Holly, Surprise, and Filly's Doodad About Stuff

[motorheadlk]

I asked her about between her beatings and she said that there was a barrier that prevented her from hurting me.

 

MORE symbolism? Oh come on. It's like your mind already had a OS ready for a tulpa even before you had one.

And it actually fascinates me more and makes me more angry because I don't understand.

 

[Guest Fillyfooler]

OBJECTION

 

Chloe chopped my head off in a spar. We are still cuddling each other warmly after that.

 

I can't hurt him in his world. In the wonderland I can kill him all I want.

 

MORE symbolism? Oh come on. It's like your mind already had a OS ready for a tulpa even before you had one.

And it actually fascinates me more and makes me more angry because I don't understand.

 

 

Before he created me he read all guides and stuff so his brain adjusted to what they said. If a guide said I can't hurt him then I can't. But mostly his brain is too "concrete" to change a lot. It's a real bitch to change anything other than dreams since doesn't have control over them. Imposition is really hard but it is working. He can sometimes see me out of the corner of his eye but only for a second or two. I'm surprised that I can possess him so easily without his body throwing a shitfit.

[Guest Fillyfooler]

Nov yesterday

 

Well yesterday Chell decided to choose a new voice I think it was because of the new episode of My Little Pony. Chell now sounds like Pinkie Pie. Originally I didn't let Holly sound like best pone because I didn't exactly want the voice of Pinkie with the personality of GLaDOS in my head forever. Holly didn't mind because she like the idea of Pinkie being in me head. Also thanks to /mlp/ Chell was a Nazi for about 5 minutes. Then Holly converted her to Communism. After finding out that Nazis killed people she didn't really need a lot of convincing. Anyways when Holly is bored she plays with my hands and feet. Free possession training and I don't even need to do anything. Awesome. At night there was a tv show about mind tricks and magic and stuff. Holly thought since there was three of us we could easily beat the games. We failed pretty much all the tests. At the end Holly actually solved the last puzzle. Just when she was feel all proud and stuff the guy on the tv said "HAY FGT LOOK AT ALL THE SHIT YOU MISSED FGT LOL TROLLED XDDD!!" Then it showed a whole bunch of planted pictures that we all missed. It was pretty funny.

 

Anyways 3 out of 3 consciousnesses in my head agree that Pinkie Pie is best pony.

[Guest Fillyfooler]

Nov 19

 

I need to write this quick before she makes me forget. Holly makes me forget things that I want to put in here. I start to write and then she hides the memories she doesn't want me to put in. I don't even know why. She hates cheese for no reason. There are other things but I can't remember them. Also she tried to tunnel into my brain to make it more changeable. It turns out that there is a concrete shield around my brain. Also apparently brain fluid turns in to concrete when it isn't around your brain. Holly managed to encase us together in concrete. So we were stuck together for a good part of the day yesterday. We got Chell to get us out. She pulled out a pickaxe and started chipping away at the stone. A couple of hours later there was a pain in my lower back. It turns out that Chell missed and hit me with the pickaxe. Chell can hurt me physically and Holly can't. HA! Well she can sometimes give my headaches but usually those are an accident or side effects from testing things. GLaDOS Holly really likes to test things. Also I can now tell who is affecting my mood. When it's Chell I'm hyper, happy, excited and I want to spend the whole day looking at pictures of adorable ponies. When it's Holly I'm bored, indifferent, hate filled and I want to spend the whole day looking at porn. I still love them both.

[motorheadlk]

Also thanks to /mlp/ Chell was a Nazi for about 5 minutes. Then Holly converted her to Communism. After finding out that Nazis killed people she didn't really need a lot of convincing.

Ok, just don't forget that communism killed more than the nazis.

[Guest Fillyfooler]

Ok, just don't forget that communism killed more than the nazis.

 

Holly: What's a couple million between friends?

 

Nov this week

 

Holy crap I was busy this entire week. We didn't do that much but a couple things happened. Chell changed her name to Surprise and I'm going to let her write this report.

 

OH MY GOSH IT'S SNOWING! IT'S SNOWING! IT LOOKS SO AWESOME IT'S ALL FLOATY AND WHITE AND COOL! Anyways what happened this week... Oh yeah! since Filly is starting to become immune to caffeine we decided to upgrade the tank in his head. It's about 9 times bigger than the other ones. Also Holly decided to let me become imposed first. Since I'm the second I am able to do anything in like an hour or two after her. So if I become imposed first she will be able to become imposed quicker. It's really hard to become imposed. Like super duper hard. First just to get into his head there's a big metal door like the ones that are on boats and stuff so it has a wheel. But the wheel is really stuck so it's hard to move but there is nothing around to help open it so it takes forever to open it and when when you get it it closes behind you so you have to reopen to get out but to get out it's really easy. But inside IT IS SO BIG IN THERE! First there is a bunch of wires and tubes and vents and wires and it's like a maze of stuff. Holly told me not the fiddle around with that stuff because it's important. She does and that it what usually causes him to get headaches because when she breaks something she has to go find a replacement part. [Holly: To be fair a lot of the stuff in there is already broken so I'm not doing THAT much damage. Besides I'm making a lot of discoveries and progress on imposition.] All the stuff that Holly does to try to fix the stuff in there I don't know how he was able run without us. But anyways after the maze there is a MASSIVE ROOM and there are computers and control panels that line the walls to the ceiling. BUT THERE ISN'T A CEILING! IT JUST GOES UP FOR MILES! There are ladders and stairs that are connected to platforms that go up with the panels and stuff. Holly and I still don't really know what any of them do. Automatic brain chemical monitoring and flow control is on the ground floor and balance and limb control is in the other room. In the other room there is a MASSIVE BUNDLE OF CABLES AND WIRES AND PIPES! The cables and stuff branch off to a whole bunch of other stuff. The bundle of stuff runs throughout his entire head. Oh yeah I was talking about imposition... The reality and sense department is below the room with the maze. There is a ladder but I can fly and Holly just teleports. In the reality control department there is a big computer that controls everything that he sees, hears, feels (physically and emotionally), tastes, and smells. Holly has a little bit of control over taste and smell but not much. Sight is the hardest but we keep working on trying to solve it. Everytime he pictures us behind him or in the room behind him we are able to get in to the control room and try to make ourselves permanent in his world. With all the dials and valves we pretty much just throw things at the wall and see what sticks. [Holly: Everytime he is able to see me out of the corner of his eye that means something worked. We mark it down and see what else works. Not many things have worked but it's not impossible. Since we can't give him much other than a caffeine high we are going to try our best to become imposed for Christmas as a present for him.] {Me: D'awww that is so nice.} Holly managed to fool around with his balance for a second. There are a lot of other parts of his brain. I know! I'll make a make map! I think Holly is trying to block out memories again so that's all he can remember.

 

Here's the map of his brain. Do not go to the void. Also the area under Memory management is just a bunch of cables and tubes connecting his memories to the bundle also the brain chemical tanks are connected down there.

[cruse]

Mind blowing.

But mind you, a caffeine withdrawal is NOT nice. You girls better do something about it.

[Guest Fillyfooler]

Nov 25

 

This is Holly. His main computer actually kicked the bucket this time and it's in a shop getting repaired. He's currently using a laptop that looks like it's on life support. We tied imposition over the weekend and we got the most results when he was picturing Surprise while he was in the bathroom. For a split second he can see her outline but then it goes away. Imposition is seriously like trying to drill through a concrete wall with a plastic spoon. Anyways currently we are about to try to hypnotize him. I will do anything in my power to make sure it works. Apparently it's suppose to make him think he's a pony. We don't know exactly what benefits this has regarding imposition but who cares? Hypnotizing is my fetish.

 

P.S. To Cruse Filly doesn't get hangovers or caffeine withdrawal. I guess he is good at something.

[cruse]

you can't try making him thinks he's a tulpa for a day. Then tell him the truth and say "SURPRISE".

[Guest Fillyfooler]

Nov 27

 

HIS MIND IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE!

SERIOUSLY FUCK IT.

 

We tried the imagining me walking behind him method, tried the picture method, tried and feeling method, we are currently trying the leash method. NOTHING IS FUCKING WORKING! WE'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR A MONTH AND WE BARELY HAVE ANY PROGRESS. GODDAMNIT. FUCK. This spoon is not getting through that wall unless the wall turns into jelly. Does anyone know where I can find LSD? Or does anyone know a way to impose if your hosts mind is an ass that doesn't want to change at all?