juasjuasie February 19, 2017 Author February 19, 2017 Well, we aren't newbies, we've been around for seven years and switching for like... a little over 2ish maybe? And we don't prank each other, guess we're just not like that. We tend to make food for each other before switching actually. I don't know about the others' first times, but I was actually the first of us to switch, so I remember it pretty well. I think it was like 3-4AM before the sun rose, and I looked outside and saw the moon and its light over everything, and it made me want to cry (like good cry). I would say the senses were overwhelming at first. It took a while before we were desensitized to them, and in that time we tended to get lost looking at or feeling textures, like the bumps on walls or smooth wood of our desk. It was definitely a lot more immersive than the wonderland yes. I think it was just us recognizing all the things people learn to ignore/filter out over the years. Lumi obviously saw this stuff all the time, felt things plenty of times, but we hadn't. But that wore off after a few months I think, we see things more or less like him now. thanks for your time! i hope meeting your other tulpas and host in the future. you and many on this site are really interesting! hey i am a human host. my tulpa is Alexandra and she talks in pink we like to answer questions so don't be shy :)
tulpa001 February 19, 2017 February 19, 2017 it's clear now that i need serious help. this is because it's just day 6 and i am already confused. is she aware and ok off all of this or she is still not aware? how can i be sure is not my mind tricking me? is this going to have serious consequences? Tulpas go through a phase of vague, unthinking awareness, that I believe yours has reached. It is not going to have serious consequences. Still, if you think it is wrong, keep your distance. Your tulpa will appreciate you sticking to your values. Be aware that your tulpa can also influence your thoughts, and share emotions and desires. It happens to a different degree for everyone. I just have 2 questions. 1.- My tulpa is still very young, only 6 days. i can feel some actions are made up by her but there are still many aspects of her that are controlled by my forcing.(Ex: roleplaying in wonderland). It's still a good idea to start interacting sexually with my tulpa if the host is comfortable with it? 2.- Can you introduce me the general opinion of the forum on tulpa sex? Need to echo Reisen here. Don't start this sort of relationship for real until you can get proper consent that you know is coming from them. I'd say something completely different if you were trying to create a character and not a person in your head. Your tulpa will probably try to be a friend with benefits or romantic partner with you when they are older. Do not make assumptions, though. Do not expect, or act with expectation. Do not take your tulpa for granted. Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide.
juasjuasie February 20, 2017 Author February 20, 2017 yay 1 week tulpamancing. now what? well keep going of course! I have seen a clear difference between alexandra from day 1 and today. Even after many problems it seems going well for me. the head pressures seems to be a normal thing when tulpamancing. i however wonder if that can affect my health? i hope it gets easier on that. well this day was nothing especial. we parroted and narrated as usual. however, if you want to give me some advice, don't be shy and please! share! Best wishes! hey i am a human host. my tulpa is Alexandra and she talks in pink we like to answer questions so don't be shy :)
Vos February 20, 2017 February 20, 2017 I haven't heard of head pressures affecting someone's health before, so you should be fine.
juasjuasie February 20, 2017 Author February 20, 2017 I haven't heard of head pressures affecting someone's health before, so you should be fine. thanks! and thanks for all the help Edit: i added the question mark for no reason hey i am a human host. my tulpa is Alexandra and she talks in pink we like to answer questions so don't be shy :)
Summer February 20, 2017 February 20, 2017 I say, this is starting to become my favorite PR :) About the head pressure thing, relax. It is pretty normal and it wont affect your health or anything. Although, nihi felt immense headpressures when was developing me and probably easily tire him and probably having minor to minimal head aches but that's it actually. Anyway goodluck with your progress ;) Also, I do not recommend rushly and recklessly start with sexual relationship with you on this early parts of her development Hello! I am one of Nihi's Tulpas! It is very nice to meet you! :D
juasjuasie February 20, 2017 Author February 20, 2017 I say, this is starting to become my favorite PR :) About the head pressure thing, relax. It is pretty normal and it wont affect your health or anything. Although, nihi felt immense headpressures when was developing me and probably easily tire him and probably having minor to minimal head aches but that's it actually. Anyway goodluck with your progress ;) Also, I do not recommend rushly and recklessly start with sexual relationship with you on this early parts of her development i have learned that on the last part you mentioned and i really feel like a douche and very bad everytime i think about it :@ . Anyways, thank you for reading my PR i really appreciate it! i love how this community is very understanding and helpful! i will associate the head pressure as a normal thing from now on! hey i am a human host. my tulpa is Alexandra and she talks in pink we like to answer questions so don't be shy :)
Summer February 20, 2017 February 20, 2017 i have learned that on the last part you mentioned and i really feel like a douche and very bad everytime i think about it :@ . Do not stress yourself too much about it. It's a common human nature ;). Just tell her what you feel on it. You may never know what she will going to say, Hello! I am one of Nihi's Tulpas! It is very nice to meet you! :D
juasjuasie February 21, 2017 Author February 21, 2017 so to ''celebrate'' my first week tulpamancing. i decided to make one step foward. so, besides the usual forcing and role playing i did 3 things with Alexandra to test her independence. 1.- math. so i started asking simple math questions, but that didn't help me to get conclusive results, as it may as well be my subconsious giving Alexandra the answers and not herself. so i asked her what 3 digits multiplied by each other gives, because i can't get an automatic answer by my brain with that. I would just think on nothing and let her give an answer. sadly, she didn't get any right. However her answers were close. So i can say she understand the basic nature of a multiplication at least. 2.-a friendly battle(i know, stupid). so my stupid roleplaying shenanigans convinced me to do just that. and i can tell you it was damn interesting. She was very eager to do it. When i tell her that it was to test her power of imagination over mine she punched me in the face (in a funny manner, we weren't mad at all). i was of course not doing anything that could lead me an instawin, but she did and hear this, unexpected moves. i trapped her, punch in the face, i puched her, and she stomps me. I even tried to slow her movements(like a time-slowing thing) and i was struggling to keep her slow. At the end, i was thinking of nothing and there she was celebrating and jumping around the victory i gave to her. This was by far the most amusing thing i ever did this month. 3.-chess. Very inconclusive. i asked here which piece to move and expected an answer. i was fairly ok, she did some moves that my subconcious didn't suggest, but my mind couldn't stop telling her my strategies and what she could do. so it was mess since i wasn't very aware which plays were made ''totally'' by her. and i also won, so there is that. so it was interesting today, i could also talk about my roleplaying story i am developing as i am in wonderland, but i am tired and is very long. so, if tomorrow i don't see to much advancements in her, i guess i should tell you guys my adventure in wonderland. hey i am a human host. my tulpa is Alexandra and she talks in pink we like to answer questions so don't be shy :)
juasjuasie February 21, 2017 Author February 21, 2017 so today we were doing normal in active forcing (in the middle of an ocean in Wonderland, of course). Last night, i asked again some math questions (and she failed again) and today i just talked to her what i did today and my plans for the rest of the day. I was also seeing the guides on the site. So to not just say this short paragraph, i will tell you guys about my wonderland: so, in order, have created the ''hub'' (a greenfield with a lake and a cherry tree) a forest, a medieval village, the desert, a desert village, a dungeon in the desert and the ocean with some villages. so the roleplay with Alexandra in this Wonderland is to simply explore and to do regular things (mostly narrating, parroting) but i also practice imagining sounds, textures and tastes. i have also created a little story out of nowhere. i have to defeat some representations of my emotions and collect some stones after defeating them (i know it sounds stupid, but that's what i came up with). For the moment i am in the middle ocean in a village and i think the story will go on for a while :) any tips and suggestions are appreciated! hey i am a human host. my tulpa is Alexandra and she talks in pink we like to answer questions so don't be shy :)
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