Flo's PR (Potatoes)

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII I'm so lazy when it comes to updating this thing lol.

 

So like, you know how sometimes in a video game you can freeze time in order to like, draw a symbol or something to do something and then unfreeze it and something happens? The best example I can think of right now is Okami, where you kinda stop time in a way so you can paint a line to like, make fire or something cool.

 

Anyways, I've been trying to do that. Forseen and Muse are more connected than I thought actually. They tend to learn things at almost the same time, even though they don't really teach it to each other. For example, Muse obtained vocality first. Forseen then got it like a few days later or something. Muse never actually went over and taught Forseen how to exactly get me to hear them, Forseen just said he kinda "stole" the ability from Muse. If that makes any sense whatsoever.

 

So anyways, like I said with the freeze time thing. I did that, went into like this cool zen mode thing where everything was greyscale. I could see these like strings of goo connecting the two of them, even when they were far away from each other. It was silvery and shined in rainbows. Actually kinda pretty, but that's not really related to anything.

 

Anyways, this was basically a symbolic representation to show how they were connected sorta, so ya know what? I just cut it. Boom, now separated. Problem fixed right? Yeah no.

 

I come back and they both just go off and kinda do... nothing. Like, Forseen's playing his video game or something, okai, normal. But usually he's either screaming at the tv, moving around, or basically totally zoned out and into the game. Instead he just kinda sat there normally and played it in a totally non-gamer fashion. And Muse, she sat on the couch and read a book. I mean, she reads sometimes, but usually it's like "read for ten minuted then get up and walk around". She sat there for a whole hour, and when I tried talking to either one of them, they sounded bored or disinterested.

 

Ya, turns out their own personality relied on the contrast between the two of them.

 

So I pulled up the weird zen mode thing and reconnected one or two of the goo strings. They did get a bit better, but still seemed off. I spent a few days figuring out the minimal amount of strings that needed to be attached so they could function normally. I think I've got it now. Out of the... seven strings they have, I had to connect at least four of them.

 

Omg I"m typing so fast my arms feel all disconnected like after a possession session. Wat.

 

Anyways, basically I'm just trying to develop their independence and hoping that the more independent they get, the less they'll rely on each other. There has been some minor changes in disposition without all the strings attached (for example, Muse is more sarcastic then she used to be), but it's all good.

 

In other news, MY WONDERLAND IS FILLED WITH POKEMON :D

 

Both of them whined about getting pokemon as soon as (I think?) Forseen filled the place (ya... i didnt do it cuz me lazy =w= ). Muse seems really set on getting a Ralts for some reason. {It's so cute and it evolves into something so pretty! >w< } I actually thought if she got a Ralts it's be taller than her... apparently not. And either way, she can grow, so blah. Anyways, we haven't found one yet... but we're still trying!

 

Forseen actually has a pokemon already... I wanna see if you guys can guess which one :P You'll be surprised. Hint: If you know your pokemon, it's the weakest pokemon stat-wise (Uh-huh, Forseen has the statistically weakest pokemon in existence, honestly, it's the most ironic thing ever xD). It seems to have its own will, but I'm not sure. It falls more into the category of "tulpa pet" more then anything.

 

That's... about it actually. Guess Forseen's pokemon. Or just go look it up lol. I'll tell ya guys in the next update.

Peace out bros.

[N1ghtSl4yer]

Is it Sunkern I remember that being the weakest stat-wise XD

 

Also, why do you wanna see how few strings you need attached? I mean it sounds cool but is there a purpose or just something else to fiddle with?

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

Is it Sunkern I remember that being the weakest stat-wise XD

 

Also, why do you wanna see how few strings you need attached? I mean it sounds cool but is there a purpose or just something else to fiddle with?

 

Yup XD I couldn't take it seriously at all when I first saw him with it. Now it's like the cutest thing in the world, kinda like Prussia with Gilbird >w< IZ ADORB'S AND HE GETS ALL TSUN-TSUN ON ME WHEN I SAY SO ALKSDJASKLDJLAKDLKAJD ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

 

Whenever Alex splits back there's always this long gradual thing in which they slowly kinda 'split up' again. Like, the two of them are there, but they kinda act together. I originally did the stringy thing to see if I could get them to start acting more independently again quicker, but when I just completely cut all of them they acted kinda... monotonous, cuz the thing that originally gave them their personalities was basically how different they were. They were originally one tulpa that just got split and aquired two forms, so there are only a few things they share, and the things they do share are very vague (ex. they both like music, but Muse likes Indie/House while Forseen likes Rock/Metal) It's really hard to explain... but even though they act as two different tulpas, they're kinda just two aspects of one, so if I completely cut them off from each other they're literally each half a tulpa. They have their form, they have their sentience, but they don't really do squat. Cuz they're not a full tulpa. I mean, if I took you and cut you in half, each half probably wouldn't really be able to function very well would it? They'd just kinda flop or wiggle there or something. ... okai that's kinda a disturbing image.

 

Point is, I'm trying to see if I can get them to grow into 'full' tulpas. When I get close maybe then I can figure out a way to make Alex into her own tulpa without the use of Forseen or Muse or something. I dunno, I don't think ahead, but I'm guessing the mind leak thing will be helpful then.

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVER ALKDJFASKLDJAKLDJALKSDJSALK

 

So liek, ya:

 

1. Alex changed her name to Alix. Dunno why, but whatever. Still pronounced the same, guess she thinks it looks cooler.

 

2. Muse is super obsessed with her handwriting.

{I am not.}

Everytime I let her possess she starts writing all over my paper in a bunch of different ways and I think now FINALLY after like i-dunno-how-long she's found a handwriting she likes. When she first possessed to try writing her hand writing was similar to mine, which she has described as "horrid".

{It is horrid. It's entirely illegible and I can't even look at it. It just looks like scribbles!}

*rolls eyes* So yeah, she's been working to try to make her own handwriting, which in turn has made new muscle memory. I can write in three different handwritings now! XD

and Forseen's handwriting's pretty standard, but he doesn't really care much for possession, so meh.

 

ALSO LOVELYS, MUSE AND I WROTE A PWETTY SONG. This is an old wip though, keep that in mind. So not only has the song changed a bit (the intro's entirely different, and where I repeat was edited a bit) the quality's pretty bad ^^;

 

La di da di da~~~ I dunno wat to say. Cuz I've forgotten a bunch of shtuff that's happened XD Oh, remind me never to have Forseen go to school for me lol. He doesn't bother to pay attention or anything. Like, seriously, conversation I had with him:

 

Me: *doing math homework*

Him: What, you called me over to sit here and watch you do homework?

Me: No, I called you over here so you can stop sitting there playing a game and do nothing.

Him: Ugh, why do you even have to do this?

Me: Cuz my teacher assigned it.

Him: I immediately hate your teacher.

Me: XD Immediately? Dude I've been going to school for like two weeks.

Him: Yeah... I'm never really paying any attention. Or there.

Me: >.>;

 

Also, you try having a conversation with a pokemon? IT GOES NO WHERE.

 

Me: Hai :3

Sunkern: Sunkern!

Me: Okai, I'm assuming that means hi, right?

Sunkern: Sunkern!

Me: ... can you like, talk? Please?

Sunkern: Sunkern.

Me: >.> Come on, you live in my head. You don't have to follow pokemon logic. You can freaking talk.

Sunkern: Sunkern.

Me: OMG I GIVE YOU THE ABILITY TO TALK.

Sunkern: ... Sunkern.

Me: *facepalms*

 

Uh-huh.

 

So yeah, now we have a total of three pokemon. Sunkern, Seedot, and Ralts. Sunkern was there cuz Sunkern's Sunkern, Forseen went out and got a Seedot cuz for some reason I kept calling Sunkern Seedot and he was like "okai, ill go get a Seedot see if you mess them up now". It's helped a bit, but i still screw up sometimes XD And we finally got a Ralts =w= They adorb's.

 

I remember I walked in one time and they were playing this game. I watched them like "daflip r u doing" cuz Seedot and Sunkern were basically like dancing around Ralts in a circle while Ralts was covering his eyes spinning the other way. Turns out the game they were playing was basically like this:

 

- One person is in the middle and they cover their eyes and spin.

- Everyone else starts walking (or dancing lol) the other way around them.

- The person in the middle has to spin and open their eyes when they want to. whoever they see then goes into the middle and the game repeats.

 

HOLY FLIP WAIT THEY WERE PLAYING CIRCLE YOU CIRCLE YOU OMG. ... err, well, sorta. I mean, you could probably /call/ it Circle You, Circle You, buuutttt.... yeah no. Bad connotation.

 

Either way it was entertaining for such a simple game XD Pokemon are entertained easily.

 

[Flo is entertained easily.]

>.>

[What? You watched them /eat/.]

IT WAS ADORB'S HOMG.

 

Anyways, Alix, split, mind leakage. Working out okay. When Alix is with us she can now pretty easily leak Muse (and Forseen if he ever wants to talk but that's rare lol). She can also usually sense when they wanna say something with a sorta pressure (I got the same thing pretty early on with this, but soon she got better at detecting it than me >.>) similar to when someone just starts tulpa-making and their tulpa communicates with head pressures. Unfortunately though, when she lets them talk and then comes back, she has no idea what they said or anything that just happened. Poopy. Hopefully we can improve on that.

 

NAO. *attacks our pokemon with a hug*

 

Ralts, Sunkern, and Seedot: O.O

 

Bahahaha.... I scared them =w=

 

Buh-bye!

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

Looking around my tulpa friends all seem happy while I myself am pretty pissed right now. Wow, what a change.

 

If you're wondering /why/ I feel pissed welll....

 

Short story, lost some artwork I worked on for HOURS cuz my laptop's stupid.

 

Long story, the CPU in my laptop decided to spaz while I was working on a contest entry. I had the hair all done and perfect and then like, BOOM, white screen. Wtf? I could get the damn thing back so I had to shut down the freaking comp and being the dumbass I am i forgot to save like I didn't save at allll. So I shut the laptop down and lost everything. Awesome. But then I tried turning the laptop back on and it's like "U KNOW WAT EFF U" and it doesnt turn on and instead decides to beep 7 times the freakin SEVEN BEEPS OF DEATH WTF Y so like I had to take the damn thing and reflow it so i wrapped it up in a blanket on and open for a half hour and then let the thing cool down and now it's working again but probably only temporarily and like wtf seriously why u shitty piece of crap i need a new goddamn laptop seriously so i lost my art and i pretty much have to start over and i had to go through all that shit YaY ThAT WAS fUnNunNnNNnN.

 

-takes deep breath-

 

ANYWAYS, I'm so done with drawing right now. Gonna back up a few files (mainly the two musescore files I'm working on) and then I should be good if my stupid laptop decides it wants to die again.

 

Seedot evolved. Pretty cool. Now I have a Nuzleaf.

That's like, it really. Right now they're just chilling near a body of water (i think it's an ocean i dunno lol). Muse is napping and Forseen's listening to music with a random ipod he manifested outta no where.

 

Nothing's really going on... though I think my visualization skills are weird o.O Cuz like, it's not like I can't see anything or I can't see details or anything, I can see everything pretty clearly, but it's all really dark and translucent. Eh, probably should work on that... ugh, efforttttt //shot/

 

Muse is really sensitive to sound I've realized. Like, if she finds a sound annoying she finds it /really/ annoying and will basically keep complaining until she stops listening. Also, one time she complained about being hungry and I ended up eating like, a plate of pasta and two bowls of soup when I myself wasnt hungry at all. Tried asking her about that, the conversation went basically like this:

 

Me: You were hungry.

Her: Uh-huh.

Me: How?

Her: Um, I was just hungry.

Me: Why?

Her: >.> Because I was hungry?

Me: But like, how is that even possible?

Her: e.e; I was just hungry.

 

So ya, still not a freaking clue how that happened.

 

Their voices are getting clearer though ^^ I mean, they used to feel like they were stemming from me (but weren't actually me cuz everytime i doubted them they blew up in my face ^^; ), now if i bother to notice they seem to stem form somewhere totally different and it's like totally separate from me, almost alien, and I get this awesome "holy crap i actually have another being in my head" realization. It's like, the best thing ever.

 

Oh ya! And Muse's handwriting looks awesome in french. Like, seriously. Cuz there's so many vowels and m's and n's and connected letters and it looks so pwettyyyyy~~~ I'd totally steal her handwriting if it wasn't so annoying to write XD

 

Also, potatoes.

...

I dunno, I'm pretty much done now. I'd get Muse to start rambling right about now but she's nappingggggg alskjdaklsj.

 

See ya.