I messed up big time..

[Joker]

Okay, so I've known about this website for a long time now. I lurked for a few weeks before beginning my forcing (checking facts, just reading up mostly). I started on September 2nd. I actually got some good progress as far as little responses and even an emotion twice (over the course of 2-3 weeks). But then I'd forget a session a day.

 

I'd think nothing of it. Then another. And I started to doubt my responses, which I know is bad, but I did all the same. Basically I eventually just stopped. And as far as I know my tulpa, if it was alive, is dead.

 

And I feel horrible. The realization of what I actually did, or might have done, is.. Terrible.

 

My question is should I try to see if my tulpa is still there or make a new one and be determined to not mess up this time or is it too risky for me to try anymore at all? It's kind of confusing, but I guess I just want to know if should make one, given what I've already done? I don't want to hurt or kill another tulpa. And I know you'll probably all say it's up to me, but for those of you with Tulpae, I want your opinion.

[Queen Chrysalis]

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Prove they're really dead and that you killed them and you'll have my sympathy.

 

Harder than you think.

 

I'd advise making a second tulpa.

 

And I don't mean replacement.

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[mouse_]

don't worry so much. A tulpa can't really die unless the body does, it's more like they've fallen asleep

[Joker]

Well, now I feel better. I actually "looked" for Alice and to my surprise she was there. I don't know why I didn't just do that before.. Anyway, I'm bring more strict with myself about forcing now. Thanks for the help guys, I appreciate it.

[cruse]

FYI

If you narrate to/impose her all day, then you don't really need to force. But forcing helps, a lot.

[Lolimancer]

Ain't that easy to kill a tupper, man. In fact, i don't think i could even if i wanted to. You could do nothing for months, or go on and doubt as much as you want, but the end result will most likely be, well... a pissed tulpa. Unless you truly want to completely forget about her and all, in which case you actually have a chance to kill.

[Koji]

Yeah, killing a sentient tupla is nigh on impossible, even if they don't bring your attention back to them. You would probably still think about her occasionally, which would be enough for her to live in a hibernated state. Just talk to her as much as you can during the day, and force whenever it's comfortable. She should be back soon.

[Guest lolbatty]

This makes me think of that movie drop dead Fred. Lol

[OldDrunkBastard]

From waht I've been told, Tulpae will remain alive so long as your thougths drift on them, and that the only way to get rid of one is to either re-absorb it like Alexandra did, or forget about them completely :P

[Queen Chrysalis]

A tulpa can dissipate and wake up as they wish.