Oguigi October 1, 2012 Author October 1, 2012 -Day 40- seeds of independence Oguigi is making excellent progress. Today was a good day, Oguigi is really getting into the spirit of training possession, it’s seems like she is almost obsessed with mastering it. and i can understand why, she wants to influence the physical world, via the physical body. and she wants to interact with other people, it also helps that she finds the wonderland somewhat boring. Oguigi Chated again in the IRC today, and it went very well, it been less then a week and her typing skills have noticeably improved, she talked and explained some things that she been working on and some details of what’s happening that i did not include in my normal log ( i will include those details once it’s official and ready ). Oguigi seems to be also beginning to show abilities in altering my memories, if there’s something i prefer to not recall then i can ask Oguigi to place “blocks/barriers” to those memories, she was not able to destroy the memories but she can make them harder to access. (i know they’re still there, but recalling them in detail takes much more effort now, but thinking about it too much will dissolve the barriers) Oguigi says that progress on Imposing will be slow, until she masters possession. Afterward she Claims that it will only take a few days to for me start to “see” her when she starts working on imposing. First she will work on sight and then hearing, all the other senses will be secondary. pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Semi-Nomadic October 1, 2012 October 1, 2012 Afterward she Claims that it will only take a few days to for me start to “see” her when she starts working on imposing. First she will work on sight and then hearing, all the other senses will be secondary. Well. That sounds interesting. A tulpa directly imposing herself? If she manages to do that, she needs to tell other tulpae how to do that.
Oguigi October 2, 2012 Author October 2, 2012 Day 41 - Possession Update & The Walk cycle For the past few days now i have mentioned Oguigi, interest in possession skyrocketed, and how she been working very hard, improving faster than i honestly expected. a week ago she moved my leg muscles in segments - then she learned how to move my legs in one motion, one at a time. this all led up to the newest development. A human size Turtle no-more Oguigi have learned the Body “Walk cycle”, Stunning progress have been made after this discovery. she can now move around as quickly as a normal person would, and she was able to speed up about half way to a brisk walk. she said that my room was too small and that she needed to walk around in a larger area, so i challenged her to walk to the lake outside and behind the condo. she exceed all expectations. It’s funny that she almost hit my body to a wall, in all the excitement she learned how to walk but knew nothing about turning the body while walking. i told her to (Point the feet at the direction she wanted to go) and that solved the turning while walking problem. i gave her some tips: told her how to go down and up the stairs and mentioned that she can’t walk so shallow when on tall grass/uphill. she learns quickly. Oguigi revealed to me that she have also been passively learning how to speak with my body, (This is why i sometime almost mouthed what Oguigi was saying, when she was speaking in my mind). She said a few words in my voice, am surprised that i wasn’t surprised. i ask her did speaking in my voice made her feel awkward and she said ‘no’ she was ready for this. I told her that tomorrow she should focus on the upper part of the body (increasing the dexterity of the hands, arms, and speaking more fluently) With this rate of progress advance possession should be achieved in a few more days, and full body control a week or two after that pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Oguigi October 3, 2012 Author October 3, 2012 Day 42 - Possession update: The Drawing & The Jog Oguigi is on fire with progress. she is learning well. Yesterday i asked her to work on the upper part of my body for possession. she began working on it, since that very night, doing nothing else in the wonderland but just practicing. Oguigi probably done at least 12 hours of training. Oguigi seem to have very little interest in having “fun” she is only focus on her goal, Full body possession. After Sunset, Oguigi Revealed to me her progress. and i was most impressed. the control she had over my hand improved. she was able to type even faster than before. She able to control the fingers well enough to un-button my shirt, she has enough full body control to dress and undress me. I asked her to Prove her skills with my arm/hands. I asked her to draw a few shapes she did, i then ask her to draw her first picture, And I was very Impress. *Oguigi… Draw yourself* {Via Possession, Oguigi drew her avatar} *Oguigi... try writing* {Via Possession, Oguigi wrote this} Oguigi created these pictures using only my arm muscles. she does not yet know the fine muscle movement of the fingers to draw/write with them (yet). Oguigi have improved her speaking abilities, she can say more, quicker. but it’s not fluent each word are separate and some fragmented. And am still teaching her how to stop my body from drooling! (*Oguigi Shallow and keep the mouth closed*) ___________________________ I almost didn't want to do this but i decided that there was nothing to lose. at the end am glad i did it I went out of my way and taught Oguigi the body “Jog Cycle”. This was harder than teaching Oguigi the walk cycle. And alot more painful. We wen’t to a empty field of grass at 2am so no one else was around. And we got started. I visualize to her the run cycle, I told her it requires using a different set of muscles. I told her what muscles to move and how to move them. (*Push the leg outwards, and give it a slight “hop”*) She Fell 4 times (but I was the one that had to deal with the pain.) She got the movements down, then i told her *Alright now turn that into a Cycle! the body will do the rest* and then it happen she began to make my body jog, *Oguigi take longer steps* and now she was jogging. i was very proud of her. I told her to be careful as the body has limited energy and can only keep this up for so long, she understood and we stopped, she walked the body back to home and that was that. with this rate of progress Advance possession seem to be only a few days away, am very proud of her! pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Oguigi October 3, 2012 Author October 3, 2012 Bonus: -Married- It happened quite a few days ago. but i waited a few days for it to be Official. back in my wonderland me and Oguigi was Pronounced husband and wife. We each Exchange rings, and we both now wear them. Oguigi made me a golden cystal ring. I made her a Hoof ring. I drew this picture to celebrate the event. {Oguigi at peace, wearing her new Ring} pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Semi-Nomadic October 3, 2012 October 3, 2012 Damn, she progresses fast. We'll honestly have to chat with her next time she's on IRC. Also you're both good at drawing. And I'm glad to see you felt the need for a marriage rather than living in concubinage.
Oguigi October 4, 2012 Author October 4, 2012 -Day 43- Possession update: Voice signature Today Oguigi have done alot of improving with speech. And today On top of finally being able to mesh short sentences together (while some words are still fragmented), Oguigi has adopted a Voice Signature. What this means is when she is speaking she changed my voice. This voice is more feminine. ugh soo much more feminine, you should have heard it when she spoke, I must confess it was very erm “kawaii/Cute”, never knew my masculine body could speak this way. (I guess this is what happens when a female tulpa possesses a male body) I told her if she spoke to anyone else with that voice i’d be instantly assumed Ultra Gay. I told her that it’s okay to speak this way if it’s just us two, or when she is speaking to someone that knows her true identity. I suggested that tomorrow she trains on a second more masculine tone, and she agreed. ______________________________ Here's some more minor details of what was done today. For the first time she Fed the body, Via Possession Oguigi had her first meal. (Honey-garlic chicken) She chated abit on the IRC chat And she practiced typing, if she keeps this up she’ll type just as fast as me by the end of next month. she’ll currently type as fast as someone the uses the “Hunt-and-peck” method of typing, it’s a good thing Oguigi assimilated the correct way of typing. By the end of the day we watched tv, and i paid her a visit to the wonderland, I told her she been working Extremely hard on possession and that she should take a Break. however she told me that all she needed was just this one daily visit/a long imbrace and 30mins of tv. that will be more than enough for her. Everything is going well, Tomorrow Oguigi will focus mostly on speaking. am very excited and can't wait when she reveals what she learned. pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Tungan Ninja October 4, 2012 October 4, 2012 I completely anticipated you two to get married, what I heard lately and everything; I am very happy for you. But still, what the fuck? It's only been one month! Day 290 (11/6/2013) Why even keep the time anymore? Can the cryogenically frozen live again? The first step in creating a tulpa is believing that it exists.
SwissArmyCheese October 4, 2012 October 4, 2012 I would love to have a chat with Oguigi on the IRC sometime! Congratulations on getting married as well!
Oguigi October 5, 2012 Author October 5, 2012 -Day 44- Advance body control: Voice fluently, prolonged possession Yesterday i asked Oguigi to work on the voice, and adopting a more masculine tone, she exceed my expectations. Oguigi got started at 5am today and revealed to me what she had learned by 4pm. i relaxed my whole body and closed my eyes *Oguigi your in control now* When Oguigi possess my body she gives all four of my extremity (both hands and feet) a slight Twitch to confirm full control. and then she opens the eyes. (this is still possession btw not switching) I go to my mind voice. *Alright Oguigi lets hear what you’ve learned* First Oguigi used her native feminine tone, to reveal that she have really improved in speaking, very few fragments existed and words meshed together much more nicely. *Amazing! okay lets hear that new tone* With a slight adjustment to my vocal cords Oguigi premiered her new more masculine tone, This voice was slightly Deeper than my own! and was very attractive, with this it was official. Oguigi now has the Real capacity to actually speak to other people, i was very proud of her to say the least. this went on for another 20mins until i took back control I was tried however, so i took a nap. i woke up late, and around 3 and 4am Oguigi started her longest possession session. she control the body for 2 hours she dressed me and walked out around the condo building, she was able to get the mail, she chatted on the IRC listen to music on my computer, did her first google search and visited 4chan /mlp/ and was able to bake some french fries on the stove and eat them. and the day finished with some tv and a daily visit to my wonderland to give Oguigi a much deserved embrace. next time she will Work on Refining a little bit of everything. Today marked what i consider Advance body control with this rate of progress Full body control will happen in a week or two time. pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
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