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did a bit last night, made her a TV that shows whatever I'm looking at

 

I dunno, I thought it was a good idea at the time

 

I'm at my parents' house at the moment in the downtime between end of uni and start of job, so walking the dog every day gives me a good amount of narration time. Ran out of things to talk about though ._.

wow I haven't done an actual session for a while (last big one was 17th june or so).

 

Anyway this session didn't really go all that well, I spent a good amount of time just quieting my mind and getting back into the swing of things and when I did, it still wasn't all that clear. Though apparently Heather added a door behind the stairs that led to a hot tub, like the kind that's buried in the ground. She was sitting in it, in her swimsuit, and I went in and we sat there for a bit while I fiddled around with trying to get the visualisation better. Eventually went and made her sit on my lap and I talked to her for a bit while focusing on visualising her back and seeing if I could "feel" the hot tub better.

 

Still need to figure out how tall she actually is though and work on her face some more.

 

time: 1 hour? / 20:10

another big-ish session. Heavy rain outside and car noises so they stopped me from getting very "deep" but there weren't any sudden noises which were good. Did more visualisation work, tried to visualise her in her correct "height". Face is starting to be slightly easier to see, but it's still very fuzzy and I can't hold it for very long.

Since the last session I've just been doing the usual quick wake-her-up-and-put-her-to-bed things, as well as narrating during dog walks where I can, but it's hard to find time with parents around and being "busy" with preparing for graduation and moving house and stuff.

 

time: 1 hour 25 mins / 21:35

 

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ugh I really wish I didn't procrastinate so much during my last term, I had so much free time with nobody around to bother me in a place that was really nice and quiet

forgot to mention that yesterday I heard some sort of sound, like some sort of clangy smashy sound effect. It definitely wasn't outside, but it was louder than my normal mind "volume". Dunno if it was her or not, but after reading some of the responses to that survey, (one of the frequent responses being "I wish my creator didn't doubt me so much early on") I'm just gonna go ahead and believe that she did that somehow.

 

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Today I graduated from uni so almost all of my day was spent doing stuff related to that. When I was walking by myself to pick up stuff in the morning I talked to her a bit along the way, just saying stuff like "sorry but I won't be able to do much with you today" and "you can come if you want" etc.

 

A few hours later while I was waiting for my parents to meet me somewhere I tried visualising her for a bit and I saw she was in a pretty blue dress, with her hair in a ponytail with a blue ribbony thing, and a bow around her tail near the end, made of the same ribbony stuff in her hair. gosh she was cute

 

I went and gave her a couple big hugs after that :D

so almost every day I'm having to take the family dog for a walk (I'm staying with my parents for a few weeks in the time between graduating uni and starting my job) and during that time I usually do most of my narration. I've kinda noticed recently that sometimes when I narrate I get short thoughts in my head, which might be her responding to them. They sound just like my regular head tone of voice though so I'm kinda not sure if I'm parroting or not, but I'm gonna give her the benefit of the doubt and say she's a little bit vocal.

 

I've tried asking her questions and she asks me questions, but she isn't really able to reply with anything very long -- it's mostly limited to yes/no questions or short answers. If she tries doing a longer sentence then it sorta gets all jumbled as if every word is being said at the same time.

 

Sometimes I get yes and no at the same time too, so then I tell her that I couldn't hear her and ask her to nod or shake her head to answer, which seems to work as a backup option.

 

Also during these dog walks I usually sorta visualise (not impose) her walking with me, and today on our way back she said she was getting hot so she took off her jacket. So I guess now she can feel ambient temperature as well.

 

Does this sound like her actually becoming vocal or is it parroting?

she's becoming vocal. do not dismiss that as parroting or else you will be like me who got stuck in the same stage for 3 months u.u Just trust her now and talk more to her.

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