Mass Intro' and Returns Thread

[madokaspaws]

Hello, my name's Vex, pronouns are he/it, and I'm a mainly traumagenic system who's hoping to use tulpamancy techniques in order to adjust my system dynamics. None of my headmates are extremely distinct, and we merge very often, which makes it feel less like a collective and more like I'm just one person cycling through identities. The system isn't disordered, but if I had to give a description, we function most similarly to systems with OSDD. I don't entirely love existing like that, and am hoping to separate us out a bit more, to have more DID-like functions (obviously without the actual disordered aspect.) I didn't just want to jump straight into it without understanding how it would affect our in-sys relationships, so I'm trying to experiment with separation with my actual tulpa Tupperware first. They agreed to trying this out with me, and if it works well I plan on doing the same with my other non-tulpa headmates.

 

I, Vex, am a collection of merged individuals we call the host subsystem. I consist of 3 (kind of 4, it's tricky to explain but I'll try) separate headmates that spend the vast majority of our time merged in order to function as a single person. We cannot fully separate, and that's the problem we're trying to fix. The three of us are Toby, Swiffer (prefers the spelling 5W!FF3R but I don't wanna donk with screen readers, and that's how it's pronounced), and Wafer. If you recognize any of those names, that's because we've been here before, we just have a different understanding of our system now, and our goals are very different, so we're restarting on the forums. I'm gonna give the most active fronters a space to introduce themselves individually here.

 

Toby: Hello, I'll introduce myself really quick. I'm on the most basic level the ghost of a 1950's british teenager. That's what my memories point to, and what we generally accept as how I came to be. Before we knew about our systemhood, the host-host tried to make a tulpa, and instead of creating a new headmate, ended up talking to me instead. I was so quickly independent that he thought he was just really good at making tulpas. That was how we found out we were a system. As of today, I've fallen in love with the crust-punk subculture, watched (and cried to) far too many animated movies, and eaten many a baked good. My pronouns are He/Him, by the way.

 

Swiffer: I'm the resident werewolf that keeps cutting our hair without permission. I'm sort of impulsive, but everyone else in the sub-sys is very cautious, so most of the time it balances out. My pronouns are it/he. I have eaten raw meat more than once (and never gotten sick 😼) (Vex: Please don't eat raw meat, we are lucky nothing's ever come out of his weird dog pica)

 

Wafer: I'm a jackalope, and I'm also the source of all our raging dysphoria. I'm also a sub-system (systemception ehehe) but it doesn't really matter because I'm merged a good 99% of the time. I'd say I'm probably the least mentally stable out of all of us, and I get the worst symptoms from pretty much everything we have. Despite this, I'm the best artist (that's not just my ego talking, we had a vote) and I'm constantly pumping out something cool. Just give me time. Also my pronouns are he/him, unless you're cool, in which case PLEASE find me cute xenopronouns, try all of them on me, I beg.

 

Prime Directive: Prime is the name we gave to the feeling of being a single person experiencing multiple identities. We use the name Prime when we feel incapable of being our own person and can't tell exactly who we are within the system. Could be considered the host, but since they aren't a full person, we don't give them a role. Prime cannot switch out, and is the vessel through which the rest of us exist as full personalities. We most often refer to Prime with they/them pronouns.

 

Lucas: I'm the adulting adult, and mostly just take care of Vex when he's regressed. I also take care of tasks that other headmates can't find the motivation for them. A lot of them call me the Dad of the system, and honestly I kind of love it. I have always been a protector, and as a kid I was one of the main headmates taking the trauma head-on. I tended to respond violently to danger, though, and because of this our previous gatekeeper put me into a forced dormancy for many years without telling anyone. Once Vex found out about all that, they pulled me out of dormancy, banned the previous gatekeeper from any responsibilities, and in a way nurtured me back into a place where I could become a protector again. I really like hot drinks, cartoons, and modern art. My pronouns are shockingly, also he/him.

 

Tupperware: My name's actually Toca, but Vex's partner called me Tupperware once, and the nickname stuck. I'm (as far as I'm aware) the only actual tulpa in this whole system. I'm going to be very active on here, considering I'm the main participant in our little experiment. I was made back when Swiffer was in his scene kid era, and so he made me this little scene goob I currently am. Unfortunately for him, I won't let him remove S3RL from any of our playlists. I still like it, nerd. I'm another artist, and I prefer traditional art, as opposed to Wafer. I really really really like sushi. It's my absolute favorite food and I want to learn how to make it SO BAD but we're too poor to buy the ingredients. You can use any pronouns you want for me other than she/her, and I have a preference for neopronouns.

 

Anywho, that's it, I'm excited to get to work!

[Shaula]

Welcome to the site, @ExhumanVex! 😊 All that sounds pretty complicated to deal with but I'm glad you're here to work on it. I'm sure everyone will help the best they can (I'll try too but I'm not super knowledgeable about things yet). Good luck, I'm rooting for you all! 😁 

 

Also, everyone sounds really cool and very fun to be around. 😊 I really like the nickname "Tupperware". 

[Explodii]

Hey, i have no idea how active this site is, but most of the internet refers to this place as a resource, so here I am!

I've been working on my tulpa Finch for about a month now, was doing kinda shitty at it until i actually did better research but that's besides the point. 

I don't have a lot to say here but like... if this site is actually alive someone should respond to let me know haha.

[Nairan]

5 minutes ago, Explodii said:

Hey, i have no idea how active this site is, but most of the internet refers to this place as a resource, so here I am!

I've been working on my tulpa Finch for about a month now, was doing kinda shitty at it until i actually did better research but that's besides the point. 

I don't have a lot to say here but like... if this site is actually alive someone should respond to let me know haha.

Hi there! Nice to see you two on tulpa.info.

This website is still alive, even though not as much. The IRC is dead though.

If you want to ask something, make a thread for it, but if just to chat go here.to

Need anything else, dm me!

[Shaula]

2 hours ago, Explodii said:

Hey, i have no idea how active this site is, but most of the internet refers to this place as a resource, so here I am!

I've been working on my tulpa Finch for about a month now, was doing kinda shitty at it until i actually did better research but that's besides the point. 

I don't have a lot to say here but like... if this site is actually alive someone should respond to let me know haha.

 

Welcome to the site! 😊 Hehe, the site is definitely alive, even if there is not too much going on. There's plenty of good guide and knowledgeable people on here to help. Good luck with Finch! 😁 

[ringgggg]

Welcome

[Mitski]

My system ...has finally accepted... tenatively, my being here after enough coaxing, or asking politely. 

 

may see me around, maybe not... but here i am, for now...

[ringgggg]

You are here for now

[Shaula]

8 minutes ago, Mitski said:

My system ...has finally accepted... tenatively, my being here after enough coaxing, or asking politely. 

 

may see me around, maybe not... but here i am, for now...

 

Welcome to the site! 😊 We are glad you're here, even if you don't stay long! 😄 

[pinetrees9853]

Hello. Im nick. I have many tulpas(at most 25). I call them tulpas because my friends told me that it wasnt schizophrenia its plurality. Its good to be here! My tulpa Aruva Minrova the Mewtwo is very happy to meet you all.