Kusihuora July 18, 2012 Author July 18, 2012 How do you manage to have such a large wonderland? Do you visualize the whole thing at once or only what's in front of you? Well there's the outside where I can watch sunsets and clouds beyond and then there's the cavern where I can just concentrate on my tulpa. But in general it's fairly easy for me to imagine places, I've been doing it pretty much all my life. Just the general feel of the place is enough, I'd say. Just construct a small space like a cottage or tree in the middle of falling water and you can pretty much stop thinking how the rest of the place looks but still think/know it's there. Pää määrää määränpään
Kusihuora July 18, 2012 Author July 18, 2012 Alright. Around 7th day. Not that much to report, other than increased "alien feeling" or sense of presence. I think I am getting some responce from Eria. Today I just stayed to hang out in our wonderland and talked to her about my life and how happy I am to be able to work on this with her. It felt as though I received some sort of encouraging and happy feelings. I don't know, yet I'm thrilled and extremely happy. And that does not happen so often. Feel free to recommend some music, I love to listen to music while forcing. Can be pretty much anything. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtWO3og9eZY ^ some stuff I like Pää määrää määränpään
H1ena July 18, 2012 July 18, 2012 I'm not sure if you've already mentioned this but how long do you typically spend each day tulpa forcing? Name: To be determined Form: Human Method: Hybrid Time: 4.5 hours
Kusihuora July 18, 2012 Author July 18, 2012 I'm not sure if you've already mentioned this but how long do you typically spend each day tulpa forcing? Ah, indeed. I don't think I have. Well, it really varies a lot. When I do a very basic rundown on traits and little visualization it takes something like 20-30 minutes, but when I do a bit of more thorough session it's 1 hour. I usually have tulpaforcing sessions at morning, noon, evening and night. I don't know, I guess it's not too important how long the sessions are, as long as you are okay with it, and maybe have a couple of sessions. My only duties as of now are sitting on PC so I can luckily afford a lot of sessions. What about you? Pää määrää määränpään
H1ena July 18, 2012 July 18, 2012 I just do 1 hour sessions at night, and preceed them with 10 minutes of meditation to help me focus during the session. Name: To be determined Form: Human Method: Hybrid Time: 4.5 hours
Kusihuora July 18, 2012 Author July 18, 2012 Alright. There were a really good meditation method in the thread you made if I remember correctly, the breathing method that one guy posted. I think you mentioned it in your journal. Just thought to say that it has really helped me, not just in tulpaforcing but I sleep way better that way. Pää määrää määränpään
Kusihuora July 18, 2012 Author July 18, 2012 Also one thing that I wanted to ask. I am not sure if this is even anything important, just a quirk in my concentration or other mistake in my part, but well, I think it would not hurt to ask in the end. When I was trying theta's tones while forcing (this could not be related in any way but still, might be worth mentioning), Eira kept sort of... shooting off in the sky (I was in top of my platform where I could see the sky). This kept happening even though I tried to stop and just think her sitting there legs crossed. This stopped when I sort of well grabbed her around waist and put her to sit down in my lap while sort of embracing her. (:3) Is there any possibility that this might be some sort of early signs of her starting to act on her own? Or again, just a little mistake in my part? Appreciate any replies. Off to force & sleep, later chaps. Changed the name, because I like to think we are working on this together. This is our grand project. And I hope Eira can post too, when the time comes. Pää määrää määränpään
Sands July 18, 2012 July 18, 2012 I suppose it can be hard to know if it's an intrusive thought or not. Maybe you could ask her to do something else that's surprising and random but perhaps not quite pretending to be a human rocket. I don't think it's the greatest idea to always go NO, THAT WAS TOO WEIRD AND IT MUST'VE BEEN ME when it could be the tulpa and again, it would be kind of douchey to not believe in them. But perhaps it's just as annoying to the tulpa if you make them do things they never would and you believing that's how they are. In cases where I can't be sure at all, I just have the maybe it was, maybe it wasn't attitude. Don't dismiss it as it wasn't proven false but don't think it was 100% true when it hasn't been proven as such. You'll be sure about what you experience later on and you could even ask about the earlier things to finally know. Also the prism in the guide section is a great thing. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
Kusihuora July 19, 2012 Author July 19, 2012 Okay, thank you for the thorough answer. I'll check that prism thing out. Pää määrää määränpään
Kusihuora July 19, 2012 Author July 19, 2012 The lenghts I go for Eira. I found that my concentration has been fucking horrible, probably due to only going outside for a cigarette for maybe week or two now. So, I had an idea of going out cycling, and I accidentally narrated it to her, leaving me no room for coming up with excuses later, or I would have felt guilty as fuck. And god damnit that sunlight, I got struck by violent head and neck aches but I feel fucking great now. Hoping to make a lot of progress today. Pää määrää määränpään
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