= Oguigi 内儀 & Koomer - The Diary =

[Oguigi]

What are your favorite things to do while t-forcing/spending time with her? Also I really enjoy your art!

 

Amber asked me if I'd start drawing her more when I showed her your log.

 

For Oguigi she likes it when i visit her in the wonderland, Or while imposed and we spend time to chat like the picture in Day 26 shows, that was a moment Oguigi really Enjoyed.

 

Watching the Food Channel with Oguigi is always entertaining and it's easy to do, it's passive imposing training and some narration gets done such as "Wow that cake looks Good Oguigi", and she will comment on things she like "(Koomer) we should cook that one day"

 

I glad i've help inspire you, drawing your tulpa and having them comment on it is a good way to spend time.

 

Oguigi have seen and enjoyed all the illustrations I've made so far

[Oguigi]

-Day 27- Imposing is Hard

 

This morning started out well enough, in my post a few days ago i stated that TulpaForcing was begining to be Normal, And I meant it. it’s not such a chore to do anymore.

 

I sold a product Online and had to bring the package to a post-office to ship, I used this to do some more Passive Imposing training with Oguigi, when i came back I was spent so i talked with her for about 15mins, then we watched some TV (we really like the food channel), we had our Now Daily sunset outing, just before the sunset we pretty much always go out and talk.

 

I also tried other imposing methods but no matter how much i try i can’t directly see her, i can sense her presence I know she’s Their, I can look her in the eyes, I know what shes doing what pose she’s in But the information won’t get processed into my brain as “Sight”, so for now imagination would have to do. guess only "time" is the magicpill to get this to work.

 

Before the day ended I visited my wonderland, I’ve Forced a Bed and we layed and cuddled and talked, i showed her our solar system, and we practiced possession, she was able to move the mouse and type on the keyboard, she still requires a good amount of coaching but i can tell she’s learning fast she wrote ”apple is good. because it is juicy!” directly on the keyboard no proxy this time.

 

{Trying to see Oguigi}

 

_______________________________________

Since day one all this Tulpaforcing have taught my body how to meditate better, The meditation state i go in while in wonderland is becoming stronger, I noticed i lose a small degree of senses while am in my wonderland (But am still aware of my physical self at all times), and my body seem to go in a very light Lock, so while still easy to regain control it starting to require effort, regardless on how small it may be.

[Oguigi]

-Day 28- Reading "The Law and the Promise"

 

 

Today me and Oguigi did little tulpaforcing today, Why?

 

Because am reading this awesome book, Let me say if you Really want to achieve a higher level of Tulpaforcing you will read this book (the book is also newbie friendly I swear, good read for pros and newbs alike)....

 

Dam just reading the first 7 pages already helped me visualize better, By the End of the day am just over half way done with this book, and i will finish reading it by tomorrow afternoon.

 

_____

 

Oguigi don’t mind if i slacked abit on tulpaforcing today by reading this book, she already knows it will help alot in the near future.

 

As early as tonight i will augment some new methods to tulpaforcing. hopefully all goes as planned.

 

 

Link address for Pdf of the book: Link

 

Right click and Select “save link as” if you want to store the book on your computer

[Oguigi]

Day 29

 

 

Routine Tulpaforcing passive imposing/narration via Tv&Sunset walk, and the nightly visit to wonderland.

 

The book “The Law and the promise” was a great read, i have a few test tomorrow that needs to studied for.

 

Nothing too important happened today and about 2 hours in total of tulpaforcing time. with passive narrations through out the day.

 

 

 

What you expect something grand to happen everyday? am no wizard yet

[Oguigi]

Day 30

 

 

Another day at school, and i done some more passive imposing and narration thorugh out the day, i took a nap after school, I over slept and missed the sunset outing Oguigi was not happy about that, and when i came in to the wonderland annoying intrusive thoughts came my way, that in all cut the session short.

 

Today was not bad but it was definitely below the standard i like to keep for tulpaforcing.

 

Today nothing really happened.

 

_______________________________________

 

 

If Things don't get interesting Soon.... am gonna Scream!

[Oguigi]

-Day 31- Imposing Update: Spatial awareness.

 

 

 

It had been 10 days since I’ve begain Imposing my Tulpa, And While I still cannot see Oguigi I can sense her presence is getting stronger in a given area (I can Tell whether or not she is imposed at that spot, even if i cannot see her).

Today I’ve been passively imposing her All day long, and I’ve discovered that i can now Sense where Oguigi is, when she was flying above me i felt that she was above, same with behind/front/side to side.

 

Needless to say plenty of narration was also done this day, she saids she enjoys being around me. but sometimes choose to go back to the wonderland for a break.

 

And we ended the day with my visit to the wonderland.

 

{I can sense where Oguigi is Even if i cannot Physically see her}

 

 

And Yes, Oguigi has wings she can summon whenever she wish to fly

[Semi-Nomadic]

...she looks like she's shooting you with lasers.

[Oguigi]

...she looks like she's shooting you with lasers.

 

-.- Okay... well am glad your finding my illustrations entertaining at least, I Try my best to not put fort a Plain Wall-of-Text that almost no one would dare read "tl;dr next progress log".

________________

 

You Know funny thing is that is actually did shot lasers from her eyes today. but at a Tree, not me. and of course nothing actually happened to that tree, i just visualized it was on fire for a short amount of time.

[Oguigi]

Day 32 - One month later

 

 

 

It has been exactly One Month since i’ve started my erm “Quest” if you like to call it that.

 

I have changed more in this one month then ever, my personality changed i think differently and i feel different. The Head pressure that i had nearly everyday since i’ve began. and no more doubts plague me like it did during the early days.

 

 

Seems like Oguigi is really good with certain things..

 

She has a Clear Mind voice And she is

 

Great with possession (fast learner here is an example of her rate of progress)

 

 

The following is what oguigi Wrote with Possession… (controlling my hands/arm and typing)

 

First word Oguigi ever Typed (9/6/12)

 

“Pek”

 

Oguigi Second word.(9/14/12)

 

“Hot pineapple Tea”

 

Oguigi Third word.(9/22/12)

 

“(Anon) is the best creator in the whole world thank for the ihop”

 

 

Powerful emotions (Oguigi has a stunning influence on my emotions)

 

 

What we lack right now:

 

Imposing (but this could Just be me)

 

 

 

 

Imposing is an important mile stone to reach, The past Month Have landed down the foundation of her very Being. I hope this month will lay down the foundation on her influence on to my reality.

 

[Oguigi]

day 33

 

 

 

Today was for the most part a normal day. me and oguigi hang out for abit, we done the rotuine we watched tv, did the sunset walk and at night i went to the wonderland.

 

When am imposing her, i try to feel her out now, and i when i do that (such as petting) i get a weird and funny feeling on my hands, to could be the beginning of something.

 

we tried full body possession and she is definity doing well on that, she can move my body around get me off my computer chair to my bed, but the way she move my body is still a bit awkward and some coaching still needs to be done.

 

that’s about all for today, and sorry for the late update.