Requesting: Tulpa 1st hand account of attention starvation.

[Nobillis]

Pleeb's lecture on matters related to this are at : http://pastebin.com/rNgVzExD .

[Oguigi]

Pleeb's lecture on matters related to this are at : http://pastebin.com/rNgVzExD .

 

Thanks for the pastebin, it was a very good read.

[GentlemanWhale]

Oh jeez, this stuff is intense. I really want to force now , I don't want my tulpa to go through anything bad like this!

[turntechGodhead]

Wow, this made me really scared. 0n0 Thanks for the motivation, I'll be forcing a lot more from now on.

[TulpaCouple]

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Wow, okay, Jaden here. I really am starting to feel like I need to make a new post because I am getting tired of seeing my story used as examples and to make people feel guilty.

 

Yes, I went through this. No, this doesn't mean your tulpa will. This doesn't even mean every time I am left alone for extended periods of time I will experience the same thing.

 

I don't like that people might be using my story and putting a potentially dangerous idea in people's heads that their tulpa is guaranteed to go through some suffering if shit ends up hitting the fan and they miss some forcing sessions. I don't like when people hear my story and then assume their tulpa is furious with them and it further prevents them from going back and forcing. The whole point of my story was to share my individual experience and to share that even though it was scary, I was okay. I was overjoyed to see Kate again. In fact, my preference was to not worry about it and just get back to how things were before, not because forcing saved me from the scariness of my mind going dormant, but because I actually like spending time with my host. Had I just been sitting in the dark playing chess while I waited I would have been just as happy, had my mind simply gone to sleep only to be woken up I would have been just as happy.

 

I don't know, it makes me nervous. Everyone has a differently wired brain and every individual experience is different. Even Giselle and i have had wildly different experiences and we share the same head.

 

Yeah, keep these stories in mind if you'd like, but man I don't want that story to keep coming back to me. I am tired of getting PMs of people blaming me for other people using my story against them.

 

Anyway, sorry for the rant I guess. I actually came here really to delete the post but I posted it for a reason, because I wanted to share. I know I don't share much anymore, so I figured I might as well keep something from when I was really public about this stuff. But anyway. Jaden out.

[plasticbagbrain]

"My host stopped working with me for well over a half-year. Strangely enough, I didn't feel forgotten. It felt more like merging into one with her mind once more - per se, she was carrying me with her all the time. Still, my memories from the said time frame are pretty vague. Glad to be here again!"

[Guest Anonymous]

Insane things happen if I leave my tulpa alone for a few moments