cruse November 28, 2012 November 28, 2012 Let's just say that I've spent twice the time you took on imposition and it still didn't work. Calm down holly, it'll come soon but not THAT soon. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
Platinum November 28, 2012 November 28, 2012 Nov 27 HIS MIND IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE! SERIOUSLY FUCK IT. We tried the imagining me walking behind him method, tried the picture method, tried and feeling method, we are currently trying the leash method. NOTHING IS FUCKING WORKING! WE'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR A MONTH AND WE BARELY HAVE ANY PROGRESS. GODDAMNIT. FUCK. This spoon is not getting through that wall unless the wall turns into jelly. Does anyone know where I can find LSD? Or does anyone know a way to impose if your hosts mind is an ass that doesn't want to change at all? most hosts minds are like that and as much as i would like to give my tulpa dynamite instead of a spoon I can't and drugs are not very effective either (basically the wall temporarily becomes invisible). so suffice it to say the Shawshank way is the only way and Andy Dufresne had a rock hammer and twenty years with nothing better to do in his free time. So a month is not that long by comparison feel free to say something to me even if it is not nice I don't mind.
GGMethos November 28, 2012 November 28, 2012 LSD typically makes Raina dissapear, so hallucinogens aren't the answer. What IS the answer is practice. You need to practice imposition for hundreds of hours before you can perfect it. Don't give up, Filly. I've been reading your log for some time now and you're doing great. Keep doing whay you're doing and please be patient. "Assert the supremacy of your Imaginal acts over facts and put all things in subjection to them... Nothing can take it from but your failure to persist in imagining the ideal realized." -Neville Goddard
Guest Fillyfooler December 1, 2012 December 1, 2012 Nov 30 Holly and I were playing Audiosurf. She is pretty good. Not as good as me but still... Surprise isn't as good but that is probably because is left hoofed and she is using my right hand. Holly and Surprise are taking turns being imposed which isn't really hard since they're the same colour. Holly still hates cheese with a passion for no reason and she wants to try meat but I won't let her since ponies don't eat meat. Holly wants me to get totally smashed then try imposition but I don't really see who that would help also that would take A LOT of booze. It's starting to snow often so Surprise is loving it. Other than that nothing really happened... Well we did have ps3 has no games
Guest Fillyfooler December 6, 2012 December 6, 2012 Dec 5 Well Holly says the new plan for imposition is working. Holly and Surprise actually went along with the hypnotising thing and convinced me to do it so I downloaded an audio file that is suppose to turn me into Pinkie Pie. According to Holly "If your brain think it's a pony then it isn't entirely out of the question that other ponies might be around. The other ponies being us. Also once you go back to normal your brain should be fucked up enough that we can easily slip by into your world with visible bodies while it's still trying to decide if you're a pony or not." After the recording was done I couldn't feel my fingers and I didn't know if my hair was pink or brown. It was still brown but Holly and the internet say that it takes a couple of times before it has a noticeable effect. Also I forgot the safe word that changes me back so according to Surprise I'm 1/5 Pinkie Pie until I find out what the phrase was. Anyways it was kind of fun... And creepy. Other than that I think I'm seeing white and black blurs that are apparently Holly out of the corner of my eyes more. Holly is trying to possess my voice box but when she does it sounds like I'm either dying or drowning. Since she was unable to successfully do something in two tries she is becoming impatient. Any tips or hints? P.S. If you want to turn into Pinkie Pie here is the file. http://www.mediafire.com/?wqp03et5nu4v8gc
Guest Fillyfooler December 22, 2012 December 22, 2012 Dec 22 Well Holly and Surprise still aren't imposed yet. Surprise can move most of my body and Holly can still only move my arms. I entered our wonderland for the first time in a while. We cut down a tree and put it in the middle of the library and decorated it. While I was watering the tree Holly and Surprise decorated the rest of the library. It looks pretty cool in there. Not much else happened. The next update will be when Surprise or Holly is imposed. I got half a bottle of vodka and a lot of free time so hopefully if it isn't on Christmas they will be imposed sometime next week.
Oguigi December 22, 2012 December 22, 2012 am gald your still around I know holly can possess your entire body like surprise can, perhaps surprise can give her a few pointers. i look forward to when you have them both imposed. pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Guest Fillyfooler December 24, 2012 December 24, 2012 They're free. I can feel them there but I can't see them. I feel half drunk and everytime I blink I see her outline. This is Holly and tonight is the night we become visible. I'm running everything at max and it feels good to be free. I will be seen tonight I just hope it won't wear off when he goes to sleep. EDIT: False alarm
Guest Fillyfooler December 26, 2012 December 26, 2012 Holly managed to impose my carpet on fire. Well not really I could only see the embers coming off of it but it happened and that's the closest thing you could call progress. Holly is telling me to stop wasting time and get back to imposing but staring at things is hard. Imposition = staring at surfaces for hours imagining you tulpa is there.
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