My new tulpa and my mind.

[juasjuasie]

Yeah, there are some odd people on the IRC. Not always a great crowd. The best crowd seems to be in the evening in north america.

 

Don't rush political views. You will end up with them as you learn about the world, but politics can be unpleasant. Better to have fun for a few months.

 

thanks. i told her we shouldn't get too much into that and just to have fun :)

[Radio Hiss]

a person just said straight from nowhere that his tulpa was Donald Trump... i don't want to get political, but c'mon! you shouldn't base tulpas on real-life people! that would lower their self esteem!

 

Oh, she was only joking.

 

Hasn't lowered my tulpae's self-esteem. Out of all of the things that have given them low self-esteem, that's not on the list.

[juasjuasie]

 

Oh, she was only joking.

 

Hasn't lowered my tulpae's self-esteem. Out of all of the things that have given them low self-esteem, that's not on the list.

 

 

well i couldn't tell she was serious as she stated to me she was dead serious. Also tell Apollo that i'm sorry, i was really confused and welp conflicted.

[Summer]

Also my tulpa has a interesting question; (hello! i want to be independent, but should i have any political views? or it doesn't matter) i just told her that maybe it doesn't matter, but if she wants to learn to have one she could do it. What do you guys think about her question?

 

It doesn't matter, really. You'll develop them along the way as you grow. I, personally try and avoid such topic discussing with nihi as it only just drag to nowhere, (We usually have different and mostly have opposite political views).

 

I say,Just enjoy what you currently doing ;). See the nature of living :D. Have fun!  <3

[Vos]

It's pretty silly to rush through things. Take your time and try to form preferences/views naturally.

[juasjuasie]

It's pretty silly to rush through things. Take your time and try to form preferences/views naturally.

(Thanks Vos!)

[juasjuasie]

so i had sleep problems last night, so i wasn't in the mood for roleplaying in wonderland. and my laziness made me stay motionless hearing music for hours. so that didn't help much, since Alexandra was just thinking of the music as i do. also i found her voice faint and difficult to ''find'' if i didn't concentrate enough and i couldn't picture her, just hearing her. Not that it's surprising, since i was tired. (either way it was pretty relaxing) (curious she made that comment)

 

also tomorrow it will be our 3 weeks i am pretty excited for it!

[juasjuasie]

so it's been 3 weeks on this community! let's go to the 1st month!. today i went to a snowy mountain (she never liked the idea until today). well besides that, i can't really say this day was very special. so i will just had out on the crazy IRC to train her to communicate.

 

i am also planning to make a signature, so there is that

[juasjuasie]

so yesterday, my tulpa got very scared and sad because of an tulpa IRC discussion. and i have to tell you, it felt very weird.  first i felt a very bizarre emotion, like a void. i was pretty ok (just grumpy from what they have said)

but then, i started crying, for not apparent reason, so i checked up on my tulpa and she was pretty crying. then i got mad, but the void was there, then i calmed down (but the void was there). she couldn't feeling that way until someone told a good pun, then the void stopped and i saw her more normal. After that she was pretty much flirting with me more than usual with me until the noon :p.

 

this morning she told me that yesterday she was very troubled and sad from the comments. i told her that there are worse things than people being mean and now she got the idea of a new form (it's just her with some nasty fangs, to defend herself i don't like it but she says she looks emmm better no to say.) 

 

today i went to a snowy area in wonderland, then we got to an ice castle and lastly i fought a part of myself. i called it ''hope'' as he only told me what i wanted to be and he encouraged me to ''wake up''.

 

i think i will battle one last time in the future....

 

well silly things aside, she is getting more pushy with various things in our relationship, and i'm happy that she wants to be more independent, just that i have to be the voice of reason sometimes and i have to set my own parameters with her :P

 

if you could say something to her i  would appreciate it pretty much :)

 

have a nice day everyone.

[Tewi]

Hello Alexandra.

 

I haven't paid enough attention, what's her form like? Possibly related question, your avatar is Edea from Bravely Default, right?