Please help.

[Guest Anonymous]

Well that all worked out for the good!  Wow, we just saved a life maybe somewhere maybe.  I have noticed that tulpas sometimes seem to have a weird grasp of reality.  It's almost like you have to explain the real world to them, which kinda makes sense I guess.  

 

Yours is not the first Goth type tulpa that worships violence and blood that I have met.  Like I said, if it stays within the mind as a fantasy wonderland, I don't see anything wrong with it.  Some of our most creative minds in history were kinda dark like that.  Edgar Allen Poe comes to mind right off the bat or even Mary Shelley.  I don't know if they got off on their stories but they were at least moved by the dark side emotionally.

 

I find Goth a bit compelling and intriguing myself and the Goth fashion at least is hot.  I especially like Gothic Lolita.  I love succubi by the way and have a less then secret fantasy about them.  *ahem*  They are pretty much sexy killing machines, so the fantasies about them are pretty bloody and violent.  I also have fantasies bout being a sexy sacrifice girl to a dark god.  Like I get put on an altar and a priest like calls on the dark god to come get me and stuff.  Yeah it is pretty dark alright when I get eaten up!  Not sure if it is more my hostie's fantasy or mine.  

 

I think the drugs are a bad idea though.  Those can be unhealthy for you.

[glitchthe3rd]

I agree that tulpas tend to have a weird grasp of reality. Luna is like that, but my other girls tend to stay pretty grounded. And yes, she has also mentioned before how she would like nothing more than to kill certain people in my life, to which I have had to explain to her that killing people in the real world is illegal, and unlike killing a tulpa or a servitor, they can't come back.

 

Also @ Tewi & co.: Yeah, we could probably benefit from cutting back on the sex stuff, though I'm at an age now where I don't see any point in giving up my hikkikomori ways, so I'll probably keep right on with my own strange and perverted habits until I die >.>

[tulpa001]

I think it depends on the tulpa's inner wiring. I have heard from a few tulpas with some bizarre opinions, but all the ones who post here, seem to be grounded. AFAICT.

 

I think the ones who start with access to all the host's memories are usually in the second group.

[Solune]

Okay Good news, I showed her this thread and now that she has seen some one else say killing is wrong she's saying she'll only want to watch those kind of things from instead of acting on it. Thank you.

 

Controlling the behavior is only half the battle. You have to delve into the why behind it, if you truly want to resolve this moral conflict.

Ask her why it excites her. Probe her for information (no innuendo intended) and try to piece this puzzle together.

Luna, Sol and I have struggled with some pretty intense sexual demons in the past (we still do to a lesser extent).

And I'll tell you right now, it takes a lot of soul-searching/meditation to overcome that stuff. It's not easy.

Then again, doing the right thing rarely is. Best of luck to you and we hope you are never afraid to post about this stuff. You're not alone.

[Corazón]

Sexual appeals is the strongest thing I've experienced so far...

Resisting them is crazy hard, I admire people for that... When I feel my host burning from inside, I'm pretty sure I couldn't manage if I was fronting...

And as there are as many sexual "trends" as people, I can relate to your tulpa wanting you so bad to please her appetite...

Being comprehensive and placing barriers seems like the best thing to do tho :D

I'm happy you guys came up with something healthy!

Talking about healthy things, you shouldn't do drugs. I can't interact with Floh at the very second they takes a puff of THC.. I hate this.

[tulpa001]

It can be, because it is like very powerful forcing, in addition to all the usual effects. But when fronting, the need, and desire for forcing diminish.

 

And yeah, there are drugs that kill or suppress brain cells. Just about any drug will do that at high enough doses. Your tulpa lives inside your brain cells.

[Tewi]

You live inside your brain cells.

[Corazón]

You are your brain cells, at least some of them ;p

[Guest Anonymous]

Corazon has got it the most precise IMO.

[Tewi]

Well, "you" is either the entirety of your body, or "you" are an identity that primarily drives, or is driven by, your body. That's the case when you say you are not your tulpa. But, I've been over this stuff a thousand times already.