KM & RD

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11/14/16: I played a game in PE. Dash said that she'd possess my legs to help me balance. She complimented/praised me when I spoke up in English class to comment on something. I wasn't sure whether to have a sandwich or pizza for dinner, so I had my tulpas take a vote. I don't remember exactly what everyone voted, but Nina said that "pizza" was in the lead. I felt a headache in response to thinking about a fanmade Five Nights at Freddy's song. I figured by the location that it was Shou, but he said it wasn't.

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11/15/16: I saw a trailer for Memento and asked Dash if she wanted to see it. She did. Later, she complimented my work on the DIY project.

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11/16/16: Dash described an infamous YouTube personality as "annoying to look at, but not to hear", which I thought was weird. Other than this, we just made small talk.

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11/17/16: I was weirded out/confused when Sarah said that she didn't have a problem with my past attempts to get rid of her. Dash said she liked the wind in her mane (I was riding in a topless car at the time). I asked if she was imposed, and she said that the sensation had bled into our mindscape. I thought about how much stuff was in the preconscious, and then wondered how much was in the subconscious. Fluttershy warned me that things were locked in the subconscious "for a reason". I figured that locking things away was good, but keeping it locked up would lead to problems. When I typed Fluttershy's quote, I almost added a parenthetical page number, which Dash took as a sign that I should take a break from homework. I read a site that Dash and I agreed purported some pseudoscience (like "a person's higher conscious"), but she agreed with the site's conclusion that a sexless marriage is like just being roommates, although she had trouble with the premise this conclusion was drawn from. I read pages from dating sites, and the advice they offered motivated me to schedule a romantic "outing" in our wonderland.

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11/18/16: I forgot to log stuff. Keystroke, Dash and I talked about sushi. I remembered that Keystroke had once said he didn't like calamari, and asked if it was calamari in general, or just the tentacles. Dash flew over to me to look at the sushi menu. She wanted to try the truffled avocado nigiri, but I don't like avocado, so we agreed we'd go with the garlic butter crab if I was still hungry. I feel like just the simple act of going through a restaurant menu together is emotionally intimate/a good step to get the romance back. Dash implicitly agreed by saying that I had a problem of thinking too big. When she kissed me on my left cheek, I mentally "felt" it on my right cheek. Later, she cracked a joke about tulpas being the cheapest dates ever. From an evolutionary perspective, the purpose of being attracted to someone is to have sex and propagate your DNA, which can't be done with a tulpa, so Dash joked that tulpa-host romance disproves evolution. She laid her head in my lap on the ride back home, and liked when I scratched her ears. Surprisingly, I didn't guesstimate how far to hold my hand above my lap whereas in the past, I've tried to figure out how much space she'd occupy). We worked on a bit of possession; I moved my arm the way she did, and eventually I felt like I had a bit of control over it, but mostly its movements were dictated by some other force (Dash), complete with black tethers/rods.

[tulpa001]

That is really cute. You make a cute couple.

 

Good luck on your relationship.

 

It sounds like you are making progress on imposition.

[KruegerMeister]

Thanks!

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11/19/16: Dash messed around with making my arm light or heavy. Later, I was heading downstairs, and I wanted to stop and eavesdrop, but Dash got me to keep moving. I read The Golden Compass, and Keystroke really liked the scene where (spoiler)

Lyra and the kidnapped children escape Bolvangar

. I said some political stuff, imagining it to be what Dash'd say in a conversation, and wondered about that. She said that maybe she could say the things I was afraid to. I asked her what she wanted to do tonight, and she joked about talking about Skyrim over a candlelit dinner.

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11/20/16: I forgot to log stuff. Dash joked about member berries, parodying the thing from 2001: A Space Odyssey. She imposed herself on my bed.

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11/21/16: I pretended to be my tulpas, talking to a talk show host. I asked Nina if I'd put words in her mouth, and she said I hadn't. I didn't consciously come up with the words, so my guess is they came from her. She suggested we could use this for possession. Dash thought it was like the "move like your tulpa" thing from a few days ago, just with speech instead of movement.

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11/22/16: I forgot to log stuff. I thought about my "therapeutic Skyrim" idea, and Lust amended her position that Skyrim would be fun even if it wasn't therapeutic by pointing out that I had yet to finish my planned playthrough. Before I took a bubble bath, Nina said she wanted to possess me. She lounged a bit in the bath, but gave me back control when it was time to actually get clean.