Akecalo August 20, 2015 August 20, 2015 I am glad to read your progress report, it is interesting to see how you are getting on. Good luck with school. I think I know what you mean with the hair pulling habit, I have been there. I hope it doesn't impact your course too much. Good luck for the future, and keep us updated with how things are going :) . I smiled when you looked up the meaning of Aphelion, I studied that sort of thing when I was at college, I had assumed that you were interested in the subject too, when I saw that you had chosen the name :) . [Maya: Hi Haven and Aphelion, I hope things are going well with you :) . ] Akecalo - Host Maya - Tulpa Mara - Tulpa
Actinium August 29, 2015 Author August 29, 2015 I am glad to read your progress report, it is interesting to see how you are getting on. Good luck with school. I think I know what you mean with the hair pulling habit, I have been there. I hope it doesn't impact your course too much. Good luck for the future, and keep us updated with how things are going :) . Yeah, I've been meaning to update this more than I do. The problem is that I don't know what to report since nothing seems to stand out anymore. Maybe when I make a third tulpa later this year things will pick up again. [Maya: Hi Haven and Aphelion, I hope things are going well with you :) . ] Things are going well. They're just going kinda slow. Day 306 8-28-15 Well, today marks Haven's 10 month presence. Not much else happening really. Haven is still trying to look after my hair pulling, I'm gonna be starring in Jean-luc's next tulpaudcast, and it was a very busy week so I didn't really have time to force... Speaking of which, I haven't been active forcing as much as I used to. I mainly passive force now. I'm trying to get back into active forcing but I didn't have enough time this week. I'll see if I can get anything in next week. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium October 24, 2015 Author October 24, 2015 Day Whatever. I lost count. 10-23-15 Can't believe it's almost been a year since I started all of this. However, I haven't actually done any active forcing in over a month. I'm still doing passive forcing, but it's not enough. I want to start interacting with them again. Aphelion rarely talks anymore and while Haven still talks quite frequently, it's still not as much as she used to. Another thing I noticed is that there hasn't been a lot of them as tulpas... Well, being tulpas. I look back and see that Haven used to explore my brain and describe how it was to her, while that never happens at all. I also haven't seen Haven or Aphelion in my dreams for a while either. I feel like I haven't been a good host as of late, and I want to change that. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium October 29, 2015 Author October 29, 2015 One year. One. Goddamn. Year. I can't believe I've gotten this far. If I never joined the forums, I probably would've given up within the first few months. This forum gives me something to keep coming back to and find new things every day. So yeah, everyone in this forum, thank you for being great contributing people. Happy birthday, Haven. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium May 2, 2016 Author May 2, 2016 Quick random update: I gotta stop disappearing and get back to tulpaforcing. That is all. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium October 21, 2016 Author October 21, 2016 Welp Little to no progress has been made Haven and Aphelion have started interacting with people other than me for the first time in months, so we're trying to get back into the swing of things. I think on Haven's birthday, I'm gonna start up my forcing sessions again considering I've been doing jack shit. It'll be like a new start. Anything's better than doing next to nothing. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
Actinium March 17, 2018 Author March 17, 2018 Hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooly shit It's been a while, hasn't it? Well, needless to say, a lot of things have happened in the last year. For starters, I have a girlfriend. She knows about my tulpas and talks to them on a daily basis. We've been dating for a month but we've actually known each other for a few years so we both know each other quite well. ^^ Second order of business, I have a new horse in my head, named Chimera. Though, she refuses to consider herself a tulpa as she wasn't made like Haven and Aphelion were. She just sorta... Happened. I thought it was gonna be a one time thing, but she ended up sticking around and she's going to be turning a year old next month. She started out as an OC for a fic I was writing, but the more I developed her character, the stronger I sorta felt a connection towards her, which I guess led to her unintentional creation. As of now, we almost do no forcing sessions, we haven't seen a need to. I might try to get back into it but I don't know. All three of my mind horses have been doing just fine and going strong without having sessions but I still need to get back into the habit of it. Maybe we can start a new wonderland (fuck I haven't used that term in a while) and try to develop it from there. Needless to say, I'm gonna try to get back into the swing of things and become more active here. Peace out, guys. Edit: Forgot to mention, I got a drawing tablet and have been actively drawing! I'll most likely be posting in the art section more frequently than before, which was not at all lol. I'll be more than happy to share whatever drawings I make. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
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