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I'm Ranger, GrayTheCat's cobud (tulpa), and I love hippos! I also like cake and chatting about stuff. I go by Rosalin or Ronan sometimes. You can call me Roz but please don't call me Ron.

My other headmates have their own account now, but it's outdated and I can't be bothered to update it

 

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Bre Translator | Cobud Carrd | Art Thread | Old Blogs 1 2 | Switching Log | Tumblr | Yay!

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I'm sorry, but you were warned.

Yaaaaaa I'm ascared now!

 

I apologize that the gallows are in use, so please find the shark tank on level 8.

Big sigh times. My cat is sitting on me like a big purry furry lump. I don't know if I need a snack or not, Gavin doesn't care either way, and Cassidy went to bed so I can't get his input. 

 

Some days I like the time I get with just Gavin in the evenings, it feels like when he was first around. Other days I miss Cassidy and I wish he was up, I'll look back mentally and have a second of silence before I realize, oh wait, he's gone dormant and it's his perogative to be dormant. 

 

3 is a good number for us, because even when 1 of us has no strong preference, it's much more likely that the third person can talk to you at length. 

(Do we have opinions on it that we are willing to talk about? J, G, C)

Christianity: Yes, No, Yes

Stoicism: Yes, Yes, No

Taoism: Yes, No, Yes

Paganism: No, Yes, Yes

School: Yes, No, No :P

Etc. 

 

It takes two to tango. 

 

If Gavin called me his 'creator', it would be a strong snark move that Gavin rarely makes. Cassidy has absoutely called me 'dad' at points, just slip of the tongue stuff more than anything... When he was really new, I think I talked somewhere about how Cassidy was in this weird place between being my friend and my child. Turns out that name for that was "sibling." I have no other brothers to compare them to! This is what it means to be a brother, to me. 

- J

The world is far, the world is wide; the man needs someone by his side. 

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Yep, well, I did have siblings and I wouldn't say my headmates are my siblings or relatives at all, they are my family though, but best friend/non-sexual partner even fits better imo. The best possible friend anyway, since the other is hard to have an analogy. We live for each other, siblings have entirely different lives.

Have you heard of queerplatonic relationships? Queer as in not-typical, not as in not-hetero. Tbh I've never known any IRL... In short, it's a relationship greater than just friendship, but not dating, not marriage. May involve parenting together or living together without having any goal of getting married. 

 

It seems like a niche thing, but tulpamancy is a niche thing, and "this person lives in my head and we are closer then friends but not romantic partners" seems like something that might fit into that niche.

 

But hell, does everything need a label? Ohhh, idk... eventually I'll be confident enough to joke about my crushes on Gavin.

 

...I think you called that Misha Syndrome? What does it mean when the host gets it? It feels like a brain wiring trip up. 

 

Point being, the tulpamancer/tulpa bond seems like the sort that might line up with QPP thinking. -J

The world is far, the world is wide; the man needs someone by his side. 

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Misha Syndrome: a near catatonic state of a headmate as they are temporarily rendered near unresponsive by a sudden admiration and romantic love that fills their being to the point of explosion. In this state they are amenable to anything as a willing love slave, a barely volitional puppet-like state with a blank zombie-like stare. In this state they radiate the emotion of pure love to the extent that the body is affected as if in the early and potent stages of puppy love or crush. The effect is temporary lasting from 20 minutes to a day at most. Even touching a headmate in this state may lead to embarrassing consequences.

Well, I've bitten him several times to see what would happen, does that count? I just, (keysmash here) wanna touch him sometimes. 

 

This feels more like puppy love, in comparison. Puppy love fueled, for the first time, with testosterone.... yikes. 

 

Gavin said I could tell this story. During the offertory, they were playing slow romantic jazz on a grand piano... The usher going in the middle of the aisle was literally wearing a rainbow flag blazer. A teen guy about my age, longish black hair, tall. Gavin switched over Cassidy and was trying to catch his eye to smile at him. He didn't even notice. Gavin told me, he was happy, because if the guy had noticed him, Gavin probably would have been stricken with self-consciousness. 

 

But lordy, I've never seen Gavin crush so hard. He still thinks about that, daydreams. He regrets not keeping the order of service, since he wants to find that piece of jazz music. Both my brothers daydream about the sweetest things. Eh, generally.

 

Come to think of it, this is even more proof I'm a vampire. I'm in the dark, right now 0_0

-J

 

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