How do I even start?

[Nikodemos]

 

OK I'm about 4-5 hours into it, I just can't concentrate, I do 5-10 minute sessions when I watch the dogs in the yard, drive, work and before bed but I just can't focus real well, Due to the stress and other personal issues I had an emotional breakdown before I went to sleep simply begging for her to be there to talk to me and clear my head, my desperation is the biggest cause for my impatience, I read the only way to give it energy is to "interact" with it but I have all the time, money and energy to focus on her but is there anyway to give her more energy, I just want to simply work on narration, basically having her voice in my head to make the rest easier.

 

Have you tried doing this preforcing focusing session? What you basically do is you turn off your TV, computer, mobile phone and anything else that could distract you. Then you sit down, and just calm down. Take deep breaths, let your whole body relax. Once you are calmed down, then you can start forcing. It worked for me when I couldn't focus.

 

Or you can always try being hypnotised.

[Aarix]

 

Have you tried doing this preforcing focusing session? What you basically do is you turn off your TV, computer, mobile phone and anything else that could distract you. Then you sit down, and just calm down. Take deep breaths, let your whole body relax. Once you are calmed down, then you can start forcing. It worked for me when I couldn't focus.

 

Or you can always try being hypnotised.

 

Yea i sit on the bench on my yard for 5-10 minutes and talk to her a little, a couple minute drive to work and pieces at work due to getting distracted to talk to her, Im going to attempt more tongiht but I keep running out of things to say even beyond mindless chatter