Wh33lzman October 3, 2012 Author October 3, 2012 Haha, I have returned! After abandoning my old project... School was hectic mania nuclear death holocaust murder atrocity X10. However it is break, after the end of quarter 1. Two weeks of nothing (besides Fallout 3)so it's a perfect chance to restart the whole thing from scratch, I at least know my methods right from the get go. Let's see how far we can get. Rem ad triarios redisse
Wh33lzman May 30, 2013 Author May 30, 2013 I really suck at this, I just sort of drifted from it, but now I'm back trolls! Regardless, I think I'm going for a more narraration oriented tulpaforcing style, letting my subconscious create the ideal personality, because I trust my subconscious, mostly. Rem ad triarios redisse
Wh33lzman June 1, 2013 Author June 1, 2013 Holy what the what?!?!?! A response! Maybe... I was forcing, and then my concentration was shattered by an intense tingling on my arm. Then it was gone, I've had a headache, and a feeling of sleep deprivation for most of the day. Progress! Rem ad triarios redisse
Aarix June 1, 2013 June 1, 2013 Good chance that tingling is just it falling asleep. And a headache and sleep deprive are a bit hard to tell if its your tulpa as it can very easily be passed off as coincidence, in any case I wish you the best in your tulpa endeavors. Progress report "You'll have a Tulpa because you didn't give up" -Koomer
Wh33lzman June 4, 2013 Author June 4, 2013 So, wonderlands... My friend is a tulpamancer, and he is getting auditory hallucinations, while doing much less forcing than I. I tried to compare methods with him, but he seemed quite distracted, all I got out of it is that he uses wonderlands. So, I'm trying to use them now, I did a half hour session, so I'll do another later on. The wonderland is a sort of steampunk manor, surrounded by those old victorian gardens or whatever, with those statues made out of plants. It's constantly raining, because I always like the idea of being in shelter from rain, although I can make clear skies whenever. It's quite large, and empty, because I don't really know what to do with it yet. I stopped forcing because my thoughts were becoming very muddled, probably due to laying down (I've been experimenting with various stances for forcing). However, it was during that time when I also heard a voice, a faint female voice, that I couldn't recognize as any voice I had heard before. WIN Rem ad triarios redisse
Wh33lzman July 1, 2013 Author July 1, 2013 I nearly gave up again... After abandoning tulpaforcing for two weeks, I am returning with an increased fervor, I'm on vacation, and all of the things that go with that made things hectic for me, but I'm back on track with my 2 hour forcing regimen, coinciding with incessant passive forcing. Rem ad triarios redisse
Dr.Simmons July 1, 2013 July 1, 2013 I know how you feel... I'm on vacation right now as well, and have thought about giving up too many times to count. Whether it's because of skepticism, procrastination, or lack of time, we are both on the same page. Even when I tried to stop tulpa forcing, strange things have happened. Like hearing a faint voice when I asked my tulpa a question, or feeling a presence, which is something I thought I'd never experience. Don't lose sight of your goal. Even if tulpae don't exist, practicing flawless determination will help you in the future more than you can imagine. You can't simply give up once you start, because you'll face things just as difficult, or even more difficult in the future. Quitting will become a habit, and I speak from experience. The consciousness is able to be duplicated unintentionally(multilplicity), but the ultimate question, is whether is can be duplicated intentionally. Intentional hallucinations are possible, because I created a weak one, and I experienced drug-induced hallucinations firsthand. Seeing hallucinations on drugs was a traumatizing experience for me, because I realized how much the brain has control of what you see and don't see...but now I know what the mind is capable of. Right now without the brain, everything is black, and you have no senses, but your brain is producing everything you see and feel on a hunch. All you have to do is bond your brain and mind, and you'll be able to control your reality, and make a tulpa. "You are required to do nothing, least of all believe. Shut ones eyes tight or open ones arms wide, either way, one's a fool" -A courtesy of NotQuiteSkeptical "I don't care if you don't believe me, I don't need you to!"
Wh33lzman September 6, 2013 Author September 6, 2013 Ok, it's been 2 months, I have commitment issues. I'm pretty sure I'm starting from scratch again. Fourth times the charm! I know what I'm doing wrong. Working too much, I burn myself out, I'm limiting myself to 1 hour sessions of active forcing, but compensating with more passive forcing, and a consistent schedule. This is the third day, I get headaches, and pressure, maybe even responsive aches, I got as far as one vocal response before, out of the blue, unparroted, so I know I can do this. Anyways, let's dive back into the fray Also, her name's Liz, I think... Like Elizabeth, unless she doesn't like that, but if she doesn't, that's fine, I kind of dislike designating something personal like that, but I guess my parents did that to me, regardless, I like it, it sticks, and I got nothin' else. Rem ad triarios redisse
Wh33lzman September 8, 2013 Author September 8, 2013 Does anyone else get passive forcing headaches? I know I do, just overall I started to feel really tired after prolonged passive forcing, guess I'm workin' hard. Rem ad triarios redisse
Wh33lzman September 12, 2013 Author September 12, 2013 Me and Liz haven't stopped forcing, there's just nothing much to say about our progress besides head pressure/ this really, REALLY, sharp pain I got today, so I'll update when something else happens Rem ad triarios redisse
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