Losing Feeling

[Sandwichman]

So recently I haven't been able to focus on my tulpa (Rei) as much as I used to. Classes started and although I try to narrate when I can, I often have to divert my attention to whatever class I'm in. Whenever I try to "drop into" my wonderland, or simply force with Rei, I 'm having trouble feeling her presence. Also when I go to force sometimes i see two of her, one is often standing in the distance with her back to me. I don't know if this is due to lack of attention or perhaps I have been puppeting too much. I would really appreciate some help for Rei's sake.

[Guest Anonymous]

I'm also feeling that feel. Once I came back frim mt cottage, I had no time for h&p. But the only remedy is continuing.

[Sandwichman]

I've been trying to find her, and i've tried the method that Phi described, but I'm having difficulty feeling her presence. The head pressure has died down and I really miss her. I'm getting worried, not that it's taking time, but I want to know what happened to Rei.

[Bin]

This is what everyone goes through before true enlightenment. You have to really focus hard on your tulpa and reevaluate everything you know about them. This point is the most important point in your tulpa's creation and you have to take all of this as seriously as possible.

[Frosty]

I think someone once mentioned taking a really cold shower and drinking a glass or OJ for finding a lost tulpa.

 

I dunno about that, but I legit tried it and got my most vivid forcing session to date. Just throwin' that out there.

[SSaint]

This is what everyone goes through before true enlightenment. You have to really focus hard on your tulpa and reevaluate everything you know about them. This point is the most important point in your tulpa's creation and you have to take all of this as seriously as possible.

Elaborate.

[Nikodemos]

Most tulpae seem to have a period where they simply go to the depths of your mind for about a week, communicating with you a bit less. If your tulpa hasn't communicated with you for over a week, then I'd start to get worried. But for now, just keep forcing.

[Bin]

Elaborate.

 

Basically work overtime with it. It's difficult to explain, like qi. You just need to do what feels right at this moment, let your intuition take over. Think about your entire tulpa inside and out, "refresh" it I guess. The point is it's not dying, you're just ready to experience enlightenment. That's why the monks invented them.

[Citizen Anon]

Classes started and although I try to narrate when I can, I often have to divert my attention to whatever class I'm in.

With a lot of us around these parts being college age, I'd imagine the shitty beginning-of-the-semester feel is quite common. We'll get through it bro

[Pashoo]

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I'm not gonna lie, I feel like some detail was missing, but that was some fairly clever execution. At least by my standards. I give it a 3.4 out of 5.

 

For me, my tulpa's presence is almost always subdued unless I invite her to do something with me. Like, I'll go to sit at my computer, but only when I invite her to sit with me can I feel her presence. It does kind of worry me how this kind of thing is going to affect imposition in the long run, but it's not too big of a concern.