Natasha September 25, 2012 September 25, 2012 I noticed he gets jelly when I spend time with my IRL friends instead of him, that's kinda cute. Daily orange shower has been canceled, i d´awwed too much and spilled it De bedste og smukkeste ting i verden kan hverken ses eller røres, de må opleves med hjertet.
Knapp September 25, 2012 Author September 25, 2012 Actually, me and a friend of mine had a sleepover this weekend, and I hadn't much opportunity to be with Philip, or force properly. Afterwards, he was all pouty about it and wouldn't talk or anything. But later when it was forcing time he was much happier. Silly tupper<3 *~*~* His emotional responses are a lot stronger now. The pressure/pain he sends is less often, but stronger as well. His form is becoming less "black" and more "gray", like if you're in a dark room with someone; you can't see colors (except for gray/black) but you can sort of see shapes and stuff. He doesn't talk that much, at least not on his own, mostly if I'm asking him something and then only in a couple of words. I've been trying to lucid dream, but it's hard. I don't know if Philip's ever been in my dreams, I don't recall ever seeing him in there. But last night I had a strange (?) dream. It was a chilled autumn day, and I was with a boy (black hair, black pants and coat). We were walking down a gravel road lined with trees. We went off the road, where the grassy ground was sloping down to a large lake. We sat down and started feeding some ducks that were there. We talked about something, can't remember what. After a while, I stood up and said "I have to go now". He said "Do you have to?". "Yes, but I'll come back." "You promise?" "I promise." He looked very sad as I walked away, and then I woke up. Afterwards, I asked Philip if that boy was him. He didn't say anything, and it sort of slipped my mind until now. Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Natasha September 27, 2012 September 27, 2012 Good to hear you are making progress ^_^ This is how your tulpa looks whenever you leave them. You wouldn´t want to make a tiny babby panda cry would you? De bedste og smukkeste ting i verden kan hverken ses eller røres, de må opleves med hjertet.
Knapp September 27, 2012 Author September 27, 2012 Yeah, progress is nice. Philip says "Hi" by the way. I asked him about the dream again, and he says it wasn't him. Hope it's not a tulpa or anything, I'd rather stick with one. For now at least. I only "leave" him when I go to sleep, he's almost always with me unless he's off for a bit doing something else. Leaving my tupper would break my heart3 Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Natasha September 27, 2012 September 27, 2012 Yeah, progress is nice. Philip says "Hi" by the way. I asked him about the dream again, and he says it wasn't him. Hope it's not a tulpa or anything, I'd rather stick with one. For now at least. I only "leave" him when I go to sleep, he's almost always with me unless he's off for a bit doing something else. Leaving my tupper would break my heart3 Your dream sounds like a one of those flashbacks they love so much in drama/love/reunion books to be honest, so I wouldn´t worry about it being another tupper if I were you. (I din´t want to say it before because I figured it might be Phillip) Natasha says hi as well Translated from: "Screw her, you spend more time reading her and the others progress reports than you do on forcing (made me chuckle) De bedste og smukkeste ting i verden kan hverken ses eller røres, de må opleves med hjertet.
Knapp September 27, 2012 Author September 27, 2012 Thanks, I appreciate you reading my crappy journal. Unfortunately, I've been in an biking accident and screwed up my hands. It takes me ages to type with one finger, so I wont be updating here, draw or write in the forum for a while (a week at most, I think, but I'm not sure). I'll still lurk around and force though, so no worries. Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Natasha September 27, 2012 September 27, 2012 Thanks, I appreciate you reading my crappy journal. Unfortunately, I've been in an biking accident and screwed up my hands. It takes me ages to type with one finger, so I wont be updating here, draw or write in the forum for a while (a week at most, I think, but I'm not sure). I'll still lurk around and force though, so no worries. Frosty has become a hermit, you have finger aids and Natasha enjoys reading Basks journal because she has a cooking bear. Nothing to waste my time on now but Natasha, she is pretty much dancing right now. I also just found out that my best friend found these forums by sheer luck and told me about "these lonely retards that try to give themselves schitzoprenia" (Thankfully he din´t recognize me) so I guess i´ll just go sob infront of the television. Edit: Oh god i sound so gloomy De bedste og smukkeste ting i verden kan hverken ses eller røres, de må opleves med hjertet.
Knapp September 27, 2012 Author September 27, 2012 Frosty has become a hermit, you have finger aids and Natasha enjoys reading Basks journal because she has a cooking bear. Nothing to waste my time on now but Natasha, she is pretty much dancing right now. I also just found out that my best friend found these forums by sheer luck and told me about "these lonely retards that try to give themselves schitzoprenia" (Thankfully he din´t recognize me) so I guess i´ll just go sob infront of the television. Edit: Oh god i sound so gloomy Oh, don't cry<3 I'm a bit better now that I'm all bandaged up and running on painkillers, I can sort of type. (It went better faster than I thought, I reckoned I'd be off the forum for weeks) It was lucky I didn't brake any bones or anything, but my arms still hurt a lot and otherwise I'm pretty much handicapped lol. *~*~* I've been watching a lot of movies, both animated and live-action, to get movements and expressions down. And also things like clothes, hairstyles, haircolors, special powers and other stuff for Philip, so he and I can decide on his form already. And about that dream, that was apparently all there was. It was a bit out of the ordinary though, I usually get a couple of short, strange and abstract dreams per night. However, that night I only got that one, it felt very real and it was quite long. Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Natasha September 28, 2012 September 28, 2012 S-s-stupid swede! Its not like i was sad or anything. Btw has he said anything about how he wants to look yet? :3 Sassy slim type, muscular, fede? and why do people use so harsh words against tulpamancers ;_; De bedste og smukkeste ting i verden kan hverken ses eller røres, de må opleves med hjertet.
Knapp September 28, 2012 Author September 28, 2012 I love it when you act tsundere Den-chan~ Alas, no, he's too busy singing along to my music. Gosh darn it Philip, make up your mind already >_> >Fede I lol'd Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
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