Actinium March 23, 2015 Author March 23, 2015 Day 147 3-22-15 I've been "working on a comic" in my head over the last few days. It takes place after "Find Yourself" by EStories, and yes, Haven and Aphelion are two of the supporting characters in my comic. I asked them if they actually experience what happens in the comic and they have confirmed that they do, and the emotions that they feel while they're in the comic are half and half. They consider it to be acting, but they do enjoy what they're doing. I'll probably explain the premise of the comic a bit more in my next report. I wish there was a way to post pictures from my mind, otherwise I'd post the comic on Derpibooru or something. I listened to Aphelion sing today, and she sounded absolutely amazing while doing so. "She did learn from the best, after all." "Knock it off, Haven." "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Cinemaphobe March 23, 2015 March 23, 2015 They experience what happens in the comic? That's extremely interesting.... And your dreams are just like mine in terms of complexity and What-the-hell-just-happened-ness lol. "Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative." Yumi + Cinema
Actinium March 24, 2015 Author March 24, 2015 Day 148 3-23-15 Today was a good day. Haven and Aphelion have started singing duets for certain songs, and they did a surprisingly good job on Good L_ck (Yo_'re F_cked). Aphelion was a lot more active today than usual, and it reminded me that I really need to start spending more time with her. Haven will be taking a small break for this reason. She is technically our "daughter" but she sees us more as parent figures than actual parents. Me and Haven love her as if she were our daughter. Also for some reason she loves the tuba. "It just sounds funny." They experience what happens in the comic? That's extremely interesting.... And your dreams are just like mine in terms of complexity and What-the-hell-just-happened-ness lol. Ever since I started reading "Find Yourself" Alice has appeared in my dreams frequently The first time she appeared, she turned into a Bat Pone with Rose Petal The second time she appeared, she was with another OC named "Silvia" and they were talking about something that I don't remember, but it led up to probably one of the most ridiculous lines ever spoken by someone in my dream. "I don't blame you, about 80% of my art is porn." The funny thing is this isn't a joke. Out of the 135 images of her on Derpibooru, only 23 of them have the "safe" tag. The icing on the cake is what happens next. She brings the explicit tagged images down and Alice has the expression of someone who just witnessed a murder. Then, Silvia says "At least I look sexy in them." First I have a character realizing that they were in a dream when I didn't, and now this. I f_cking love my dreams. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium March 25, 2015 Author March 25, 2015 Day 149 3-24-15 I guess I spoke too soon. Aphelion has actually started referring to me and Haven as "Mom and Dad" because of how grateful she is for all that we've done for her and the fact that I was able to get her another picture of her. Aphelion, when did you start acting so cute? I asked Haven and Aphelion if they sleep in the same bed due to there only being one bedroom, and they confirmed that they do by giving me a brief mental image of it. I also learned Aphelion's favorite color today; blue. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium March 26, 2015 Author March 26, 2015 Day 150 3-25-15 I heard her. I swear I f_cking heard her. When I listen to music, I always try to hear the voice of my tulpas behind the actual vocals, and today I finally did it. I was listening to while Aphelion was singing along in mindvoice, then all of a sudden, "As I cry out!" Her voice was still behind the music but it was so clear and more audible than ever. The best part was Aphelion's voice stayed this way for the remainder of the lyrics. We tried to achieve this level of success several times but we didn't come anywhere close to what we got the first time. I was shocked when this happened and my face looked something like -> :O It was amazing. The wonderland now has a greenhouse attached to the main building. Aphelion says the reason for this is because it needs more color, and I'll admit it's nice to see something more than grass. In addition to the greenhouse, we now have Scardonia set up in the sky. We were looking up MLP birthday games, and most of the results we got were the same characters over and over. Apehlion kept getting Discord, I kept getting Big Macintosh, and Haven kept getting either Twilight or Scootaloo. Over the course of the "journey," Aphelion went to the mall with Discord, took him out to a romantic dinner, and got married to him. Twice. I am so, SO tempted to write a short story about that first one. Haven and Twilight were target practicing with rocket launchers and Twilight accidentally fires a rocket at Princess Celestia's house. We had more fun than we should have thinking of all the scenarios that we came across. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium March 27, 2015 Author March 27, 2015 Day 151 3-26-15 Last night I had a dream where Aphelion was laying on a bed covered in what looked to be bondage gear and hospital equipment, and she looked so f_cked up that I didn't even recognize her. When I woke up, Aphelion did confirm that it indeed was her, and that she was in a lot of pain in that situation. My tulpas can never seem to take a break whenever they enter my dreams because whenever they do they either get injured or killed. Earlier today, Haven was hovering in front of my face. I couldn't see her with my actual eyes, but I could see her with my mind's eye perfectly fine. When I asked her why she was doing it, she said "Just because." "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Guest Anonymous March 30, 2015 March 30, 2015 Wait you're the guy from 4-[DATA EXPUNGED]-n who was having lots of lucid dreams about Haven that lead you to creating her? Dayum, the web is small. Anywho, I wish you the best of luck with your tulpas. Stay safe, Haven ~
Actinium March 30, 2015 Author March 30, 2015 Wait you're the guy from 4-[DATA EXPUNGED]-n who was having lots of lucid dreams about Haven that lead you to creating her? Dayum, the web is small. Anywho, I wish you the best of luck with your tulpas. Stay safe, Haven ~ I'm actually not the same guy. OPHD has been MIA for a while now. I did follow his threads, though. Also, my Haven lacks two of the major details that the original Haven has. (She doesn't have bags under her eyes or the orange eyelashes.) I did try making a tulpa one other time but failed miserably. It was back when the community was starting out and there wasn't nearly as much guides as we have today, but now that there's a lot more resources available I've become a lot more competent and now I have two amazing tulpas. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Guest Anonymous March 30, 2015 March 30, 2015 I did try making a tulpa one other time but failed miserably. Reading your progress reports makes me wish I could have more dreams about Twilight. But insomnia's a bitch.
Actinium April 1, 2015 Author April 1, 2015 Reading your progress reports makes me wish I could have more dreams about Twilight. But insomnia's a bitch. Dreams involving my tulpas happen whenever they feel like it. Sometimes they happen a few days in a row and sometimes they don't happen for weeks. Day 156 3-31-15 This is how my morning went. "Aphelion, did you drink your coffee yet?" "No, *mumble* I wanna go back to sleep..." "Aphelion, come on, drink your coffee." "I don't wanna." "Aphelion..." "Fine..." This post is mostly dreams, nothing important happens here. A few days ago I had a dream where I was blindly running through the dark looking for a lost kid when in reality he was back at the house I had to return him to. In the middle of all of this, a few pictures of Haven fell from the sky. She was looking at me in all of them, and to put it bluntly she looked extremely pissed. She gave me the same stare in all of the pictures as if to say "You f_cked up, big time." Later in the same dream I purposefully dropped my headphones into the toilet because I thought they were possessed or something and I was worried if they still worked or not. They were next to impossible to pull out of the toilet. The night after I had a dream where Haven got a freaking Ipad app dedicated to her, complete with shitty artwork and everything. Haven was absolutely overjoyed. There was a feature that allowed Haven to record herself, do you wanna know what the result was? Silence. A power outage happened for five hours and I left the house for a while. The dream turns into Dead Space for a while and starts with Issac crawling out of a sewer with space before he fight space dragons. Last thing I remember was a ancient civilization with a big central building. I'm pretty sure there was at least one pony somewhere in that building. When I asked Haven about the whole Ipad app thing, she said that she wouldn't want one unless I was the one who made it. I don't even own an Ipad to begin with and I don't bother downloading pointless apps on my phone. The dream I had last night was absolute armageddon. The United States and the government went to war with each other (if that makes any sense) and the government wanted control while the U.S. wanted freedom. The U.S. won and the government had to figure out what they were going to do. The rest of the dream involved the cast of EStories. Apparently every few years Discord has a contest where ponies have to hug him as fast as they can. If they win, they get of mural of them hugging Discord. The ponies who participated were Alice, Silverlay, and Pitch. Seeing her do that made me laugh when I thought about it, because if you saw the work that Pitch is in you would know that she's very e̶d̶g̶y̶ grumpy. The winner wasn't a pony, but it was a red cat. A red cat. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
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