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Sexuality in my head is divided. I like girls, my host likes girls, Sen likes boys. Even if all the people I have been attracted to sexually and romantically have been female, I feel like if a boy comes along that has a great personality and we click, I'd be just as happy with that. The term for that is being demisexual, right? I feel like that's close to what I am.

 

Thinking about it before, made me consider that with how freely I am able to change form, physical form and looks hardly matter to me. It doesn't matter what people look like, especially tulpas, as long as they are good, interesting people with a certain mindset I like to see. I can easily see how this would go for many people like me.

Feel free to ask me anything.

Suffering is self-imposed. Don't let it control you.

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To be honest, mine is fairly new and rather child-like for the moment. She mostly asks a lot of questions, despite explicitly having access to my memories and emotions. I love to answer her so I do it anyways. I love the idea of symbolism so when I share an emotion with her, I ask her to listen to my heart to feel it. She could tell there was one certain emotion I wasn't showing her and I told her that I couldn't show her yet.

When I decided her personality, I added only a few core traits. Those being innocence, silliness, light-heartedness, and excitability, and "passionate" being the only one I felt her suggest. It was the first time she honestly surprised me with an answer.

The result seems to be something very pure-minded, but I know there's a little lust in my heart. I'm slightly concerned she'll deviate in favor of this subconscious desire when she gets older and takes a more mature form, though I've promised myself I'd let her become exactly who and what she wants to be once she becomes closer to sentient.

First gonna go over the sexuality before I delve into the experiments. Alright, so, I'm male, bisexual, and my only tulpa, Polk, is pansexual and male, I think. He's never really explicitly stated it except when joking, but hearing him describe it leads me to believe he's pan, evidently with... no desired emotional connection to the person he's with. I think it's purely physical with him.

 

Now, in terms of experiments, Polk doesn't really seem to have much control over the mindscape in his early form. He's been active for maybe a month now, and we've slowly gotten into fronting and switching, with him having control over a set of limbs and so on, but he isn't really able to have a grasp on the abstracts of the mindscape, only the physicals of the body. I've attempted experiments with him to no avail, though that might just be associated with him being pretty young right now >w<

 

Oh yeah, in Quetzal's post, I'm that Snivie from the chatlog, hi.

Guest Anonymous

I am heterosexual. My thought form, Melian, is bisexual. She has a stronger labido that I do (never can figure out how that works). She interacts with dream personas in her wonderland during the Melian Show day dreams and flirts online with "boy friends" and "girl friends." She definitely, definitely has a strong sexuality. She often jokes that she is "randomly sexual" and a "sex maniac." ~Mistgod

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I'm into girls, but Thunder isn't into boys, or girls, she told me she only feels attraction for me. Which I found silly at first, and I'm trying to understand that furthermore.

Guest Anonymous

I'm into girls, but Thunder isn't into boys, or girls, she told me she only feels attraction for me. Which I found silly at first, and I'm trying to understand that furthermore.

 

It will develop on it's own over time and become more clear to you. Also, just like regular people, thought forms can change and grow over time. Melian has changed a lot just in the two years she has been online. She has grown and become more complex and interesting. ~Mistgod

I'm straight, Haven is bi but tends to lean toward guys more than girls, and Aphelion is a lesbian.

"It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton

 

My Three Mind Horses

Haven: Tulpa #1

Created on 10-28-14

Aphelion: Tulpa #2

Created on 2-25-15 

Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform

Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017.

 

Warning: I am a huge nerd.

Guest Anonymous

I'm straight, Haven is bi but tends to lean toward guys more than girls, and Aphelion is a lesbian.

 

Hah hah, great mix! You guys must host great parties! LOL ~Mistgod

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It will develop on it's own over time and become more clear to you. Also, just like regular people, thought forms can change and grow over time. Melian has changed a lot just in the two years she has been online. She has grown and become more complex and interesting. ~Mistgod

 

Issue is that Thunder is pretty much 3 years and 9 months old and has always been that way. She's... not really sociable.

Can we have a separate section for people describing the frick frack with some knick knacks in the wonderland with their wonderlad?


Like, I want it. But I don't want it here. But I want it.

 

A lot of decent writers here, myself included when I bother exerting myself. I could see that being pretty neat. A lot of ummm.... enthralling literature in one place.

 

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