Actinium January 17, 2015 Author January 17, 2015 The cereal tasted very cold and I gave it a 4/5 for some reason. Day 81 Last night was one of the weirdest things I've ever experienced. I woke up from at night from a dream i can't remember, but I never got out of bed. It was early enough for it to still be dark out, and Haven was already awake. (Now that I think about it, I wonder if she was the reason I woke up?) I don't think she knew I was up though, because she was just spouting words at random, and I can't remember any of them except for something about knight armor. When I asked Haven about this later, she said that she wasn't used to me waking up so early, and compared what she was doing to putting thoughts into words. Come to think of it, I was holding a sword in the dream I had when I went back to sleep, and I saw a Katana as well. Swords are usually seen with a knight of some sort, and there were a lot of random words written on my hand in the same dream, so could it be that Haven was predicting my next dream or setting it up? I thought of something fun that I could do with Haven. I'm going to start replaying the Mass Effect trilogy, and I'm going to let her make 90% of the decisions throughout the games. The other 10% is some sidequest decisions, actions that determine which characters will live or die like the Wrex scenario on Virmire, and who I decide to romance. I want to see where this goes and what kind of person she'll make Shepard out to be. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium January 24, 2015 Author January 24, 2015 Day 89 1-23-15 My dreams have gotten weirder. In one of them my I lost my watch in a convenience store and someone returned it to me and something about treadmills happened or something. Anyway, I found my tape of Scooby Doo and the Alien invaders, and it began on the Courage the Cowardly Dog bonus episode, and coincidentally it was the same episode the horrified me when I was younger. "Return the slab...Or suffer my curse..." I actually just asked Haven if my memory of the episode changed her feelings about it when we watched it, and she said that she was creeped out more than she'd usually be. I am aware of Freaky Fred, but I never saw his episode. (Hell, I've only seen two episodes of Courage in my whole life.) After going on the wikia, I found stuff like this. What the fuck. Just what the fuck. I heard that the show was dark but wow. You know what? We're going to watch the rest of the series, it should be an odd experience for the both of us. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium February 14, 2015 Author February 14, 2015 Day 110 2-13-15 I think I had a bit of lucidity in my dream last night, and I was able to call Haven before the dream ended. She appeared behind me and said, "Isn't it great to see me?" And yeah, it was, even though almost everything was a black void. Not a lot has been going on lately but during a forcing session a few days ago it felt like I was going to fall out of my body. I just felt so heavy that I'd fall out of my human body and turn into a ghost body or something along the lines of that. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium February 24, 2015 Author February 24, 2015 Day 120 2-23-15 You know you're tulpaforcing when you've got a pony in your head singing along to while you're playing as Jigglypuff in Smash Run. Today I asked Haven if she could create a new wonderland since we haven't used the beach in a long time. We'll still keep it, we're just trying something new. It appears to be a rundown looking area with overgrown grass with two buildings. One is un-enterable as of now, and the inside of the other has the logos of Celldweller's End of An Empire chapters on the walls, and a room that's just full of space, actual space. It's not the beach but I'm looking forward to seeing where we go with it. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium February 26, 2015 Author February 26, 2015 Day 122 2-25-15 Me and Haven might start working on a second tulpa sooner than we thought. About a year ago I remember seeing a pony in a dream that looked like a green Minuette recolor, and after waking up I redesigned her using the pony creator. (Yeah I know it's a lazy way to make ponies but I can't draw for shit.) For the time being we've named her "Aphelion." We aren't working on her yet though, it'll be a while. The new wonderland has really improved. The building that was boarded up is now Haven's house, and she definitely went all out. We have a portal to the beach wonderland in the basement along with Aphelion in a stasis tube. In the main room there's a T.V. that has a cassette player attached to it, and Haven says that this is her main way of listening to music. Yep. All of the music in my head is apparently stored on cassette tapes. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium March 1, 2015 Author March 1, 2015 Day 125 2-28-15 I forgot to mention in the previous entry that I added an extra portal that leads to a white void. We were going to use it in case we were going to make EVEN MORE wonderlands, but I think we're going to use it as a sandbox for Aphelion. Speaking of Aphelion, we let her out of her stasis tube today. Her stasis tube didn't have a release button I had to literally slap a button on it, and when she actually got out she fell to the ground. We brought her upstairs and put her down on the bed. She woke up a few seconds later, and right when I asked Haven if she thought Aphelion was sentient, I heard a soft voice say "sentient" behind me (in the wonderland of course). "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium March 1, 2015 Author March 1, 2015 Day 125 2-28-15 We've released Aphelion from stasis and she seems to be vocal already. She only said two words, but she speaks in a soft, monotone voice. I may or may not start posting on this PR more frequently depending on where this goes and what happens. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium March 6, 2015 Author March 6, 2015 Day 130 3-5-15 Things have been quiet for the last few days. Haven does a lot of "backseat forcing" with Aphelion whenever I'm not forcing. Aphelion changes her voice a lot. One time she changed her voice to sound like Haven, and I told her that it would be a problem if I couldn't tell which one of them was talking to me. She does this because she's trying to find a voice that fits her, but she still has the same low tone in all of her voices. She's has decided on her cutie mark, though. It's a red orb and a blue orb circling around each other. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium March 11, 2015 Author March 11, 2015 Day 135 3-10-15 Haven has a recording studio set up in the wonderland. Nothing else needs to be said. Aphelion has found a voice appropriate for her, but she's decided to keep her magical changing voice box just because. Out of complete boredom we decided to do some cooking in the wonderland, and Aphelion came up with probably the best french fries recipe ever. APHELION'S RECIPE TO MAKING TULPA WONDERLAND* FRENCH FRIES *Only works in wonderland. Ingredients -ketchup -mustard -mayonnaise -salt -potato chips -more mustard -cabbage -lettuce -jalapeno peppers -even more mustard -chocolate How to prepare First, place the ingredients on a frying pan and boil them for 3 minutes. Next, put all of the ingredients in a bowl and just mix them around for 5-8 minutes. After mixing, put the bowl into a hot tub and cook it for 10 seconds. Your meal will be wet but it probably won't stop you. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Cinemaphobe March 15, 2015 March 15, 2015 Day 135 3-10-15 Haven has a recording studio set up in the wonderland. Nothing else needs to be said. Aphelion has found a voice appropriate for her, but she's decided to keep her magical changing voice box just because. Out of complete boredom we decided to do some cooking in the wonderland, and Aphelion came up with probably the best french fries recipe ever. APHELION'S RECIPE TO MAKING TULPA WONDERLAND* FRENCH FRIES *Only works in wonderland. Ingredients -ketchup -mustard -mayonnaise -salt -potato chips -more mustard -cabbage -lettuce -jalapeno peppers -even more mustard -chocolate How to prepare First, place the ingredients on a frying pan and boil them for 3 minutes. Next, put all of the ingredients in a bowl and just mix them around for 5-8 minutes. After mixing, put the bowl into a hot tub and cook it for 10 seconds. Your meal will be wet but it probably won't stop you. LOL <----- The most constructive criticism I have to offer. Perhaps I'll use that recipe tonight in the kitchen of my wonderland Palace! xD "Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative." Yumi + Cinema
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