Platinum's Progression

[Platinum]

Well this week we tried to see if she could take control of any part of me and that was met with some minor success. She was able to control part of my left hand and was able to use the fingers she had control of to answer yes/no questions with taps but couldn't do much else. towards the end of the week we lost that for some reason. haven't had much in terms of vocalizing progress during this week. I keep apologizing to her about my failures in terms of our progress cause I know Midnight is putting her all into this so the malfunction has to be on my end.

total time spent since last post: 10 hours

total time overall: 122 hours

[Platinum]

Over the past week I was able get some decent progress. Midnight moves more freely now and actually has taken on the ability to fly as she now chooses to float near me as opposed to walking or sitting with me. I still have trouble hearing her and it gets more depressing every time she goes to speak and nothing comes out. However I think she may be breaking down the mental wall I have that doesn't let 9 out of 10 sentences come through.

total time spent since last post: 10 hours

total time overall: 132 hours

[Guest applesauce99]

a flying tulpa sounds awesome, keep it up!

[Platinum]

When class started I thought that I would struggle to get any quality time with Midnight but so far it has been the opposite. I found it easier to visualize while in class than at home although that is probably a product of being bored with lectures. she still prefers to be airborne most of the time but will now stay grounded if we are in the same place for a long period of time like class. Alongside that continuing to get better communication and for some reason she has been changing her clothes all the time usually to fit the situation we are in though so I am unsure what that means.

total time spent since last post: 14 hours

total time overall: 146 hours

[Platinum]

Hello this week I decided to try two things that kept popping up here to help I abandoned the hour counts and made a second tulpa named Dawn to assist the first. Dawn is also female and has the body of Holo from Spice and Wolf and has a base personality that is loosely based on Holo as well. I did see some some improvements over the course of the week with Midnight, she has been much more talkative along with increasing in possession strength (she now can move an arm and leg as apposed to a few fingers). As for Dawn she moves very erratically like Midnight did early on in the process and can say a few words if I focus on just her. They both don't have individual voices so it still is a little hard to tell who is talking.

[Platinum]

Nothing much to report this week. Almost no progression and for a few days this week it seemed like we were losing ground instead as it became harder to even see Midnight and Dawn in my mind. Fortunately though that has been corrected and I hope to have a better report to turn in next week.

[Natasha]

Nothing much to report this week. Almost no progression and for a few days this week it seemed like we were losing ground instead as it became harder to even see Midnight and Dawn in my mind. Fortunately though that has been corrected and I hope to have a better report to turn in next week.

 

This is properly really far fetched as you properly don´t have a second computer monitor BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT

If you have a picture of them you can always put it up on the second screen, this helps imprint their form into your mind as you browse the webs or read emails.

An alternative is to print them out.

Just don´t let anyone see your crazed waifu ceremony

 

 

Don´t know if it´s an option for you as you may live with family or roommates that might think you are an otaku(nothing wrong with that though, i just have my personal fears), but if you live alone it´s great and it helped me a ton to imprint natashas form into my mind for good!

[Platinum]

 

This is properly really far fetched as you properly don´t have a second computer monitor BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT

If you have a picture of them you can always put it up on the second screen, this helps imprint their form into your mind as you browse the webs or read emails.

An alternative is to print them out.

Just don´t let anyone see your crazed waifu ceremony

 

 

Don´t know if it´s an option for you as you may live with family or roommates that might think you are an otaku(nothing wrong with that though, i just have my personal fears), but if you live alone it´s great and it helped me a ton to imprint natashas form into my mind for good!

I don't live alone but I can still print pictures out and no one in my house will really question it because they almost never go in my room. Thank You.

[Platinum]

No noticeable progress this week but on the plus side did not have any backslides. Have been trying possession while sleeping that I read about with very limited success. That is pretty much it I'm sorry.

[Platinum]

So this week I let Dawn talk on the irc and she enjoyed about talking to more than myself and Midnight for a change. I'm probably going to let Midnight on as well even if she has been a bit hesitant to do so her being more reserved than Dawn. Another bit of progress is that I can pretty much have full length conversations with them through mind-voice but they still won't strike up the conversations themselves.