ThatOneGuy July 8, 2012 July 8, 2012 Just fine, for the most part. Orange juice helps with concentration headaches.
Sorryman54 July 8, 2012 Author July 8, 2012 Good. Anymore advice you could give? Fedes tunes are working. I tried listening to the genre i liked, but i found myself distracted. I tried it in silence, and the creaks in my apartment got me distracted. My over-active mind just needs it zen.
ThatOneGuy July 8, 2012 July 8, 2012 The most common piece of advice that applies most universally around here: Do what feels right to you. You don't have to adhere exactly to the guides and what people tell you if it just doesn't feel right. Orange juice helps with concentration headaches.
Sorryman54 July 8, 2012 Author July 8, 2012 Yes. I have loosely followed the guides, but to mostly no avail.
Sorryman54 July 8, 2012 Author July 8, 2012 Update: forced for as long as i could. Im getting better at it. Im not getting headaches, just a little tired. Is that bad, i thought headaches were normal? Anyways, i tried fede's tunes. Tulpaforce didnt work, but i found theta to work well. Im going to try pink noise, and see how that works. Anyways, i built a cabin in my wonderland for Her. Complete with a bed, rug, windows, fireplace, and jukebox and TV (which in theory could have acess to my memories of watched programs and songs ive listened too.) Decided to include genitals on Her. Worked on personality a little bit while relaxing in tub. Got out after fourty minutes. I dont know if it was the song, or not. Because when i stopped and open my eyes, i kinda recoiled from the sight. Idk if thsts a sign or not. Please dont mind any grammatical errors, touch screens suck.
Sorryman54 July 8, 2012 Author July 8, 2012 Forced in sleep last night (if you call 4am last night.) All i did was believe she was there in my mind. Dreamed again (details are fuzzy) she was hugging me and various certain things. Im not sure if it was me or her dreaming. I hope it was Her. I want her here with me. Thing is, we were in my wonderland (a grassy medow with a pristine clean lake, a single evergreen tree, and sorrounded by snow capped mountaints). I only remember swimming and being in the cabin. When i woke, i felt like i was sorta sad, like im missing something in life. The dreams are beautiful...
Guest July 9, 2012 July 9, 2012 They're tones, not tunes. You'll have to excuse my friend. He is an illiterate Cambodian immigrant with down syndrome.
Sands July 9, 2012 July 9, 2012 You're my favorite guest. At least I think you're that one. I would watch the Sorryman and guest show. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
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