KM & RD

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12/15/16: I asked my tulpas if any of them felt neglected, and Dash said "not so much 'neglected' as bored cuz there's nothing to do!" She wanted to do some active forcing. I wondered whether to say "work on active forcing" or "do some active forcing", and she said that it doesn't seem like a thing you'd "work on". I'm not sure if the trouble we had with it was because I was out of practice or because I was standing in the shower and my brain was used to active forcing while lying/sitting. I asked my tulpas if any of them wanted to "hop in" during a party, to test the waters and see how my parents might react to tulpas. Dash guessed that I wanted one of them to, since I was asking. She liked how adventurous I was being by trying all the different foods people brought. I didn't hear any particular mindvoices, but my tulpas cheered me on when I was about to dip some cheese in sweet and sour sauce.

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12/16/16: Dash was amazed at how much stuff we'd done yesterday. I remarked that we hadn't done much today. Fluttershy was okay with this. I read a review of someone saying that the moon is a lesbian, to which Starlight responded with a long bleep of curse words (like an "I've lost all hope for life, humanity, etc." sort of thing). I wondered why I was having some trouble hearing Dash, but not her. Dash said something in her voice after I wrote "I wondered why I was having some trouble hearing Dash, but not her", but I forgot what it was, which prompted her to facehoof. I forgot what had been said/written before or after, but one thing Dash said was that someone should make "a bleep" the official name for a group of curse words.

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12/17/16: I didn't do much with my tulpas.

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12/18/16: Dash and I talked about stuff. She said some kinda mean stuff, but I didn't sense any anger behind it, so I'm chalking it up to extenuating circumstances. I watched the movie Arrival, and she inserted herself into the background of one or two scenes. I asked if this was an apology for the mean stuff (even though it wasn't backed by anger), and she said I was reading too much into it. She joked about how I really liked the "language translation" parts of the film.

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12/19/16: I asked my tulpas what they wanted to have for my birthday dinner, and Dash said that it was my birthday, not all of ours. Nina said I "wrecked" the taste of T-bone marrow by chasing it down with champagne. When I was lying in bed on an air mattress, she imposed herself in front of me and climbed on top of me.

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12/20/16: I was heading down to the basement to play Skyrim. It's cold down there, so Lust suggested I grab a sweatshirt. I wanted to try out a thing I'd heard of where a tulpa had given his host his jacket for warmth. Lust thought I should have a jacket on hand just in case it didn't work, but I thought that might affect the experiment. My mom wanted me to write something in a card for my counselor, and I had the idea for Dash to write something too, if she wanted. Dash said "yeah, makes sense. It's the spirit of the season." with something like a verbal shrug.

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12/21/16: I forgot to log stuff, but I think Dash and I talked about something this morning. I asked if I was a master at rigging Skyrim's radiant quest engine, or just overconfident, and Dash said I was overconfident. Fluttershy asked if I was gonna do more work on the DIY project; I "felt" (or something) her say it as "moar". Nina said I was good at Mexican Train Dominoes. I decided to host a (hopefully fun) archaeology thing in our mindscape.

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12/22/16: I thought maybe the archaeology thing would last a while, but it was under a minute. I didn't do much tulpa-related stuff for most of the day. I asked Nina what she thought of vegetable pizza, because my friend made one for dinner. She thought the crunchy veggies were interesting. I looked out the window and wondered why there were still lights on outside. I thought I saw a silhouetted figure on a rooftop (probably just an air vent or something), and Nina put herself in its place, like an establishing shot from a somewhat scary movie. Dash pondered the difference between "slightly" and "somewhat".

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12/23/16: I wondered if a particular dialogue option in Skyrim would cause a bug. Lust figured that it was pretty unlikely for the devs to have missed it, since this bug would be in the main quest. I pointed out other examples of quest- and dialogue-related bugs. I didn't do much with my tulpas after that, or at least I didn't log it.

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12/24/16: I forgot to log stuff.

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12/25/16: Dash said we needed to work on imposition. Later, I watched a video where a guy expressed opinions I agree with, but said that his fans might get flak from family/friends for sharing it. I was hesitant to share it on Facebook, and Dash said that I should "push the envelope, color outside the lines!" (I didn't end up posting it). I figured we hadn't done much today, but she still said it'd been a merry Christmas.

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12/26/16: I forgot the surrounding context, but RD called me "Dad", I was like "wait, what?", and she said she was joking. I wondered if it was possible for hypnosis to run in the background, and she said "that's pretty much what hypnosis is, Pet", accompanied by an image that I'm pretty sure is from the MLP series premiere. I saw some Chanukkah gelt (chocolate coins) with custom pirates on the faces; Dash called it "sacrilege! ...yummy, yummy sacrilege!"