Gryphon Flight March 4, 2014 Author March 4, 2014 March-3-2014 Shira still finds herself bored a lot. She complains of it every once in a while, and I'm running out of provisions to give her entertainment. She seems to have a difficult time moving without my puppeting, and hasn't developed a strong enough mindvoice to allow her to hold a conversation with me. I can only force for an hour or so every day, but progress moves slowly. She's developing parallel processing moderately well. I have her do simple math to practice and we'll have to work on the fact that she tends to mirror me quite a bit in the wonderland. She's developing opinions and preferences, however. She's commented to me on what she likes for me to eat and what she doesn't, and is developing a music taste (not one I agree with, but whatever). She has begun questioning things she doesn't understand and I am beginning to be able to hear her speak in short sentences rather that simply words. Short entry today, not much that's worth writing about is going on right now.
Gryphon Flight March 10, 2014 Author March 10, 2014 March-9-2014 Progress is slow, but it's there, and that's all that matters. Not much has really happened for me to write about as of these past few days, progress is trekking along as slowly as possible, we've almost come to a stand still, actually, as we're just working on the strengthening of Shira's mindvoice and improving my terrible visualization skills. I have an issue with parroting by accident, often times, Shira will begin a sentence and I will accidentally fill in the rest of it against her will. We're working on a way to fix that, any help is appreciated.
firedusk March 11, 2014 March 11, 2014 Sorry gonna drop in here for a question quickly! Mind if I ask what kind of music she likes?
Gryphon Flight March 11, 2014 Author March 11, 2014 Sorry gonna drop in here for a question quickly! Mind if I ask what kind of music she likes? No problem, questions really liven up this dull PR, haha. Shira likes music that I'm generally not fond of. Her favourite song was Dark Horse by Katy Perry for a while before she became sick of it. She has taken a slight liking to dubstep and a bit of modern alternative and rock songs, which is something we can actually agree on, haha.
Gryphon Flight March 15, 2014 Author March 15, 2014 March-14-2014 I'm terrible at remembering to update this thing. Update on our Wonderland. It's going well, and Shira's been doing well at adjusting it to fit her liking. She's apparently uninterested on deciding on keeping things the same colour for long periods of time {Shira: I like to mix things up!}. She has a liking to changing her bed sheets, the colour of the walls, and other small details. I'm happy as we've taken this as a sign of her growing sentience. She really enjoys flying at high speeds, and has developed a liking for a purple snap-back that she conjured up the other day. Her vocality is improving immensely! From now on, now that she's become stronger in speech, she will speak in parentheses in this PR. She won't have much to say yet, as she's still developing her voice and I have some difficulty in hearing her, but I'm sure she'll add her two-cents every so often. Today she's done exceptionally well with speaking in sentences, I've also found her able to numb headaches in the slightest, though that proves difficult for both of us. This is something already well known, though, but still interesting to experience! We find ourselves experiencing difficulty in communication when there are many people around, advice on that would be greatly appreciated. Visualization is a slow moving process for us, I don't suspect we'll be done any time in the next few months {Ughhh} and Shira has little interest in continuing due to the boring nature of visualization. I try to keep sessions short, but we've got to get it done if we want to move on to imposition. Alright, that's all for now {Bye everyone!}
Gryphon Flight March 17, 2014 Author March 17, 2014 March-17-2014 Shira is becoming increasingly vocal as of yesterday. She is now able to say complete (simple) sentences that I can hear with moderate clarity rather than single words. She is also developing more of a three dimensional personality which, though I knew was coming, is something I had to experience first hand to fully comprehend that it would happen. She is further developing opinions and has found joy in meeting others, through me of course, and conversing with them. She has developed sassy and blunt sort of traits, which was fine, as it makes her more rounded. Through the several guides and games we've played, it's definitely been Helixileh (sp?) and the take-the-last-letter-and-start-the-next-word-with-it game that helped us the most, and are games I'd strongly recommend. Watching the growth of a tulpa is quite a fantastic thing in itself, it's been quite a ride {Sure has.}.
Gryphon Flight March 19, 2014 Author March 19, 2014 March-19-2014 Not much has changed since Monday's entry. Shira's parallel processing abilities are improving greatly, however. We played my counting method for a while today, and Shira made some great results. The counting method worked so well for us that I decided to write up a guide for it. I won't explain it further here, but it's in the submissions section if anyone cares. She managed to count nearly everything correctly in under 30 seconds and even argued with me when I purposely tried to reason that her answer was different, which it wasn't, of course. While actively forcing last night, I imagined her beside me while I was trying to focus, not yet bothering to enter my wonderland. I had been laying down and imagined her laying down beside me. All of a sudden, I felt a pressure on my stomach. The pressure was heavy-ish, it felt similar to having a larch dog rest its head on you, though there was no muzzle. I quickly came to the realization that it was her own head after feeling her body rub up against mine. It was quite a great experience as I hadn't expected it in the slightest, she'd done it herself and I tend to be prone to puppeting her. The emotions of joy and love that washed over me throughout that session were unbelievable, and I'm certain the emotions didn't just belong to me.
Argentum March 23, 2014 March 23, 2014 What sort of forcing were you doing to experience that because I want to get in on that cuddle party biznasty
Gryphon Flight March 26, 2014 Author March 26, 2014 What sort of forcing were you doing to experience that because I want to get in on that cuddle party biznasty Sorry for late response. Well, I hadn't even really begun forcing yet, I was trying to dissociate from my body and fully relax. At that point, I figured I'd ask Shira to lay beside me, a sort of pre-imposition stage imposition. I imagined her beside me, imagined the feel of her fur, the heat of her body, and her weight against mine. After a few moments, I simply felt her head rest on her stomach. I knew it was her head as I had seen what was going on in my room through my minds eye.
Gryphon Flight April 3, 2014 Author April 3, 2014 April-3-2014 Would've posted earlier, if it weren't for that little forum 'hiccup'. So, Shira has officially been around for 3 months as of April 1st. Shira: Yay! Not much has honestly happened as of late, though we got in to a small dispute for a day or so (one of the worst days of my life, I might add.) around Monday, and she 'left' for a few hours, returning shortly and though she was still tense and fiery, we began making up. Everything is back to normal now, but we'd still rather not share the subject of the dispute for personal reasons. We had a subtle possession feat on Tuesday. After messing around for a bit during an active forcing session, we tried a little bit of possession for the first time. Being it was our first time attempting any form of possession, I really wasn't taking it too seriously. After explaining to her how to perform possession briefly, she quickly managed to lift the index finger of my right hand up about 45 degrees. It was interesting to say the least, especially for it being our first attempt. As of today, she has not been able to perform it again. As for her vocalization, it's coming. Dang, all of these mancers and their one-week-old-fully-vocal-tuppers. Not very self-esteem boosting, but whatever, we're getting there. Besides, what fun would this all be without the whole journey and the amazing rush of a breakthrough? Back on track, she is speaking slightly more lately, and her parallel processing skills are most certainly coming along. I am easily able to impose her presence wherever and whenever I wish, the other five senses have had no avail, though we haven't started to take imposition seriously yet. One step at a time... That's all for now, I'll try to be updating more frequently from now on. Shira: But that won't happen.
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