Tulpa/host differences

[Lucilyn]

(OMG, this thread was made by Amber! We still miss Amber and Toby)

 

 

and uhm, what, am I supposed to list all the differences between us? we're different people, that would take forever, it would be easier to list the things that are the same

 

me and Lumi both like paying video games a lot, and we both especially like playing multiplayer games with friends, while both of us and Flandre just like spending time with our friends in general

 

we definitely all have similar tastes in music, but I think each of us are more likely to listen to one kind of music than another (I like fast/excited/high energy music, Flandre likes smoother or more emotional stuff), but it's still all within the same bubble of tastes so that none of us like anything someone else specifically doesn't, y'know?

 

we all like dancing too, but me and Lumi are way more jumpy/big movement people whereas the other three are less likely to have feet off the ground at any given time

 

aaand, let's see... We all act pretty much the same outwardly/socially since the four of us have gotten used to always acting like Lumi in public/with friends, though internally we're not thinking the same and if someone knew we switched then maybe they'd be able to notice our "moods" were actually different people, since Tewi and Flan are obviously more low energy than me and Reisen is so much more zen/personable

 

 

and like, everything else is different! obviously we share a lot of baseline interests, but we all prioritize different things, like you won't catch me watching Veritasium (etc) or philosophy or numbers videos like Tewi, but I could talk forever about differences between us 'cus that's what makes us different people

[sillynugget]

I mean mine is literally a villain so his morals are different from mine (nothing too edgy) and he tends to be very blunt, spikey and hostile while that doesn't mean that he hates you, it's just the way he is. I on the other hand have people pleaser tendencies and in the few times where I've let him chat with others it was so hard to not interrupt and filter him, also because he would call me out in public for attempting to do so.

 

He isn't easy to handle.

[Guest]

My tulpa and I are fairly similar (like Slipper, because we're always co-fronting and experiencing the same things) but we're still different when it comes to mindsets and ways to react. She enjoys existing (when depression isn't messing with her) while I literally had to be taught to enjoy my own existence. She doesn't hate herself, I do. She wants to be part of society, I don't, for the most part, I'm just tagging along. She cares less about what others think of her. She's more jumpy and gets easily startled, and I mean really easily. A lot of things can surprise her, while I'm pretty meh to it. She's more resistant to delusions than me, because ultimately, she doesn't want to be what our delusions make her believe she is.

 

People outside used to be able to tell the difference between us. Not like 'wow you're another person!' tho, but my parents and specially my brother, noticed I was acting weird, they stopped caring the longer Miichu stayed in front, they just assumed I had changed. Nowadays, when I front, I don't like to act too different from my tulpa, because I'm way too self-aware to do that, my parents know about Miichu and I don't want them to think I'm not being me, despite not being me for most of the time. The biggest change they noticed was when ''I'' wanted to drop out of school because I didn't want to keep studying what I was studying, since Miichu wanted to study something drastically different from what I was studying.

Edited August 29, 2021 by Miri

[theholodoc]

Neither Flora nor N'sonowa take much of an interest in the external world, nor my life in it. They are both very different than I, and each other with different attitudes and approaches to the various experiences that make up their existences...Flora and I are much more alike in attitudes, N'sonowa is the outlier. I think that all of this is normal, at least for us. Dr. B

[CM]

I’m introverted to the extreme. Hard to have close bonds with people, even tulpas, but all my tulpas have close relationships with each other, and me to some degree, and Desmond has close friends outside our system. Unlike me, Desmond is also very much interested in interacting with people and making new friends, while for me chatting is mostly just a pastime.

I’m not at all shy, but Danyla and L are very much so.

 

I’m only afraid of heights and seeing this in the dark that aren’t really there, and that’s about it.

Desmond on the other hand… the growing list of fears is almost an inside joke within our system. He’s afraid of horses, sharks, and most other animals… bugs, the ocean, deep waters in general, thunderstorms, fireworks, other loud noises, abandonment… But he’s not at all afraid of heights or the dark.

Danyla is afraid of large bugs, large animals, strangers and hostility.

The rest have no prominent fears they can come up with on the spot.

 

As for religious beliefs, we all more or less agree on what’s going on, but with varying levels of intensity. I’m probably the most religious one, with Danyla being the most interested in the subject aside from myself. Desmond is pretty skeptical, but believes in his own way. The rest are kinda neutral but if pressed, say they agree with my beliefs.

 

Obviously there's more differences between us all than this, but it would take forever to type out absolutely everything, so here's some points of comparison.

[Cordyceps Canine]

The biggest thing here being that I love pastel pink while Cletus absolutely hates it! 😂

 

There are a lot of things he simply doesn't care about. He isn't human afterall. It's not easy to make him mad/upset. Meanwhile I take the silliest things to heart.

 

It's also impossible to gross this guy out and I'm 99% sure he would eat food out of the trash because he can. (I'm happy to know he wouldn't do it since my human body can't handle it.) 

 

I am grossed out by dish sponges...because food bits. *shudder*

 

He loves everything that's steampunkish or dystopian future stuff. We have that one in common but I think he likes it more than I do, it has a deeper meaning for him.

 

His favorite colors are orange and ice blue. 

 

I'm more into pastell pink and brown. Also everything that is fandom related. 

 

He usually doesn't care about any of these fandoms. 

 

 

[Adagio]

We don't have a host but the differences between us three using this account right now:

 

I don't like video games. Adagio loooooves them, and T says they're a gamer, so yeah.

 

Adagio is weird and has synesthesia differing from the body's synesthesia (which then means the other two of us get it too)

 

Adagio is the only vegetarian out of the three of us.

 

I don't like reading but the other two do. Adagio and I like art and drawing, but T doesn't as much.

 

Edited because T finally chose something to go by.

Edited October 21, 2021 by Adagio