OleGL November 4, 2020 Author Share November 4, 2020 4 Nov 2020 We played beach volleyball. Lia won with 7:1. I was too busy memorizing the score, computing physics and staring at Lia’s swimsuit. •dancing coffinbearers.jpg• Lia - 30 Jan 2018 Art thread PR Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OleGL December 9, 2020 Author Share December 9, 2020 (edited) 9 Dec 2020 Today I’ve been visiting a local ikea store. Suddenly Lia popped up and said aloud: - Buy me something. ”What exactly would you like?” ”Something that smells good.” I grabbed a bunch of aroma candles. She rarely asks me for something. Edited December 9, 2020 by OleGL Lia - 30 Jan 2018 Art thread PR Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OleGL January 30, 2021 Author Share January 30, 2021 (edited) 30 Jan 2021 Today is Lia’s birthday. She is three now. That was a remarkable year. The lockdown played his role and let us focus on each other. We’ve learned switching and spent many days exploring this state of mind. My drawing skill has significantly improved. I even can review my arts without cringe now. Although I still can’t feel myself confident enough to draw Lia’s portrait in her human form. She seems like a final boss of this game. I just hope there won’t be end credits after defeating her. Lia laughed a lot at this phrase. Edited January 30, 2021 by OleGL Lia - 30 Jan 2018 Art thread PR Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest January 30, 2021 Share January 30, 2021 Happy birthday to Lia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BearBaeBeau January 30, 2021 Share January 30, 2021 [Misha] Happy Birthday! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OleGL March 18, 2021 Author Share March 18, 2021 18 Mar 2021 Yesterday, during a fronting session, Lia noticed the lack of internal dialogue. "I sat down on a chair and listened to myself. It was a dead silence. No internal radio, no thoughts. I could sit there for a very long time without doing anything. I usually felt like something big was sleeping next to me (guess who). But not this time. Honestly, it was a little scary." Lia - 30 Jan 2018 Art thread PR Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BearBaeBeau March 18, 2021 Share March 18, 2021 My internal radio pretty much stopped when my system came about. I would constantly play a monologue like as if I was a vlogger or as if people are listening. Maybe someone was listening, lol. Anyway whatever itch that was is gone, I talk to my system and when we're not talking and I'm not specifically thinking about something, it's silent. This silence is replaced by hypnagogia when I'm really tired and about to go to sleep. That silence allows me to focus in on the hypnagogia. It's easily drowned out by internal radio thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OleGL April 25, 2021 Author Share April 25, 2021 On April 17 I attended a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with a long-term depression and anxiety. He prescribed some AD, AA and neuroleptics. After starting taking them I got some morning headaches but otherwise I felt myself much better. I was afraid that those medication will affect Lia in some way but she is fine as usual. Lia - 30 Jan 2018 Art thread PR Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BearBaeBeau April 25, 2021 Share April 25, 2021 That's good. Good luck and I hope you can overcome the root cause. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminesce April 25, 2021 Share April 25, 2021 Good to hear the medication has helped and also not hurt anything Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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