Finding The Tulpa Drug

[Upper Class Twit]

I've been willing to try Salvia divinorum also... But in Chile it's illegal >.< , I'd have to go to Argentina to try it.

 

There's been some talk about banning it up here.

 

You going to smoke it or take tincture?

[Thomas9666]

Anyone in the UK able to help with the acquisition of a Salvia Divinorum plant? I don't quite trust the websites

[Upper Class Twit]

Anyone in the UK able to help with the acquisition of a Salvia Divinorum plant? I don't quite trust the websites

 

Smart idea not to trust some of the websites. However I got mine from goldofsunshine. I had no problems.

[Thomas9666]

 

Smart idea not to trust some of the websites. However I got mine from goldofsunshine. I had no problems.

 

Just checked them out, it's a bit pricey and it's from the USA so I'd be hit in the face with custom tax etc. Thanks for the suggestion though

[Upper Class Twit]

Got up to level three again. I think at this point, all doubts of Salvia being not good for forcing have been effectively removed in my mind. We literally were under attack by personified Doubt. Rather I was. Doubts came into my head and started talking us down, mostly to me, "She's not real," " It's all you," "She's not there," and the like. This trip safe to say, was NOT a pleasant experience. I finally ended the attack by my logic on the matter, "Of course she is me, we are in the same brain, we're two parts to the same person," She was mute for the first part of the experience. The doubt then stopped attacking and I felt a little better. Sonya then started to express her own doubts of her self. Imma let her talk.

 

"He didn't know, but I was under attack too, they were saying the same thing to me, telling me I didn't exist, all I was him pretending. It was quite scary actually, I wasn't too aware of Kyle at the time. When I could finally muster up the strength to talk to Kyle again. I poured my doubts. I said that I can't be considered a Tulpa until our thoughts are separated. This drug hurt me this time,"

 

My visualizations were at least more intense now, but level three is largely useless for a forcing drug....next then is breakthrough....I'm a bit nervous about this one, I'm going to want a trip sitter for this one. I'm not sure what it will do. Wish me luck.

[Oguigi]

Got up to level three again. I think at this point, all doubts of Salvia being not good for forcing have been effectively removed in my mind. We literally were under attack by personified Doubt. Rather I was. Doubts came into my head and started talking us down, mostly to me, "She's not real," " It's all you," "She's not there," and the like. This trip safe to say, was NOT a pleasant experience. I finally ended the attack by my logic on the matter, "Of course she is me, we are in the same brain, we're two parts to the same person," She was mute for the first part of the experience. The doubt then stopped attacking and I felt a little better. Sonya then started to express her own doubts of her self. Imma let her talk.

 

"He didn't know, but I was under attack too, they were saying the same thing to me, telling me I didn't exist, all I was him pretending. It was quite scary actually, I wasn't too aware of Kyle at the time. When I could finally muster up the strength to talk to Kyle again. I poured my doubts. I said that I can't be considered a Tulpa until our thoughts are separated. This drug hurt me this time,"

 

My visualizations were at least more intense now, but level three is largely useless for a forcing drug....next then is breakthrough....I'm a bit nervous about this one, I'm going to want a trip sitter for this one. I'm not sure what it will do. Wish me luck.

 

[Wow that sounds intense. I only wish you the best of luck for your next trip.]

[Upper Class Twit]

 

[Wow that sounds intense. I only wish you the best of luck for your next trip.]

 

Twas NOT fun. However, I got me thinking, and looking back it may of done more good than harm. The next one I'm planning for next wee Hopefully it'll do the same.

[Upper Class Twit]

Final experiment done today. Level five, powerful and vivid hallucinated visions.

 

This one was not centered around Sonya, despite my best efforts, I was interpreting things that I heard differently, again, doubts, Something different happened though, I turned, and saw Sonya right there, I asked what she thought and she said,"fuck it" or something.

 

This drug I don't think is a forcing drug, but I think it is aiding in our development in other ways. Salvia is useful, because it changes the way you think, the unconscious thoughts seemed to surface. My two sitters, I interpreted in being connected to something, and the laptop next to us was also connected. I was detached though, this thing that attached my friends and basically everything in the room. I looked to my side to ask Sonya something, and she was right there, and told the thing to fuck off. When I was sobering up, I asked what it might mean, I understood it not in words, but emotions, and feelings that had no words to describe them, but I felt real close to Sonya with it.

 

(Sonya- I can tell you myself, it was very weird, and I saw all of it, just over say, and didn't say a word until the trip started to end. Not nearly as unpleasnt as last time. Again I got the feeling of independence come over during this)

 

Verdict is that, Salvia level one and two, are useful for forcing Three and higher are good for mental breakthroughs, not good for forceing.

[CreativeMind]

A WARNING OF DXM.

 

It is HIGHLY addictive stuff. (Psychologically, not as much physically.) Like, if you do it once you are going to want to do it again, but you won't withdraw or anything, it will most likely just be tempting. So only buy enough for what you need, and don't keep any more.

 

THERE ARE INGREDIENTS IN CERTAIN COUGH MEDICINES THAT WILL DESTROY YOUR LIVER. It was on the news a few years back, kids 'robotripping' and ending up in hospitals, at least one death. DXM in itself isn't going to destroy you (if you start with a reasonable doseage), but other ingredients can be horrible for you.

 

DO. YOUR. HOMEWORK.

 

All the warning aside, do I think it might enhance your tulpamancy? Perhaps. Someone that I know -winkwink- did it and the room looked 20ft tall and taking 3 steps down the hallway they felt like they have traveled way further. Your perceptions are completely off, and you -can- hallucinate other things, so start small and build big, because if for whatever reason it doesn't agree with you, you WILL experience high anxiety, you WILL be terrified, I had to console a person like this, I couldn't leave his side for hours.

 

Anyways I'm not saying 'do it', I'm saying if you are, to be aware of what you are getting into and be as safe as possible. If you have any other questions about safety I may be able to help you if you PM me.

[Upper Class Twit]

A WARNING OF DXM.

 

It is HIGHLY addictive stuff. (Psychologically, not as much physically.) Like, if you do it once you are going to want to do it again, but you won't withdraw or anything, it will most likely just be tempting. So only buy enough for what you need, and don't keep any more.

 

THERE ARE INGREDIENTS IN CERTAIN COUGH MEDICINES THAT WILL DESTROY YOUR LIVER. It was on the news a few years back, kids 'robotripping' and ending up in hospitals, at least one death. DXM in itself isn't going to destroy you (if you start with a reasonable doseage), but other ingredients can be horrible for you.

 

DO. YOUR. HOMEWORK.

 

All the warning aside, do I think it might enhance your tulpamancy? Perhaps. Someone that I know -winkwink- did it and the room looked 20ft tall and taking 3 steps down the hallway they felt like they have traveled way further. Your perceptions are completely off, and you -can- hallucinate other things, so start small and build big, because if for whatever reason it doesn't agree with you, you WILL experience high anxiety, you WILL be terrified, I had to console a person like this, I couldn't leave his side for hours.

 

Anyways I'm not saying 'do it', I'm saying if you are, to be aware of what you are getting into and be as safe as possible. If you have any other questions about safety I may be able to help you if you PM me.

 

I don't think you know who you're talking too right now. I know that cough syrup is terrible for you and is highly addictive. I'm in the know buddy.