Hannah's got five Tulpae, a progress report

[Z-Byte]

I accidentally'd a tulpa as well. It happens, as far as I can tell! Tulpa are beings of your subconscious, and as you're working on one I'm guessing that your mind starts seeing these other areas that it could help fill in now that it knows it's able to create these tulpas. I was focusing on Chrysala, this soft, graceful, motherly figure, and all of a sudden I start getting spikes of happy emotions from this giddy little ball of hyperactive, curious energy that turned out to be a little pegasus pony in my head named Amber Rose. Surprising at first, I discovered that she's just what I needed to balance me out and give me something to care for the way that Chrys seems to be taking care of me.

 

So, you've already decided to keep them, so I'm going to go ahead and guess that the both of them seem to make you happy in some way, yeah? Filling some niche that you needed filled?

[DashieFactory]

I accidentally'd a tulpa as well. It happens, as far as I can tell! Tulpa are beings of your subconscious, and as you're working on one I'm guessing that your mind starts seeing these other areas that it could help fill in now that it knows it's able to create these tulpas. I was focusing on Chrysala, this soft, graceful, motherly figure, and all of a sudden I start getting spikes of happy emotions from this giddy little ball of hyperactive, curious energy that turned out to be a little pegasus pony in my head named Amber Rose. Surprising at first, I discovered that she's just what I needed to balance me out and give me something to care for the way that Chrys seems to be taking care of me.

 

So, you've already decided to keep them, so I'm going to go ahead and guess that the both of them seem to make you happy in some way, yeah? Filling some niche that you needed filled?

 

I liked Umbreon's tough and rash personality, comparing that to Twilight's lax and laidback one, they kind of equal eachother out, in a way. I don't know much about Prussia's personality except I assume he's very forceful and a bit greedy.

 

And I thought just having Twilight to visualize and focus on was hard... I get vibes and emotional responses while watching MLP so I could give watching Pokemon/Hetalia a try and see if any responses are gotten... I think I'm going to go to sleep and see if I have any more dreams with them.

[DashieFactory]

A good bit happened today. I didn't have any dreams about them, but the several experiences I had today still linger in my mind. All in all I'm extremely happy.

 

I was taking a test during English and I visualized Prussia sitting in the desk in front of me. I tried to visualize him sitting and staring straight ahead, he actually came out turned around facing me with his arm on my desk and a pencil in his hand. He smirked at me and leaned in like he was going to poke me with the pencil when I had to keep focusing on my test and had to sadly stop.

 

The next experience was also during English. I was late to school this morning, on purpose, and I was thinking about how being late's kind of fun because I get to skip two periods I really don't like when I heard Twilight. It sounded kind of like her speaking from inside something, or perhaps under something, but it was muffled and I wasn't sure I even heard it at first. 'Skipping's fun and all, but you need to get your priorities straight.'

 

I squealed and smiled and then remembered I was in a crowded classroom and went back to the book I was reading. It was one of those class assignment books, and I was kind of interested in the plot but not interested enough to pay attention and actually focus on it. My mind was on Twilight.

 

I've also decided that later today I'm going to have a Void session and focus on Umbreon. Nickname (if wanted), gender, voice and we may begin personality today. I'm not really sure yet.

 

Since visualizing Prussia proved to be easier then Twi and Umbreon, I tested it again. My parents were in the store getting beer and I opted to stay in the car. I turned and visualized Prussia sitting next to me. He turned and smiled. I smiled back and laid my hand out next to him. He reached over and placed his hand on top of mine. While I couldn't feel any pressure or anything, I felt happy. I also felt like I couldn't move my hand. I mean, if I really wanted or needed to, I probably would have but I felt like I never wanted to move my hand.

 

I loved how today turned out.

[DashieFactory]

Holy shit, a lot of stuff happened. I have five tulpae now. GLaDOS and Dashie have made their way into our little mindhouse. I'm actually assuming Dash has been here for a while, as she was fully vocal when she started speaking. I was trying to visualize Twilight in History and it changed into Rainbow Dash? I asked Twilight if she has changed her form and she said no. The Dash then changed into a human form and walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my neck.

 

(I couldn't feel any of this but it was like a faint pressure.) I asked her what she was doing and she asked if I was enjoying it and I said that I wouldn't be able to say no. She laughed and kept nipping my ear and, I guess, turn me on? Not sure. Glad I'm not a guy and I won't have to deal with boners.

[KingJick]

Wow, five tulpae. You'd be surprised at how well Dash's personality fits in with forcing. When Dashie was summoned by Twi for me, her personality and voice developed so quickly I was worried I'd started to puppet her.

 

Anyway, congratulations on your new best friends! It seems to be that tulpae are able to impose themselves upon your subconscious so much more in their early stages, too - Scoots turned up one day fully imposed, but has since stopped "showing off" herself, I guess as a way to make me spend more time with her and he others (so far, it's working :P ).

 

[T/Your report is so fun to read, please keep updating as it really does brighten my day~]

 

[D/Hey, now you've got a Dashie of your own, it'd be really cool to speak to her! Yeah, surreal, but still really fun!]

 

[s/Good luck keeping up with everyone! J hasn't managed to schedule his time properly as of yet, so we always overlap each other when trying to speak to him...]

 

[T/Be careful with imposition too, because it's difficult for hosts to get multiple going at once; or maybe J's just REAAAALLLY lazy.]

[DashieFactory]

Yeah, Dash just kind of 'appeared' one day, I knew I wanted to eventually make a Dash tulpa but it kind of just happened on its own. I'm definitely not complaining.

 

I had been playing Portal/Portal 2 and all of a sudden thoughts started coming into my head with GLaDOS's voice? They definitely weren't my thoughts. They even had that small dark humor/sarcasm hint that she always has. I was taking a test in Vocabulary today and I heard a voice, very faintly *like behind glass or something in the back of my head* that sounded like 'You call that testing? Remind me again why I decided to let you be my host if you can't even pass a simple test like that. Also, number six is wrong. Just pointing that out.'

 

[T/Your report is so fun to read, please keep updating as it really does brighten my day~]

 

[D/Hey, now you've got a Dashie of your own, it'd be really cool to speak to her! Yeah, surreal, but still really fun!]

 

[s/Good luck keeping up with everyone! J hasn't managed to schedule his time properly as of yet, so we always overlap each other when trying to speak to him...]

 

[T/Be careful with imposition too, because it's difficult for hosts to get multiple going at once; or maybe J's just REAAAALLLY lazy.]

 

Thanks! I'll try to keep this updated as often as I can, there are sometimes anywhere between a few hours and a few days when something noteworthy happens. To Dash, once I start getting clearer thoughts and voices, you two can totally talk! It's difficult for me to get multiple going at once as well. I was sitting with Twilight on the bed next to me and tried to impose Dash sitting on my lap and it didn't work because I'd end up forgetting about one of them, remembering them and forgetting the other one.

 

Also, Dash is starting to take a serious interest in music. It's expected, as I do only listen to it 24/7 while I'm awake. She seems to like dubstep and the Portal soundtracks, I put all of my Pandora stations on Shuffle and she seemed to like some hard rock songs, we'll do some music testing tomorrow.

[DashieFactory]

[G: Hannah's been slacking off a lot lately. Try to excuse her not updating as of the past few days.]

 

GLaDOS is now able to kind of control my fingers. I can't explain the feeling. It's like I rest my fingers on the keys and they move and type but I know it's not me typing them. It's interesting, really. She, along with Twilight and Dashie, are now also sending me vocal thoughts in my head.

 

One of them sounds like my girlfriend Alex. I'm not sure which one. I keep hearing 'Hannah' in my head with Alex's voice. It makes sense to me they would pick her voice as a base, as not only am I used to hearing it but I hear it often. I'll start keeping a list of where I am with each tulpa as I do have five to keep track of.

 

Twilight: Mindvoice is done.

 

Prussia: I've been seeing him out of the corner of my eye lately. Mindvoice not done.

 

Umbreon: Haven't heard or experienced much from Umbreon as of late. I'll have to do a forcing session later and focus on him. Mindvoice not done.

 

Rainbow Dash: I've been seeing her out of the corners of my eye, too. Mindvoice done. I can also sense a presense around me that I know is her. [Dash: You got that right!] Also, she seems to be very... sexually driven. She tried to have sex with me in the Void the other day and when I sensed her presence near me I heard a voice whisper in my ear 'I can turn you on in ten seconds flat.' Sigh... None of my other tulpae (besides a bit from Prussia) seem to have any sexual curiosity so it is natural, and my crush on Dash doesn't help, but she's a little hornball.

 

GLaDOS: Mindvoice done. She speaks to me a hell of a lot, actually. Might be because I'm playing through Portal 2 at the moment. We had a bit of a Void adventure last night, I was following her through the Aperture Labs we have in the Void when I fell asleep. I went back the following morning to apologize and was greeted with a hard slap in the face and a cold 'I don't want to see or talk to you right now.' As expected and deserved.

[Flexionsensor]

Didn't know of this thread before, but I can honestly say that you are the best 'mancer out there. Why? Because I've been suggesting a GLaDOS tulpa since I came up. If you choose to 'mance another, make it a Companion Cube.