My new tulpa and my mind.

[juasjuasie]

unusual day. i and neither she wanted to really do anything meaningful regarding forcing, so we just reacted to our environment and heard music (also telling my stupid mind to not forget that she is there, but what can i do with this sick and tired mind? ugghhh...)

 

either way, it was a normal day

[tulpa001]

Well, I hope you get better soon. That actually sounds like a normal forcing thing to do, to each comment about your environment and talk to each other.

[juasjuasie]

for some reason, going to school makes me want to force more with my tulpa than staying home. or so it seems :P. 

 

no real advancements in imposing. she is going well.

 

if you guys are asking why i am posting always late recently... i don't know. i couldn't remember to write on the site until night. but i do my force session at lunch time.

[juasjuasie]

so homework took me 3 hours of my time... time of not talking to my tulpa at all. it concerned me little, but what can i do? (i am fine tho) 

 

in imposing i tried to make her paint on an imaginary canvas. results are... difficult to express. she said it was way too easy for her to draw stuff like that. not surprising, she just has to imagine drawing that.

 

have a good night guys.

[juasjuasie]

forgot this site because of april fools (sorry) 

 

there was no new things to see in my forcing. and i am going to write day 48 this night, so don't worry.

[juasjuasie]

so today we tried to do possession. seems easy enough. she just uses puppet strings on my hands and... voila! now she can play games with my hands! sort off... sometimes i take control and sometimes we don't know who is controlling the hands, so practice will be needed. besides that, no progress in imposition

[juasjuasie]

so my passive forcing got stable recently. getting out of my sickness does affect the way i force after all. Alexandra began chanting while active forcing. not the first time, but today she chanted a beautiful song.

 

other than that, nothing worth mentioning besides that she can now posses my hands? not sure about it.

[juasjuasie]

second (or third) time i forgot to write this. crap

 

no unusual things happened to me or Alexandra yesterday. besides that i'm sick

[juasjuasie]

today i was so sick i almost fell asleep in school. at least was to tired to care on school and spent more time on Alexandra. so yeah it was a good day for passive forcing

 

no especial thing happened in active forcing, except she tried to posses my legs. didn't worked.

 

i know i am doing this super short PR's, but i am sick, sorry.

[juasjuasie]

it is no wonder that my quality of my PR's are currently low. i have been missing days (like today) and most of the days mostly no new things happens to us.

 

so what do i do? should i take a vacation from PR's? maybe stop? idk

 

i could also do pr's when only something interesting happens.

 

i initially did this to motivate me to force, but Alexandra is know part of my life and this is more of a burden than anything :/