Sands July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 That's not cool, hardcore or edgy. Go get some help. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
SolEvil July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 I'm not trying to be cool, hardcore or edgy. I don't see how anyone would think it is. I've tried to get help, it doesn't really help, I've seen a few therapists. They just push meds down your throat and say your depressed, and no matter what you tell them they believe what they want to about you.
Sands July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 Someone who is so mentally ill doesn't exactly seem like the best tulpahost. Soon you'll even be hurting the tupper and who knows what comes out of that. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
SolEvil July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 I don't think I'm that mentally ill. I got problems but who doesn't?
Malix July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 Also a sociopath. Sol is correct; "help" is useless, and generally pointless anyway(We may not have any emotional regard for life, but we can still respect it if we find a reason to.) It doesn't affect the tulpaforcing process at all, except the whole emotional responses thing is a bit more limited, but my tulpa found ways around that, others should be able to too. Tulpa: Name: Elyse (Elly) Birthday: 29th May, 2012 Physical description: 5"8 thin human girl. self-identified age 18. ~1ft, vivid red hair sometimes in a ponytail. light-skinned. green eyes. Progress: entirely vocal, speaks often, but only 1 hallucination; her saying "Hiiii". Great at possession.
Sands July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 I have no respect whatsoever for life, others or my own. And I have tendencies like that from time to time, I usually don't act on them though. He already said he wished to harm a living creature for no reason and was going to. If one follows on their urges, what stops them from hurting tuppers? It is said that tulpas can't hurt you and sure, a tulpa pretty much will always love you... But tuppers here have been created with love and no abuse. When you have someone who has urges to hurt others, what if they can't stop their urges? What if they hurt the tulpa, turning their love into hate? They are in their head and tulpas do have some abilities. The creepypastas are ridiculous, but an abused tulpa is probably going to be closest to what you can get. No one has created an abused tulpa, no one knows what will happen. There is always a risk when you have some big mental problems like these. And a want to hurt and even kill an unwillful, innocent being, almost doing it and looking at that usually up there, probably done it at some point? Sounds like a mental illness to me, bro. But yeah, getting off-topic. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
SolEvil July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 Yeah we are way off topic, pretty much hijacked the thread. I care for my tulpa and I wouldn't harm her, I like her. That was just a random cat, I have no feelings for random animals. I don't think it's comparable. I didn't care if I hit the cat and killed/wounded it though, it was just something to do at the time. I would care if I hurt my tulpa, I give no fucks what happens to a cat.
Azrael July 31, 2012 Author July 31, 2012 I'm just wondering, would someone be kind enough to help me with this? Kind of, mentor me through this? I appreciate everyone's help but come on now guys let's not get into an argument. I just realized how stupid that sounded. Never mind. One of the few people who you can hate for who they truly are.
SolEvil July 31, 2012 July 31, 2012 I can try to help you if you would like. Is there anything in particular you need help with? Sounds like your having trouble getting started. The mentor thing was a little weird. Making a tulpa is a very personal process. If you need help then ask, but I wouldn't follow someones word exactly.
Azrael July 31, 2012 Author July 31, 2012 What i'm TRYING to do is first visualize my tulpa, and have him/her or it, haven't decided yet stand there. as I talk to it. But getting the face is so hard. I try drawing what I want it to look like but then when I imagine my tulpa, the face always looks like the drawing, or something. I'ts kind of hard to explain. It doesn't look like a person, rather comical. Am I doing it wrong? I've decided the traits and everything so should I talk to it as still an idea? One of the few people who you can hate for who they truly are.
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