NeonKnights July 6, 2013 July 6, 2013 I had a little experience with dope a couple months ago, though that was back when I was working on a newer (and now dormant) tulpa, and was nowhere near attempting imposition. I recall that it was spur of the moment, offered up by my neighbor, but I had tulpas in mind as I drifted from reality. My neighbor insisted that I help him kill off the stash that he had, so I got pretty spaced. It gave me no help with imposition whatsoever, but I remember her form got really, really bright and vivid in my mind for a while. The glow was reminiscent of looking at a picture of her on a bright LCD screen, I guess. The second and third times, I was with my friend who thinks it's creepy to smoke in silence, so he insisted we play a record, and I also had to constantly acknowledge his stoned tangents. Wasn't really able to focus on tulpas at all because of that, but it wasn't a total waste. Being stoned, Sabbath's Into The Void sounded really goddamn cool. I think I'll have a chance to potentially score some for myself really soon, but since I just tried applying for a new job today, I don't think I'll have a chance to 'experiment' properly (i.e., alone) for a little while yet. "You've got to believe to achieve." -Hank Hill
Upper Class Twit July 8, 2013 Author July 8, 2013 Words Good luck. "The Question is not who is going to let me, its who is going to stop me"~ Ayn Rand
Upper Class Twit July 11, 2013 Author July 11, 2013 Finally got around to using the tincture. Oddly enough I did the method I listed as three first. There's actually a bit to report. I used two droppers of undiluted Tincture and swished it in my mouth a for a good 20 minutes then swallowed it. I felt different, the stage I was at would be considered stage one, it was a very subtle experience, but somewhat helpful and all and all very pleasant. I felt relaxed and comfortable, and although my normal ADHD symptoms were not worsened or solved, the time I did concentration on her was much more vivid. Also as I tried to cox her into giving me an audio hallucination I felt "something" in my ear. Something like a pressure, and it was strange. On the topic of voice, our mind voices were somewhat more pronounced. She did act a bit separated from me. Verdict is: Level 1 salvia experiences differ from control in the following ways. More Vivid visualizations, clearer mind voice, greater patience, marginally better session. Keep in mind there are five levels of Slaiva experiences. This was the lowest level. For shits and giggles I tried a little bit of 20x, which is 20 times stronger than the regular plant. I was trying to get a sneak peak on what I would be experiencing. I'm fairly certain I hit stage three. I was aware of both of us, and I could literally FEEL the drug TEARING our consciousness apart. I was not hallucinating, this was all in a visualization, but there were two black holes I guess, each at an end of our vision, I say our because I had no fucking idea which one of us was in control then, but it was pulling up apart to different ends. This was not unpleasant though, maybe a bit uncomfortable, but not unpleasant. Then Sonya came up with the perfect analogy of our problem with independence. (By the way, at this stage she felt like I'd expect her to feel independent, so woo) what she said was "I feel that were connected in the right ways, but also in the wrongs ways, I feel like almost a tumor or a Siamese twin on your consciousness and we need an operation to separate us, and that operation is independence,"~Sonya. If this is stage three, and I can get this of the tincture, then its seriously possible that this could be incredibly useful to our efforts. I will be trying to reach stage three next chance I get. Expect an update within the week. "The Question is not who is going to let me, its who is going to stop me"~ Ayn Rand
PsychoticDoc July 15, 2013 July 15, 2013 probably not relevant to the thread but i took a couple benadryl last night for some help sleeping, and in hour leading up to me going to sleep, i started hallucinating cockroaches. then when asleep, amelia practically sat backseat, following me throughout the dream. she wasnt 100% imposed during the dream, but it was kind of faint like a ghost Amelia- Oct. 7, 2012 Mitsuki- Oct. 31, 2014
Upper Class Twit July 16, 2013 Author July 16, 2013 probably not relevant to the thread but i took a couple benadryl last night for some help sleeping, and in hour leading up to me going to sleep, i started hallucinating cockroaches. then when asleep, amelia practically sat backseat, following me throughout the dream. she wasnt 100% imposed during the dream, but it was kind of faint like a ghost No no. That's relevant. Ougigi was telling me about DXM. If its not too much trouble could you try to experiment with some different doses as well? "The Question is not who is going to let me, its who is going to stop me"~ Ayn Rand
PsychoticDoc July 16, 2013 July 16, 2013 i can try, but seeing as im only 15, my mom probably wouldnt like me accidently over dosing on meds, i know what i have is 25mg each and i had 50mg Amelia- Oct. 7, 2012 Mitsuki- Oct. 31, 2014
Upper Class Twit July 16, 2013 Author July 16, 2013 i can try, but seeing as im only 15, my mom probably wouldnt like me accidently over dosing on meds, i know what i have is 25mg each and i had 50mg In that case if your interested in participating, you might want to try something that isn't going to screw your liver. Don't be fooled though there are plenty of ones that are relatively harmless. "The Question is not who is going to let me, its who is going to stop me"~ Ayn Rand
Jun and Alexis July 22, 2013 July 22, 2013 If you don't have high blood pressure, have a lock for your door if you have roommates, put up a sign that says "DON'T LEAVE," take 300mg of DXM (One gelcap bottle) and 300mg of benedryl. Hallucinations everywhere, but the serotonin from the DXM will keep you chill enough you can enjoy without too much "Oh god why am I in the bathroom" while you proceed to open your eyes and find you're playing Minecraft on a turned off computer monitor. I don't know how well forcing would be on it since benedryl is pretty much "Intrusive thoughts: The Drug," but I've done 700mg on it's own and the hallucinations are like full-blown auto-imposition. I have never once seen tupper while on it though, but I haven't done a DXM/DPH combo before that actually worked since I don't know how to dose it (DXM tolerance).
Upper Class Twit July 22, 2013 Author July 22, 2013 If you don't have high blood pressure, have a lock for your door if you have roommates, put up a sign that says "DON'T LEAVE," take 300mg of DXM (One gelcap bottle) and 300mg of benedryl. Hallucinations everywhere, but the serotonin from the DXM will keep you chill enough you can enjoy without too much "Oh god why am I in the bathroom" while you proceed to open your eyes and find you're playing Minecraft on a turned off computer monitor. I don't know how well forcing would be on it since benedryl is pretty much "Intrusive thoughts: The Drug," but I've done 700mg on it's own and the hallucinations are like full-blown auto-imposition. I have never once seen tupper while on it though, but I haven't done a DXM/DPH combo before that actually worked since I don't know how to dose it (DXM tolerance). ATM I'm working on Salvia experiments but DXM from what everybody seems to be saying, is next. My friends have quiet a bit of it in a form that won't kill me, and I will try this in the future. "The Question is not who is going to let me, its who is going to stop me"~ Ayn Rand
Mowgly July 22, 2013 July 22, 2013 I've been willing to try Salvia divinorum also... But in Chile it's illegal >.< , I'd have to go to Argentina to try it.
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