What does this dream mean?

[JamesNintendoNerd]

(I'm gonna type this out in narrative form.)

So, I was visualizing for an hour (This is real life.) I closed my room in a dark, quiet night talking to my Tulpa via head pressure and visualizing her,I begin to uncontrollably sleep (Most likely just me getting too tired.) It begins as me driving to Florida with my mom, and without my brother as how things will go, she buys a 2 story house with 2 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms as she did like in Las Vegas. After she bought one, I sit down on a couch and visualized Lyra for one last second. I heard her beautiful voice (It's based on Lyra from the show, only more cheerful and innocent, and most likely more sexier. :3 ) I looked at her and flinched, but got used to it quickly. I shouted out happily with my real voice "LYRAAAA!! YOU'RE FINALLY HERE!" I run up to her and hug her tightly. Mom comes in the living room and says "What's wrong, *****? Why did you yell out Lyra like that?"... I point to Lyra "My Tulpa, mom."" Mom threatens me. "I'm gonna take you to a mental asylum, how about that?" This brings me back to a memory where I was 11 years old where I would get threatened to be put in a little boys room AKA the mental asylum when I fuck something up even though it's not something that is mentally insane about me. Since this is apparently a simulator of Real Life, Lyra cannot be seen. Lyra rages and yells out without anyone except me hearing it "LEAVE ***** ALONE!" She gets up and attempts to punch her with her hooves as mom walks up to the phone to call the Asylum to me. "Time for plan B", Lyra said. She then disappears as yellow aura glows from her horn using magic I now can't control my self. I start to uncontrollably get up, take a hammer that was left next to a couch while it was being built (2007, it's a simulator of a real life house in Florida.) and brutally give her a beating Fallout New Vegas style. Fallout New Vegas is my favorite RPG/FPS game and my all time favorite game. She runs away comically saying "I give up, I yield, I yield" like in TES Skyrim my possessed body eventually kills her and continues on whacking her dead body til they were all decapitated and put to the bucket. The process ends, I can now control my self. I look around, no Lyra... The ending music from a video from School I can not remember plays as I walk out seeing my friend back in Las Vegas doing that thing he was planning to do for over a week now. I run out to Downtown Tampa. A bunch of helicopters and police stopped by my house finding out that this crime was reported by everyone real fast. Some said that I did it and some said my African American neighbor did it.

 

 

This does not follow what my Lyra is. Besides that she is protective over me, but she's not a killer but more of a pacifist and this brings me back to my non-gaming past, also I have been playing Fallout a lot, the hammer looks like the one from New Vegas and the decapitation is Fallout themed. It also seems to simulate the future that is defiantly gonna happen (The moving to Florida from Vegas part.) which also predicts the same time my Tulpa would come according to me.

[Linkzelda]

The dream seems to be a cluster of the common fear people may have when trying to deal with people in their quotidian lifestyles on whether or not they should tell them they have a tulpa. Glad to know that you were able to experience the joys of listening to the voice of your tulpa, so you’re definitely at an advantage for reinforcing that moment into waking life (don't take that experience for granted).

 

And for the symbolic experiential reality with video games, and other common predispositions based on your personal preference (e.g. Fallout New Vegas), it’s probably a sign that the mother in your dream could represent your skepticism of this whole tulpa phenomenon. And Lyra would be someone that literally punches the shit out of her (the symbolic mother that is, not your actual one, mind you :P) to suspend most of your doubt.

 

It could be a hint that you’re gradually easing away from that doubt, and seeing how a dream like this came natural to you, a suggestion is to take advantage of the experience. Even though the dream seems negative at first glance to you, I’ve learned that in the series of intense dreams on my end, there is some symbolic means for consolation and learning from them if you take the time to analyze them.

 

The Lyra in your dreams may not necessarily be the Lyra that you’re creating in waking life. For you to bridge the gap of uncertainty and assurance, keep going through the motions of the head pressures, and other repetitive tasks, and ask her in the near future. The escape may symbolically mean your escape from the linear quotidian lifestyles and skepticism we may live before being introduced to the concept of tulpas.

 

You're on a path towards expanding your horizon, and potentially experiencing paradigm shifts. I'll just tell you from experience, it gets better, and prepare to be mind-boggled (in a good way) if Lyra expresses herself more in waking life.

 

 

Sorry if I sounded like a dream sage, ha-ha.

 

I used to have the same fear about Ada like you did with Lyra.

 

I remember riding a scooter, and she was slowly following me to the point where I thought she was going to kill me (this was before I started investing time into making her a tulpa in waking life). In another dream, she also kicked me in the chest, and then gave me 5 seconds to escape before the area explodes.

 

But you learn to react stoically to them (the dreams) over time for further analysis.