Actinium April 17, 2015 Author April 17, 2015 Day 172 4-16-15 They were crying. Haven got angry over something which I will not mention because it's on this site, and I don't want to insult the user. Haven felt insulted after reading it. Aphelion actually had to calm her down because she was legitimately scared. It also didn't help that I had playing when this was all going down. I wasn't forcing but I was still able to see what was going on in my mind's eye. They were hugging each other and crying. This is the first time I've ever seen them cry. I love them both, and I'd hate to see them that way again. After that happened, I used my mind's eye to see them in the real world for a while. Aphelion was sleeping, and she had her head resting on my arm. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium April 18, 2015 Author April 18, 2015 Day 173 4-17-15 Things are much better than yesterday. I'm going to start using this guide for imposition. Whenever I'm visualizing them in the real world they always come out of my head. I guess it's symbolism or something. When they go back inside, I feel a head pressure in the spot where they went in. Aphelion sleeps a lot and she just looks so f_cking cute I swear. As for presence in the real world, sometimes it feels like they're there, but most of the time it doesn't. Also, I feel like going on the IRC for the first time next week. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium April 20, 2015 Author April 20, 2015 Dream time! A while ago I had a dream where apparently technology wouldn't get any more advanced than the 3DS so all the big video game companies started manufacturing virtual Boys in space, and they were making them out of junk. I swear, if the next big video game crash winds up bringing the video game industry to outer space... I can't think of anything clever to say about that. A while later in the same dream there was something about the three stooges trying to get a pacifier off of a jail key ring or whatever they're called. Probably my favorite part of the dream was a gif of a bunch of ponies bouncing on an air mattress on derpibooru, and there was apparently a lot of drama in the comment section of that image for reasons i can't remember. After a while the air mattress popped and deflated. When I refreshed the page it was still deflated, which means that the gif was actually a live video feed. The best part? This happened right before I woke up. It's like "Welp, fun's over. Time to go back to reality." Day 175 4-19-15 Not much going on. The NPCs are finished and Haven says that I can put them into action whenever I want. Aphelion was downstairs looking at her stasis tube again. She said that she was just thinking some things over. She also told me "Thank you for everything, Dad." We hadn't gone in the space room in a while, so we decided to add more to it. Now we have a miniature version of the Solar System floating in it. Yes, we have Pluto. I don't give a shit if it doesn't count as a planet anymore. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium April 25, 2015 Author April 25, 2015 Days 179-180 4-24-15 Today I actually went and looked up the definition of "Aphelion." I can't believe I didn't do this earlier. Aphelion: The point in the orbit of a planet, asteroid, or comet at which it is furthest from the sun. Haven has been taking things slow for a while now. I noticed that I've been spending more time with Aphelion than I have with her, and she says that it's what I should be doing. "If it's what you want to do, then go ahead. I'm strong enough to maintain myself on my own." When I went to the wonderland yesterday, it felt like I was being blocked by something from entering it. I heard Haven say "Sorry, we're under construction." "Under construction?" "Nah, I'm just kidding. Come on in." It was night, but not a lot really happened other than that... Well, incident. One part did stand out though. "Can we cuddle?" "Later tonight we can." I think this has been the best experience I've had with Aphelion up to this point. I was lying on my bed, I turn on my side and I see her lying right next to me. I didn't see her with my actual eyes, but with my mind's eye. She was looking at me. She looked absolutely adorable. It was so much clearer than the other times I've seen her imposed with my mind's eye. When I woke up this morning, she was still there, sleeping. When I went to say good morning, I almost called her Haven by accident. "Yeah, that was pretty awkward, but funny." "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium April 30, 2015 Author April 30, 2015 Day 185 4-29-15 Six months. At this point I could just collapse from exhaustion. Without rambling too much, I just want to thank this community for everything. If I hadn't joined this forum, I probably would've given up a long time ago. I spent most of yesterday hanging out with Haven in our old wonderland. Also, I saw Aphelion in another dream today! YAY! She was at a playground in the middle of a forest with a few other ponies, and they all looked like they were having a good time. I was there as well, and there were hundreds of little bees all over the place. They were throwing beehives at each for some reason, but they just kept laughing through it all. Aphelion even got stung in the eye at one point and she still had a big smile on her face. Her eye didn't get swollen or anything, it just got an X on it like an old Tom and Jerry cartoon or something. "Don't get me wrong, getting stung in the eye by a bee hurts like hell, but I'll take that over hospital bondage any day." "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium May 6, 2015 Author May 6, 2015 Day 191 5-5-15 Didn't get any sleep on Sunday, and somehow Haven and Aphelion were more active as a result. I'm not going to start depriving myself of sleep just to hear them more, though. I love them, but they wouldn't like it if I put them ahead of my health. We recently finished watching , and now we have TV Fish floating around the wonderland. "Do you think TV Fish and TV Head are related, Aphelion?" "Maybe it's his pet." I've noticed that when Haven looks through my memories she finds lots of stuff about my personal life while Aphelion tends to find more things related to my time on the internet, whether it be youtube videos or entire websites. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium May 21, 2015 Author May 21, 2015 Day 206 5-20-15 Not a lot going on, but this happened a few days ago. "Haven, can you stop hammering my head? I'm trying to get to sleep." "I'm making my presence known to you." "You don't need to do that. What are you even doing?" "I got my butt in your face." I'll admit, I wasn't expecting that. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium June 6, 2015 Author June 6, 2015 Day 223 6-6-15 I finally did it! I had a lucid dream with Haven! Sure, the lucidity didn't last long and I could barely see her, but I f_cking did it and I gave her a hug! The weird part is that it wasn't Haven or Aphelion who caused me to become lucid, it was another female character that narrated everything that happened. After the lucidity wore down the dream began to shift into pony territory with a bunch of cans with Scootaloo on them. Then it shifted into a scenario where Chicago was has its McDonalds chicken nugget ceremony and everyone there was throwing the Nuggets at Lucario. They weren't even chicken nuggets, they were chicken tenders. I actually got to taste them in my dream and they were so good. Now I just need a lucid dream with Aphelion. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium June 23, 2015 Author June 23, 2015 Day 240 6-23-15 So... A few interesting things happened in the last few days with Aphelion. First off, we've discovered that she really enjoys roleplaying. She told me that she was willing to give roleplaying a try when we came across an MLP roleplay group on dA. It's like an academy roleplay, takes place at a school called "Amazing Daisy Academy" and other people's characters live in the dorms and stuff like that. Honestly, I kinda forgot that I wasn't interacting with other tulpas at first. It feels weird, but I think it's fun. Second, Aphelion did something I found interesting. Something that me and Haven never thought would happen. She fell in love with an OC. One of the characters in the roleplay group. I'm not talking about roleplay or fake love, I'm talking about real genuine affection for another OC. It was a female OC too, so her sexual orientation has been confirmed. I think it was a combination of the personality of the character and the dress for the dance that was going to happen in the RP. (Which happened today, actually. The romance between the two of them may or may not have become canon when Aphelion confessed her love to said OC. I know that this sounds ridiculous, but it happened. And it was cute.) I plan on roleplaying more in the future. I don't know how much, but I'm doing it. I know I'm not going to go overboard and do it 24/7, but enough that I consider to be fun. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium August 20, 2015 Author August 20, 2015 Day 297 8-19-15 We've been... Busy. Not a lot has happened over summer. Aphelion has done a lot of roleplaying and I eventually chimed in with another character. School has started up again and Haven has been talking to me frequently over the last two days. Commenting on things and suggesting things to try and get me over my habits. The foods class is one that she's really bent on trying to set me straight. I have a bad hair pulling habit and Haven always tells me to stop whenever I start to pull at it because "It's a sign of a bad cook." Admittedly, she's right. If I can't stop pulling my hair, I won't be able to make it through cooking class. Bad habits f_cking suck. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
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