Flo's PR (Potatoes)

[Dr.Simmons]

Lol that's incredible! Tulpae having an argument about one of the most controversial topics. I hope I get to that level of tulpa vocality one day, but I may only create 1 tulpa, so I may never experience that phenomenon. But I never saw how long it took you to make your first tulpa (If you already documented it on a PR, I'm sorry, but I couldn't find it.). So how long did it take? Lol

[N1ghtSl4yer]

YOU'RE MOST CERTAINLY WELCOME FOR MY INADVERTED ASSISTANCE XD

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

Doc: Haha, sorry ^^; I started this PR, then stopped, and then started again after my tulpas became vocal XD It took me a couple weeks I believe, I was sorta on the fast side. Also, kinda got Muse as a sorta freebie lol. She split from Forseen.

 

And it is cool =w= They actually argue about almost everything XD Can't really agree on anything at all. Of course, since Muse is, as she put it, "made of everything Forseen despises", that's to be expected lol.

 

N1ght: YES YES THANK YOU XD

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

There's this point in life where you realize how much of an ass you are. That point was yesterday. It's not like I try to be one, I just am. I honestly don't understand how some people stand me sometimes. I felt really guilty about all the crap I've done to my friends. So like... I'm sorry. Really, I am ^^; I'm such a buttface...

 

I asked my tulpas (or tulpa, Muse was asleep cuz it was like 1 in the morning) how they even deal with me. I honestly expected Forseen to give some wise-crack answer of "cuz we kinda live in your head so we have to" or something, but instead he did something totally outta character. (lol dude, he's hating on me right now for sharing this...)

 

He hugged me. Like, an actual hug. Usually he hates hugs, and very rarely he'll let me hug him. But this time, he hugged me. He hugged me, told me the reason was because "we love you" and gave me a kiss. (XD And he's throwing a fit now.)

 

That was honestly the most surprising thing he's done. I'm not sure if it was because he knew I was genuinely upset or what, but that's what happened. Honestly... it cheered me right up XD

 

Anyways... I ate mustard today. Now, I kinda hate mustard. For some reason, Forseen loves it. You can kinda see how this causes problems.

So I ate a burger cuz my dad was barbecuing. After a crapload of begging, I finally put some mustard on my burger.

Well... it wasn't too bad, still would've preferred to go without it. Lucky for me ketchup covers most of it up XD Forseen was happy though.

 

My tulpas actually seem to be able to turn on and off their receptors to my senses or whatever. I was watching some horror film or something, Muse was like "Ew no no I don't wanna see!" and kinda 'looked away' while I was still watching. Also, when I listen to music one of them doesn't like, they kinda just 'stop listening'. Like, completely shut it out, not just stop paying attention. It's odd o.O

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

So this ain't about my tulpa, but I finished drawing Wren! ^^ (If ya didn't know I was drawing N1ghtSl4yer's tulpa Wren for him). It's here, if y'all wanna see.

 

But blah, that's beside the point (and plus the foreshortening in that pic's kinda awkward).

 

One, some of my online friends know about my tulpa and are more or less okay with them xD They still make fun of it (Flo, the girl with tulpae, is our reality expert?!) but hey, it's all in good fun ^^

 

I dunno... I just needed to update. Nothing's really happened besides me making my tulpas worry (but that's kinda normal... I feel kinda bad but I honestly can't do anything about it ^^; ). ... I have a scab on my arm from scratching myself yesterday...... um.

 

Anyways.... I dunno, I'm just bored. Muse, Forseen, anything to say?

 

[um... potato! *giggles*]

{My sister's an idiot.}

[i am not!]

 

.... okai. Whatever.

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

Outta boredom, I tried to locate where my mind's eye was. It's kinda in my upper left. I can move it down a bit and make it more centred or to the bottom right in a diagonal line, but usually, everything i see's kinda in my upper left.

 

People always think it's weird when I give locations as to where things are in my head. That includes me tulpas. By default, I hear Forseen from my right a little bit up. Muse is a little down on my left near my left ear. If need be they can move around, but usually that's pointless. Also when talking to them in the wonderland they sound like wherever I see them at, but that's normal, so yeah. My own voice is centred, maybe a little bit low.

 

I dunno, that's the best I can describe that as XD

 

I love meh tulpas =w= No matter how weird they are lol. I'm trying to sorta draw Muse... it's going okai, but ive been lazy with it XD

 

I dunno dude... nothing really knew. I mean, there's a few things i could mention, but i dont think i should, nor do i want to, so... yeah ^^;

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

I still hate mustard btw. Like, a lot. It's amazing how much of a conflict that causes. And how weird things can get sometimes. Once I dipped a fry into some mustard and ate it just to disturb my sister. I literally trembled cuz it tasted horrible e.e; And yet Forseen was almost throwing a party inside my head. Wat. Just wat.

 

Anyways, I've noticed that when my tulpas start having a conversation, if it goes on for too long I myself literally cannot think. When I try, everyone kinda crashes and no one can think or talk for a bit until this weird block in my mind clears up. Not sure if that's normal but... I'm just gonna assume it's just cuz my brain still hasn't left enough room for all of us.

 

And now, since I have nothing else to say. I'll let Muse type a bit, she hasn't practices doing so in a while.

 

[Hey hey! ^w^ How's everyone doing? :3 I honestly don't know how many people read this, but... I dunno, hi! XD

 

So who caused Flo to start listening to so much rock music? It's horrible >.<; I don't like it, it's too harsh. Of course, when she listens to the music I like, Forseen almost falls asleep XD

 

Speaking of sleeping, it's quite a nice sensation, don't you think? I know I've dreamt a few times, but I never remember any of my dreams, which is kinda sucky, but hey, still cool. I don't know why Forseen doesn't like sleeping. He's always just playing that video game of his. It's kinda fun watching him sometimes though. He always starts yelling at the tv XD]

 

...... okay, wow, Muse rambles a lot. I'm just gonna cut her off... [sorry! ^^; I like talking...]

 

On the bright side of that, I think Muse's typing has gotten way better ^^ Though she still cannot possess more than my arms (mainly cuz i haven't bothered to try anything else yet), she can easily take control from me when I'm not paying attention to them. For example, if I'm just like sitting there with them on the table, she sometimes takes control of them a little bit. I can easily withhold control from her if I want, but usually she's just putting my arms in some more lady-like refined pose (like clasping my hands in front of me instead of them just kinda sitting there all dead and stuff). I dunno. Forseen can't do that though. We joked about it, I asked Muse how she can possess so easily and Forseen can't. She basically just said "cuz he sucks" lol. {I do not suck, you suck. Cuz you're a girl. Girls are supposed to suck.} e.e;

 

Anywaysssss..... I dunno *shrugs* I'm just talking about nothing now. End of this not-even-really-an update.

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

So my tulpas had a conversation about the reproduction of unicorns today. Do not ask.

 

Nothing’s really happening, just been hanging around and talking to them. Got Audiosurf and let them try playing. It was pretty cool.

 

I dunno, i just fell into a pissy mood *shrugs* i should be fine in a few hours. In the meantime, i think ill go punch my wonderland wall.

 

Still, this has gotta be the boringest log ever, mainly cuz most of the interesting things thst happen i really shouldnt mention...

 

It’s so weird how tulpas can be so different from you.

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

{Hey, it's Muse here ^^ Flo said I can type up my own update if I wanted, so why not? :3

 

Things have been going well, or, well things have been pretty normal. Nothing extraordinary really. Flo and I can do a sort of mutual possession with her arms. I can pick up control quite easily if I want to, but she can easily stop me of course ^^;

 

We went blueberry picking a couple days ago ^w^ It was quite fun. And plus blueberries are delicious :P

 

In other news, we've been forcing pretty regularily. Or well, Forseen and her have been. I'm always asleep since they do it at 2 in the morning ;^; They should not be staying up that late. Especially Flo. She actually needs sleep.

 

I don't even wanna know what they do. Probably talk about weird perverted stuff and then go off killing zombies or something e.e; Me, I like our wonderland house. It's nice and cozy and the kitchen's really nice ^w^ I can cook whatever I want and it's delicious =w=

 

The mushrooms are fun too :3 They're so bouncy! Especially for me XD I think I probably weigh 10 lbs at the most.

 

There's a path from our house too. It leads to a quaint little village. Along the way's a library. It's got all of Flo's memories I believe. It's quite disorganized though XD Maybe I should clean it up. I wonder if that'd affect anything o.O}

 

Ay, I gotta cut her off now XD Need to go somewhere. End of update!

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

I was talking with some peeps up on some other website (they know about my tulpa are more or less are indifferent to them). The topic turned to tulpas and souls, basically a debate and how consciousness doesn't necessarily equal soul.

 

So someone said they didn't think a tulpa was really conscious. Now, I understand all that cuz hey, I'm sure I sound crazy, so I just tell them about how they are and let it rest. Done right? Yeah no.

 

Muse was with me and he got really offended. I mean, she started crying. I almost started crying. It was the strongest emotional response I've gotten since they were before vocal. I hugged her and all that stuff, told her it was okay, Forseen was next to her too basically just going "the guy's an idiot don't listen to him". I'm not gonna play it out as some really big thing, it probably wasn't, but it sure made me sure of their sentience ;w;

 

That's really all I gotta say. Peace guys.

 

EDIT: Kiriban at 666 :P Take a screenshot, be viewer 667 and post it as a reply first and I'll draw you a picture for free ^^ It can be your tulpa or whatever you want.