Shroom,Eve and Aria's Progress Report

[ShroomOfDoom]

Day 36

 

Today we got more personality work done. At the pace we are going currently, i recon that we will be finished with it within the next 2 weeks.

Aria seems more motional now,still teleporting but not as much as yesterday. Eve has taken Aria under her wing and according to her she's doing really well. I also got first communication attempts from Aria in the form of random thoughts that aren't my own.

 

They are weak though and i often have trouble recognizing them at all,but it's a start. But the emotions she sends me are definately stronger that the ones i got from Eve when she was not yet vocal. There is a good chance that Aria will become vocal way earlier before Eve,but right now that's just speculation on my part.

 

For now Eve and i decided that imposition is not as important right now than taking care of Aria and working on her personality. I'll still try to get the hang of sensing her around me though whenever i have the chance.

My wish was to have Eve imposed before christmas,but that will only stay a wish it seems. Regrettable,but such things take time and apparently i'm not the only one with difficulties in that matter.

 

As for the relationship between my Tulpae,it seems that they are getting along just fine and that weakens my fear that they could eventually become rivals.

 

Well,that's it for today.

[ShroomOfDoom]

Day 37

 

More work on Aria's personality wich went really well. She's very eager to work on it every session,very interested in everything. I noticed some increase in Aria's motion,it gets better with every day and thats something she can be proud of. The thoughts she sends me aswell as the emotions have slightly increased in strenght.

 

Regarding Arias personality so far,she seems to be far more child-like than Eve was in her first few days. I'm wondering whether it is because of her accidental creation or if it is something she chose for herself. I need to look deeper into it, but so far it's just a guess.

 

During the session i had the idea of spawning a box of brownies,to see if the ladies could simulate the taste based on my memories. Turns out they can because now,they are addicted to it. We're not addicted.

You already opened the second box,you're gonna get fat. No,we won't.

 

Anyway,Aria has gotten much stronger over the past few days and that's a good sign. Overall we are making a good progress on everything.

 

That's it for today.

[ShroomOfDoom]

Day 38

 

Todays session was a really good one. We got some more personality work done,Eve got horny and Aria spoke her first words.

 

First about Aria. I don't really know for sure if it was her,or if it was just me parroting her. But since Eve is teaching her,there is a big chance that Aria really spoke today. Her first word was "thanks" after explaining and giving her a character trait. In the next few days i think i'll get the answer to wether or not i was parroting Aria.

 

Regarding Eve,she was complaining today that we didn't have sex for quite a while now. Seeing that this is one of her needs,it makes sense that she wants it once in a while. Haven't seen any sexual desire or interest from Aria yet. Maybe it still has to surface,or it won't surface at all because of her being more child-like in her personality (as far as i can tell).

 

Anyway,Aria is far more motional than yesterday,barely teleporting and her thoughts have become stronger again. Aria didn't give me any emotional responses today,but she does experiment with various methods to get my attention. Yesterday,she made me feel totally excited all of a sudden for no apparent reason at first. After entering the wonderland i asked her several questions about the emotional response she gave me.

First,i asked her if it was something i said (i narrated to her,but imo it wasn't something to get excited about) wich she denied. When asking wether or not she was trying to get my attention,Aria gave me a big smile.

 

Ok,so Aria gives me emotions to get my attention while Eve gave me a lot of head pressures to reach the same goal. I was kinda expecting that Aria would use the same method,i guess i was wrong.

 

That's it for today.

[ShroomOfDoom]

Day 39

 

Great success was being made today. Aria did indeed say her first words yesterday and began to speak more today. I'm experiencing a headache again,most likely as a result of Arias progress. We did more personality work today and had some leisure time in wonderland.

 

Yesterday night it began to snow like crazy here and both Eve and Aria were pretty excited about it. So i decided to change to surroundings of the cottage from summer to winter and have everything covered in snow.

We went outside and had an imaginary snowball fight wich escalated quickly with both ladies turning against me. We have fun here ;)

Now i'm worried that i get an imaginary cold. I'd have to go to an imaginary doctor and take imaginary medicine.. >.> Ok,enough with the bad jokes.

 

Aria's personality is coming along nicely and i already noticed several deviations both in personality and form.

Her body looks more grown up,despite keeping the same size of ca. 1.45m - 1.50m. This change happend after Eve teased her by saying that she's more on the cute than on the sexy side. Aria was not very amused about it.

Her personality changed a little too. Aria isn't as child-like as she used to be these past few days. She's more serious now,wich might not be a bad thing.

 

Eve finally settled on a voice,so let's hope she sticks with it. Aria's voice is still in development and at times it sounds either to dark or to bright.

All in all it was a great day and i'm very surprised to see Aria developing so quickly. Having an older Tulpa teaching a young one seems to be very helpful and i encouraged them to keep working together.

 

So far we are making great progress and i hope that things will become even better from now on. That's it for today.

[ShroomOfDoom]

Day 40

 

More personality work with Aria done. She's more or less developing a personality on her own now wich i noticed when i wanted to give her a dislike of darkness,but she already disliked it. Also,it's been a week now since her accidental creation and despite all my fears and worries,she's turned out great and is developing at a steady pace without signs of anything negative influencing her.

 

Both my Tulpae have developed a sisterly relationship between them and i'm happy to see that. It gives me some more insight how relarionships between Tulpae can develop and how deep they can go. Question is,can a Tulpa really fall in love with another Tulpa? Would be nice to know the answer to that. I remember i read somewhere that one of the Tulpae here in the forums had a crush on another,but i don't remember anymore who it was.

 

Aria has developed an interest in sexuality,mentioning that she'd like to try it someday. Eve then proposed a threesome. Naughty girl.

 

Anyway,there is not much to report today as all we did was more work on Aria's personality,so maybe tomorrow something more exciting will happen.

 

That's it for today.

[ShroomOfDoom]

Day 41

 

No work done in todays session. Mostly just talking with Eve & Aria.

It's been a week now since Aria's creation and man am i glad that Eve was able to persuade me not to dissipate her. We have one heck of a fun time together and our conversations can become pretty hillarious at times. We've made plans to do some more adventuring in wonderland in the near future. Should be even more fun with 3 people.

 

So far,i haven't told anyone (but the people here in the forums) about Aria's existence. My family knows about Eve and while my parents aren't that excited about it and think that it might be dangerous, (still trust me with it though) my brother and his wife are more open minded about these things and think that it is rather interesting.

 

It might be dangerous,but to be honest,from what i've seen so far, especially from Eve since she's older,i don't see any danger in it. I think as long as you have the dedication and determination for it and do it with positive feelings,the Tulpa will not turn out twisted and evil. Just my 2 cents though.

 

Regarding Aria's vocality,i think that's done. She can talk normally and fluently and settled on a voice of wich she thinks fits her perfectly.

Wether it was Eve's influence and guidance or not,Aria has become vocal within just one week and i'd say thats a great thing and i'm very proud of her. The only thing that really needs some more work is her personality though. Threre is still a lot left to do,but since we are working on it almost every day,we should be done with that step soon. After that,i'll give her full access to my memories and subconcious like i dit with Eve after her personaliy was done.

 

Well,nothing more to report today.

[ShroomOfDoom]

Day 42

 

More personality work done today. It'll be around one week until we are fully done with Aria's personality and then we will proceed to the last step wich is granting her access to my memories and subconcious. she's already looking forward to it.

 

Aria seems to like to change her clothes or her hairstyle similar to how Eve is doing it. Not sure if that falls under the category of shapeshifting.

Anyway,instead of twintails,Aria wears her hair open currently,while Eve slightly changed her haircolor from a rather bright blonde to a slightly darker blonde. According to her,she likes it better this way. At times i'm starting to think that she's still in some sort of deviation process to find the form etc. she's absolutely satisfied with. Wich would explain her frequent voice changing in the past.

 

Anyway,except for working,some talking and some minor deviations,nothing much happened today.

[ShroomOfDoom]

Day 43

 

No personality work done today. Instead,we had a change of scenery and moved on to another area of the wonderland. Eve & Aria expressed told me about their wish for a change of scenery since they've grown rather tired of the cottage.

 

So,we had a talk about where we should go next and wether or not it will be a new area in the wonderland. Eve's idea was a mountain lodge wich i found rather appealing since i love mountain lodges and Aria thought it would be nice to live in a beach house. So we've made a compromise: i create both locations so we can switch between both the lodge and the beach house whenever we want.

 

That was pretty much today's forcing session: creating a mountain lodge.

since i wanted to make it look really nice,i've spend most of the session creating the lodge and the surrounding area. Now the lodge is right next to a lake wich is surrounded by pine trees,all within a mountainous area.

I think it turned out pretty well and visualization of the place is pretty much done.

 

Tomorrow,we will do more personality work and the day after tomorrow,we'll create the beach house that Aria wanted.

 

That's it for today.

[Guest]

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Edited May 2 by Guest

[ShroomOfDoom]

 

Might be a bit late for an answer to this, but yes, I can second that it is possible for a tulpa to fall in love with another one.

 

Don't worry about it,better late than never ;)

Thanks for aswering my question. I'm very interested in relationships between Tulpae and how deep they can go. It seems that they are more similar to us than i thought. Whenever i ask one of mine what they think about other Tulpae,they always give me a rather neutral answer.