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Best title ever 10/10

 

ANYWAYS, I started making a Tulpa today. I honestly was not expecting progress on the first day but hey, what do you know? Apparently Tulpae aren't that hard to start making. Here's a quick log of my progress on Day One:

 

Log of progress with 'Lucas':

-Created his design. He's a literal space fox. I gave him the name Lucas because I've always wanted to use that name, but if he wants to change it he can. I'll colour his design on paper later and show ya'll.

-Did some narrating to him as soon as his design was done. Didn't get any signs from him for a few hours. Did some passive forcing, still no signs.

-Did some narrating to him a few hours later, and I felt a weird brain pulse/pressure hybrid? It almost hurts but it doesn't and there's slight pressure? It was only in one oval-shaped spot the size of a door handle, but when I asked for him to do it again it happened again. I asked him to do it in the middle of my head and he did it! As I type this he's giving me the same feeling again. I officially have a Tulpa. So excited!

Tulpae Malveron and Toga

 

Soulbonds Destiny Jessica Angela Eva Whisper Luke Bry Illisk and Yunia

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Sounds good, it can take awhile or not much time at all for a tulpa to respond to you upon creation. It varies with each headmate and system.

We look forward to seeing Lucas's design.

And head pressures are a good sign, many tulpas use them as a way to communicate when they can't speak yet. Harley uses head pressures sometimes to get my attention, so we're glad to hear your progress

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DAY 2:

 

Hoo boy, we got a lot of stuff done. First of all, we changed his name to Malveron. He wanted a unique name. And secondly, he got a complete change of form. He didn't like the space fox form he had, so we changed to a fae dragon, based off of this picture, albeit with a few differences (the most noticeable being his eyes don't glow, instead they resemble NMM's eyes.) He's about five inches tall, so now I get a fae dragon that can sit on my head once I get to the 'seeing him' stage of things.

Secondly, we got a system for speaking until he has an actual voice. A pulse on the left side of my head is no, a bit of pain in my neck is NO, a pulse on the right side of my head is yes, a bit of pressure on both is confusion, a pulse in my forehead is agreement, and a very specific spot on the left side of my head is excitement. I asked him quite a few questions (mostly about his form and stuff) but when I asked if he'd be okay with a bit of parroting I got a VERY strong 'no' for a reply. Apparently he already has a voice in mind. He doesn't seem to mind puppeting as much but parroting is a huge no-no.

 

While I was drawing up his new form, I noticed that there was a lightning storm outside. I asked if he wanted to see, got a yes, and so I showed him all the lightning. He loved it. Every time there was a flash I'd feel the left side of my mouth curl into a smile. It was very twitchy and when I tried the same thing I didn't get the same amount of twitching so I am pretty sure it was Mal doing that. I even felt his excitement physically! Later on when I sat back down I felt two muscle twitches in my arm and leg. Whether that was him or not is up for debate, but considering I normally get only one I think it was him. Eventually the mouth twitches became less and they stopped when I went to bed.

 

Now, onto the wonderland bit. My happy place is a forest, so when I closed my eyes I saw the two of us in a forest together. I told him he could make a house for himself based off of a clay birdhouse I made, and soon after that I feel asleep. Later I was woken up (long story short, huge hailstorm), and when I tried to go back to sleep I noticed that he changed my wonderland's colours to match his own (grass was pink, leaves were purple, just like him) and he took my suggestion of making his own little house. It was very fancy, and he had a plush queen-sized bed (for him, anyways) that he was curled up on. He knows what he wants XD

 

Small question: is it normal to get small amounts of what I'm assuming was possession on the first day of creation?? Because Mal's only a day old o3o

Tulpae Malveron and Toga

 

Soulbonds Destiny Jessica Angela Eva Whisper Luke Bry Illisk and Yunia

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Quick update! I did some stuff with Malveron today and it was interesting.

First, I used a trick I saw on this site which basically was say a phrase and see if you can hear your Tulpa say it. We did it back and forth for a while and I almost heard him, I got confirmation that he spoke as well. Then we did some body controlling - first he controlled my smile again, then I told him to control my pinky. It was very slow and it popped when it moved, but when I tried to move it the same I couldn't do it. And then he managed to half-close my right eye before my family came into the car again.

Then, halfway home, I heard him speak! It was a crystal clear 'yep' to me saying 'do you understand all this?". At first I thought it was my head and I asked if it was him, but then he replied with yes. :D  

 

Hi! - Malveron

Tulpae Malveron and Toga

 

Soulbonds Destiny Jessica Angela Eva Whisper Luke Bry Illisk and Yunia

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So, did some stuff last night with Mal! This time, he managed to move my whole hand a bit, close my right eye and he managed to scrunch my nose up. He was very persistent about that, and when I told him that he did good and he could stop it took several more times of asking to get him to stop. My guess is that he wanted to scrunch it up completely, which he did .w.

 

To Tulpa, thanks, but that doesn't really answer my question. My question was, what's the average Tulpa age for moving body parts around?

Tulpae Malveron and Toga

 

Soulbonds Destiny Jessica Angela Eva Whisper Luke Bry Illisk and Yunia

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what's the average Tulpa age for moving body parts around?

 

It depends on when the tulpa learns possession. Most tulpas, if they choose to, learn possession a little while after becoming vocal, and the majority are vocal a few weeks (less often, months) after their initial creation. It's possible but rare for a tulpa to learn possession before vocality.

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Thanks Kitsukrou! Guess Mal was a bit advanced then.

 

HOOOOOOO BOY. I got a lot of stuff to say today. First, let's start with last night.

 

So, Mal improved his non-vocal communication. Instead of pressure or pain, he's decided that controlling my smile means yes and making my nose scrunch up means no. It's a lot easier to understand him now, that's for sure. But he doesn't have to do that much anymore because he's now vocal! He speaks kinda slow and gentle like, and he doesn't say really complex stuff yet but then again he is only four days old and became officially vocal last night, so yeah. Anyways, when I was visualizing him (which went well btw), I ended up meditating, which was fine. My body felt really cool, like a rock. So I was exploring my wonderland, which was a huge forest, when another character of mine named Luke showed up. I was sure that he wasn't a Tulpa, and as it turns out he wasn't.

 

I have a bunch of Soulbonds I never even knew about. They are, in order of creation:

Destiny, Jessica, Angela, Evanescence, Whisper, Luke, Bry, Illisk and Yunia, all of which have distinct mind voices and are fully autonomous. They're all OCs of mine as well.

 

I honestly had no idea that they existed in my head I feel so bad aaaaaaaa. I talked to them all (save for Ang and Eva) and had a good time. I even found their house that they lived in together, which I will draw because holy hell I want that house to be real. Eventually I fell asleep and that was that.

 

But THEN, today, I discovered yet another resident of my head. This one was another Tulpa that I never knew I had. His name is Toga, and I accidentally created him when I used to fake conversations with an anime character named Sesshoumaru, though he deviated a LOT in appearance and personality. Here's all the differences:

I don't think Toga is as tall as Sesshoumaru

He has no face markings

His hair is SO MUCH SHORTER, it's longer in the front than it is the back, like this but with bangs.

Wider eyes

Completely different clothes

Not a demon-based Tulpa (he said he's 'some kind of spirit')

Very quiet and gentle. Is a good boi.

His own personality

TBH he'd make a good Studio Ghibli character--

 

So, yeah. A lot happened recently.

 

Got anything ya'll wanna say?

 

Toga: Um... hello. It's nice to finally meet you all. I hope we can be friends.

Malveron: I have friends! :D *happy tulpish*

Luke: Yo.

Yuni: Hello~! 8D

 

And there ya'll have it. I'll keep you all updated! :D

Tulpae Malveron and Toga

 

Soulbonds Destiny Jessica Angela Eva Whisper Luke Bry Illisk and Yunia

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omg wow, that's a massive influx of new (or old-ish) brain folks. Sounds exciting.

 

Hah, on the topic of "I had conversations with imaginary stuff and now it's a tulpa": I used to talk to my "inner critic" of sorts to discuss plot ideas for my writing stuff, which eventually became a part of Cyril. The circumstances are obviously a bit different, but eh. Still interesting.

Also, oh boy, I completely forgot that Inuyasha is a thing that exists.

 

Anyway, Toga sounds cool. Can you draw? Because if you can, I'd be super interested in seeing his design.

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omg wow, that's a massive influx of new (or old-ish) brain folks. Sounds exciting.

Hah, on the topic of "I had conversations with imaginary stuff and now it's a tulpa": I used to talk to my "inner critic" of sorts to discuss plot ideas for my writing stuff, which eventually became a part of Cyril. The circumstances are obviously a bit different, but eh. Still interesting.

Also, oh boy, I completely forgot that Inuyasha is a thing that exists.

Anyway, Toga sounds cool. Can you draw? Because if you can, I'd be super interested in seeing his design.

 

My head has always been full of voices that weren't quite there. Had I known that my characters were trying to talk to me before I knew of Tulpae, that would've ended up in a 'WTF AM I A WIZARD OR SOMETHING' moment. And Destiny's the oldest, I've had her since I was five. I'm fifteen now. She's old af for a soulbond. and now she's pouting because I called her old

Honestly I've always wanted to talk to my characters. I know I'll never have them physically here with me as cool as that'd be but this is as good as it gets.

 

I've seen Cyril posting here and there on the forums, heh. I kinda wanna meet him but IDK how to go about that without looking weird or stalkerish blah. I just stopped imagining conversations with Lord Fluffy years ago and then a few hours ago BAM A FREAKIN' TULPA I NEVER KNEW WALKS UP AND SAYS HI, and he told me where he came from so that's how I know. Apparently I'm just really good at Tulpamancy o3o And I haven't watched Inuyasha in so long oml

 

Oh yeah, I drew him earlier today! I'mma attach the drawing--

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Tulpae Malveron and Toga

 

Soulbonds Destiny Jessica Angela Eva Whisper Luke Bry Illisk and Yunia

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