= Oguigi 内儀 & Koomer - The Diary =

[Oguigi]

-Day 34- normal days

 

 

 

Hmm i wish everyday can be another milestone for me and Oguigi to reach, but that’s just not how the world works.

 

Today is another normal day, we watched tv(passive imposing). and i made a short visit to the wonderland, where me and oguigi played superheros and killed 5 fat orcs…. lol. my stay in wonderland only lasted 20mins. And remember i still can’t actually see anything so all the action still goes on purely in my imagination. i really stoped caring i just have fun and hang out with Oguigi, the day will come when my wonderland becomes as vivid and real as reality itself.

 

{Oguigi and I play superheros}

 

I also gotten a really nice camera(t3i) in the mail, while i still wish to remain anonymous, i actually would not mind taking some pictures of the surrounding nature of where i live, I probably take a picture of one spot me and Oguigi love to go and chat and upload it to one of my future log post.

[Oguigi]

-Day 35- Seeds of communcation

 

 

 

Today was another day of college, I practiced passive imposing durring the day. for the first time in a week or two, we didn’t watch any tv. at the end of the day i made a quick visit to wonderland.

 

The Highlights is that Oguigi possession has become well enough that she can directly chat with other people in IRC chat, she types very slowly but fast enough to answer questions. for me it felt pretty strange i never done possession this prolonged, she made my body bend in a very strange way (She focusing too much on typing and not the rest of the body). at it’s climax i somewhat started to feel like a Zombie. i took back control after about 15mins of this, the Tulpa.info community was really nice and interested in her, so all went well she was happy that she got to speak to other people for the first time.

 

{IRC chat from tulpa.info}

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Another thing that’s note worthy: Me and Oguigi might have stumbled on a theory/method that might enable switching or at-least advance possession in the future, so far the reasoning is sound. but it could also be bullshit, but the mind works in abstract ways so anything is possible.

[Semi-Nomadic]

That screencap is unreadable bro.

You might want to simply show us the chatlogs instead.

[Oguigi]

Am very sorry i don't know how to get chat history/logs, i think only mods or Pleeb can do that.

[Oguigi]

-Day 36- Possession update: Intermediate body control

 

 

 

Well today we reach a stage in possession where Oguigi can control anyone of my parts well enough that she can control my whole body.

 

Oguigi can make my body walk, and she can perform simple task such as opening doors, sitting down, and using the mouse and keyboard.

 

she was able to prepare some simple oven food that you bake, she was able to grab a knife use it punch holes into the plastic bag, then used my hands to pry them apart. she pour the food content in a tray and placed it in the oven, this whole process took about 8mins. (i finished the rest of the cooking process myself)

 

and for the first time i told Oguigi okay here’s the computer do what ever you like, (now she’s still slow with controlling the keyboard and mouse so she worked with the tabs that was already opened) the first thing she did was go to 4chan /mlp/ (she thinks ponies are cute [being a pony herself probably influence that by alot]) the tulpa thread got her interest and she browsed the post and comments. yes it was slow but at a manageable speed. and she listen to two music tracks.

 

This lasted for about 20 mins before i decided that it was enough for one day and took back control.

 

for now all movements are relatively slow, but the speed at which oguigi can control my parts is improving at a surprising rate. Oguigi confess that possession and switching are the two things that interest her the most, The main reason for quick progress in this area is mostly because of my tulpa. Imposing is secondary to her.

 

 

Today marked what i consider Intermediate body control, Advance body control will come at a later post and Then Full body control.

 

extra: Today i also been called a role-player for the first time, I can only take that as a complement (if only they knew)

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Edit/PS: right before i went to bed i visited Oguigi in wonderland

we layed in a bench outside and we snuggle and then embrace eachother

by goodness that was like 10 solid minutes of europia

if "self induce schizophrenia" as the Nay-sayers call it

means experiencing this every night, then sign me up!

[Oguigi]

-Day 37- Oguigi has Plans

 

Today i had my first Tulpa Related dream, it was about me successfully imposing Oguigi' but she wasn't a pony but instead a cat, I asked Oguigi after i woke up was she still a pony? and she said that she was, i asked if she had any influence in the dream i just had and she said No.

 

The total day and the normal tulpaforcing rotuine.

 

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We have been talking about this for a few days now

And It seems like Oguigi have some ambitions plans, it seems like Tulpa really do come in all sorts of different flavors. There are some simply are happy and don't care much for the outside world, However Oguigi seems very interested in influencing the physical world. She really wants to take over my body and do things (This explains the fast progress in the field of Possession), while am really am interested in regressing back to a Tulpa state of being. We are pretty much trying to get the right environment that would enable switching. (she wants to dominate while I want to recede).

 

The Idea of switching Just Feels Right, we can talk about the topic for hours it brings a euphoric lure. it's a win-win. But by no mean do i want to give up "life" ideally we want to achieve the golden ratio of half&half (half of the time tulpa, half of the time person).

 

Am very Proud, and I approve and support Oguigi plans.

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The mind is abstract and theirs no set in stone way to really switch, the only thing that seem matter is disire, will, work, and Time.

[nw36s]

Just a side note, PM me the date/time of that log and I can get you a copy; I keep logs of everything forever.

[Oguigi]

Question, how exactly do you pronounce her name?

 

well this is how i say it.

 

first imagine the word "Luigi"

 

now pronouce "Og" and then combine the two

 

Og-uigi

 

oguigi

 

You can also go to this site http://imtranslator.net/translate-and-speak/

 

and put in the name oguigi

[Oguigi]

-Day 38- novelty gaming

 

 

 

Today was a normal day, we watched television for about 1 hour, we had our sunset outing, and during the night i made a visit to the wonderland. and of course constant narration during the day.

 

We had another possession excerise where Oguigi used my computer for about 25 mins, she also tried some games on my Smartphone, she was able to go up to level 20 on a game called “defender” on my android phone, so that was nice, and she enjoyed it. some coaching was done to help her out.

 

The feeling of having your tulpa playing a game is similar to the feeling of watching someone else place a game.

 

Oh yeh and for the first time Oguigi actually directly assisted me in remembering something I would have other wise forgot or be uncertain about, so that's a nice extra bonus.

 

{The "defender" game Oguigi played}

[Oguigi]

Day 39

 

 

 

Today was slow, not much tulpaforcing was done mostly in part of me procrastinating, which i‘ve ignored for the most part

but if it’s gonna get in the way of Oguigi development then i need to Fix in ASAP. even then i was able to narrate abit during the day

we watch 1 hour of TV and a visit to wonderland with Oguigi. i still feel like i should have spent more time with her.

 

anyways today a drawing request was made, a nice person known as Yotslot drew me this picture of Oguigi, and She Loves it.[align=left]

 

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{Yotslot interpretation of Oguigi}