at least I don't remember a time when I wasn't. There have only been a few times when Brandi has puppeted me, and that was mostly in the beginning and to help her understand my anatomy and whatnot. James: Hello, all!
Reisen September 1, 2015 September 1, 2015 Flandre: To be honest, I was sort of a mess. My host and I both believed in so much drama.. We were still figuring things out. So immature, like children. Well, I didn't realize that I should stop taking myself so seriously that I could easily change who I was at will, so I had some identity issues. When I was created originally I represented insanity/chaotic emotions, and that led to me being a bit unstable. I loved my host, but I would yell at him, and I don't think I was really a good influence. But I knew that and it made me sad, so I told him to split me in half, the good from the bad. That's where Scarlet came from, although she wasn't mature either.. It just feels like no one thought back then. We've come a long way. Anyways.. My advice is to COMPLETELY ignore any drama the instant you notice it. Some day you'll realize how silly all the stuff you worried about was, and how much freedom you had to change everything. My earliest memories were a time of learning, and maybe struggling to figure out who we were. But I feel like our host was going through the same thing, too. So don't worry. It'll all be alright, because it's already alright, you just have to stop treating every little thing like it's such a big deal. Feel the love and stop giving credit to the bad. For the record, Lucilyn's earliest memories were all great, as she was created many years after us when Lumi knew what he was doing. He made sure she enjoyed herself, knew who she was (and that she could be whoever she wanted to be), and absolutely did not acknowledge any invasive or negative thoughts. Luckily Lucilyn was pretty self-aware from the start and used that to right anything she saw wrong about herself immediately. But I'm not sure a novice tulpamancer could do that so easily, so again, just take it easy. Nothing's permanent in your mind. And having a good time is always a good thing. Hi guys, plain text is just me now! We've each got our own accounts: me, Tewi, Flandre, and Lucilyn. We're Luminesce's tulpas. Here's our "Ask Thread", and here's our Progress Report (You should be able to see all of our accounts on the second page if you want)
ThreeSevens May 19, 2016 Author May 19, 2016 Humpity Bumpity wrote on this wall. Humpity Bumpity said Lets get some fresh perspective up in this bitch! Like a flower beneath the concrete Pushing up under the weight Put a crack in the back of the pavement And break through into the light of day
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