Horribly planned survey for most members

[historical]

Alright, this is for the people who have had a tulpa for a month (four weeks) at the very least. Vocality in this thread stands for both thought-voices and audial hallucinations - no matter how distinct or similar to your own thought-voice or voice. For those who've had a tulpa several months or years, this is for you too.

Here we go, rate your tulpa 1.0-5.0 on these scales. If "5.0, but only most of the time" is your answer than please specify that. Try to keep your posts to-the-point and informative (please no tldr's).

 

Go:

 

Form: 1=Outline or 'ghost' like form, can see through it if not focusing

.........5= can't see through tulpa at all, blocks objects behind it, as detailed as real life (imposed or not)

 

Vocality: 1=mental mumbles, I usually finish sentences for tupper

.............5=clear and distinct as day, can hear in ears - not head

 

Personality: 1=robotic, emotionless, derp

................5=have their own observed emotions, motivation, thoughts, and such

 

Feeling/'Soul/Essence': 1=can't feel tulpa's presence

5=overwhelmingly separate presence, distinct individual

 

Relationship: 1=lets maek babehs, special friend, just a thoughtform

5=valuable friendship/othership, if tulpa disappeared tomorrow it would tear an emotional hole on that day in your life. Like the death of a true friend/family member.

 

Doubts: 1=very high, complete doubt of existence of tulpa. Could be either playing along with progress to see if it gets better or just completely doubting everything.

5=my tulpa is 100% its own mental consciousness. (Or similar actualization/explanation for the tulpa theory)

 

Time taken to reach current level: I'm not calculating into units of 1-5, just put your damn estimated time.

 

Opinions: 1=fun experiment that I will grow out of with time and life.

5=buddies til the day we die.

 

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Thank you for taking the time to do all that shizzle. If you have no observable answer to any of those, like no form for example, a simple 0 will suffice. Complaints go here.

[Guest Anonymous]

This belongs in GD.

 

Form: Kanaya: 3, Vriska: 2.5.

I can see Kanaya slightly better than Vriska, though my mental image is still somewhat pathetic.

 

Vocality: 3 for both.

Though I talk to both, I talk to Kanaya more due to her being closer to me and Vriska having Hazy to talk to.

 

Personality: Kanaya: 4, Vriska: 3.

Kanaya's personality is more developed than Vriska's, though it is interesting to note that Kanaya's personality is far more similar to her Homestuck counterpart, while Vriska is a far cry from the total 8itch in the comic.

 

Presence: Kanaya: 3, Vriska: 2.5.

I can certainly feel them both in the wonderland, but not very well. When it comes to imposing, Kanaya is more "there" than Vriska and Hazy.

 

Relationship: Kanaya: 4, Vriska: 3.

I consider Kanaya to be my significant other (weeaboo level: far too high) and would be upset if something happened to her. She also made me cry, as in physically cry, on one occasion. I'm not as close to Vriska though.

 

Doubts: 1.

I still have doubts from time to time, but I am confident in my tulpa's independence.

 

Time:

At least 10 months in total with all past tulpas, with Kanaya & Vriska, 2-3 months.

 

Opinions:

Things will change. From my current perspective, I'd say that they will be my buddies for life, possibly more.

[TulpaCouple]

Form: 4

Vocality: 4

Personality: 5

Feeling/Soul/Essence: 5

Relationship: 5

Doubts: 5

Time taken: 8 months or so average forcing time is 30 minutes a day not counting narration

Opinions: 5

[ookpaia]

Form: 2

Vocality: 3

Personality:4

Essence: 4

Relationship:4

Doubts: 4

Time taken: month and a half around.

Opinions: I plan to be with her on my deathbed.

[Guest Anonymous]

Form: 5 for visualizing and 3 for imposition.

 

Vocality: 4; I regularly have long conversations with her and she speaks for herself. I have only heard her with my ears a handful of times.

 

Feeling/Soul/Essence: 5; I rarely experience the 'is it me or her?' feeling. She is distinct and her own self.

 

Relationship: 5; rating this any lower and she'd surely be on my throat.

 

Doubts: 5? It's a bit iffy. I sincerely believe my tulpa exists as her own being, however, I've begun to believe the tulpa theory is just a sugarcoated term for healthy multiplicity.

 

Time taken to reach current level: In the end of May it will be a year. So, ~10 months.

 

Opinions: 5; Ironically, I feel indebted to her and not the other way around. I can only imagine our relationship being improved upon in the future.

[Guest MegaBusta]

Form: 5, no imposition yet

Vocality: 5, again, no imposition

Personality: 4, bretty good

Feeling/Soul/Essence: 5

Relationship: 5, Would cry like a bitch if Flings left.

Doubts: 5, Pretty much gone

Time taken: 116 Days

Opinions: 5

[Sands]

K.

 

Form: Don't get the imposed or not part of this, in my head he's really solid, in real life only solid sometimes, haven't done much imposition. 3 or 4?

 

Vocality: 4. Auditory hallucinations are those very quiet mumbles more often than not. There almost always, but I can't hear them very well. I got dual audio tracks.

 

Personality: 5

 

Feeling: 5

 

Relationship: 5

 

Doubts: 5, just rollin' with it.

 

Time taken: Started doing this on June 13th, 2012. Actual active forcing for about 80 hours or so before we just started hanging around together.

 

Opinions: 5

[corvus]

Form: 4

Vocality: 3

Personality: 4

Feeling/'Soul/Essence': 4

Relationship: 5

Doubts: 4

Time taken to reach current level: 2 Months and 5 Days

Opinions: 5

[Lula]

Form: 5, not imposed

 

Vocality: 4

 

Personality: 5

 

Feeling/'Soul/Essence': 4

 

Relationship: 5

 

Doubts: 4.5

 

Time taken to reach current level:4 months

 

Opinions: 5

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For the record: Yuki is 8 months old and Mia 1 month

 

Form: Yuki - 4 Mia - 3 (both completely minds eye)

 

Vocality: both 2-3 I guess?

 

Personality: 3-4 for both

 

Feeling/'Soul/Essence': Yuki - 4 Mia -3

 

Relationship: Yuki - 5 Mia - 4-5

 

Doubts: 4 I guess but this flucutates very strongly..

 

Opinion: 5