Committing suicide whilst having a Tulpa?

[Guest Anonymous]

 

Melian and I would agree with this as far as how we feel about ourselves. If I committed suicide (never will but hypothetically) I would be killing myself. Melian is part of me and dies with me no matter how or when I die. For that matter, I do not consider a host deliberately dissipating a tulpa to be murder either. I think that idea is ridiculous.

 

Of course, I don't want to die, and even if I did I wouldn't have my host die with me. And even if my host was suicidal I wouldn't want her to go through with it. If I wanted her to kill herself that would just make me a horrible person, and I love her.>

 

Melian would express the same sentiments about me. But she is still an imaginary part of my mind, a figment. I still treat her as a person, and think of her as a person, but I would be killing myself if I committed suicide and Melian would just be coming to an end as well, just like everything else in my mind.

[Chris-One]

Hi, bit of a bizarre question here, but how would your Tulpa feel if you committed suicide? Would they see it you murdering them? Would the understand that their host just couldn't take it anymore? Would they themselves not be able to take it anymore?

 

And yeah, I suspect the answer will vary from Tulpa to Tupla. Just a thought, but the main thought that keeps me from trying out Tulpamancy.

 

Thanks!

 

Please don't kill yourself!

[DJWalnut]

I don't know. I've never seen a tulpa agree with their host that life is too hard and they should give up. They always try and promote a better world view, trying harder, or sometimes simply letting them deal with it instead.

I know that Fajro is significantly more optimistic than I am, and she steers me away from negative thoughts about myself.

 

 I think that suicide in a multiple system should require unanimous consent of all sentient members.

 

OceanStrider, please seem help with whatever you're feeling. you diverse to like and be happy

[revsophie]

i've been suicidal before. an unbelievable number of times. every time i've tried, my tulpas would stop me. as in, rip me out of front if they had to. and they have done just that. the ones that couldn't pull would be appealing to my kinder nature to not take myself out and them along with me.

 

i'd say it's a mix of emotions, being connected, and our inner instinct for self preservation.