Norman_Steel September 4, 2012 Author September 4, 2012 Day 11. When I woke up she was still sleeping, made me d'aw to some extent. After she woke up and I was driving of course, I began narrating to her about the traits she showed and congratulated her for her assertiveness and intelligence. Also I took it as a chance to explain her the difference between arousal and love since I'm a bloody teenager who can't control his hormones. All day I felt her presence without the need of forcing deeply, I'm not exaggerating, I felt her and it was very comforting. May have heard several whispers of her voice through my mind along the day, actually there was one part of the day in which I almost fell down the stairs but managed to prevent so by sheer luck and unusually fast reactions. When I told my mother about my day, she told me. "It looks like someone has a great guardian angel." I felt all giggly inside and was about to burst into laughter at the statement, while I walked towards my room I entered the wonderland and gave her a quick kiss to thank her for being with me all morning. I kind of am in the middle of tests so I couldn't narrate all afternoon, but she remained with me as if telling me "Don't forget I'm here." I am now able to feel her presence with all of my body, it sents shivers everywhere. Before it used to be limited to the head or back, now every part of my body shivers. The night is still young "actually it isn't but who cares?" and many things could happen, glad I tried creating a tulpa. (:
Ganathon September 4, 2012 September 4, 2012 Talk about fucking progress kudos to you man! Luna Female Just gave up some hours at work. I need to have some relaxing time, and she needs the tulpaforcing.
Norman_Steel September 4, 2012 Author September 4, 2012 Night of Day 11 and half of Day 12. Adventure, Deviation and Lewdness! There's something dark lurking in the caverns, for a moment in the night I lost her presence for a while and saw someone strikingly similar to her standing on the beach in the Wonderland. I approached her but noticed small differences that managed to make me tell her apart from the real Emily, plus I just didn't feel the same when I approached her. I just asked her "Do you know where's Emily?" she didn't reply, I decided to leave her there, after all she wasn't doing any harm. I went to the house and yet Emily was still nowhere to be found, while rumaging through some items I had visualized I grabbed a lamp, a sword and a shield. (Why not a gun? Because swords are way more badass.) I then visualized myself walking down the road in the jungle towards the waterfall, all the way there I was begging for her to be in the waterfall yet my pleas were turned down. On the good note, hurrah! She doesn't listen to me! On the bad note, hurrah? She doesn't listen to me? I walked into the cave and the old sparkle I had visualized was gone, in its place it seemed old, rotten and moldy. I still can't go in there, it seems that with every step I take something stops me. After giving up I walked to the house and found Emily there, I can't help but feel pity for the loose thought. Perhaps it just wanted attention like Emily? Or maybe I'm just saying those things because I don't know what actually happened. Sleep was awkward, while I spoke to her before going to bed I asked if there was anything else she wanted. She smiled slyly and began drumming her fingers on the bed while looking straight at me, I'm not good at picking up signs but that looked completely wrong to me so I'll just assume it's the lewdness of the chat rubbing off to her, dammit. She laughed at the face I made (yet I couldn't hear the laughter) and began drifting off to sleep, I went to her side and wished her good night before I too fell asleep. So she's lewd, or at least I think so. Meh, not going to dwell in it like the other things. Day 12 (Morning.) Exams day, my favorite. *Note the heavy sarcasm dripping from the statement. Waking up? Normal and easy enough, staying up? Not good.... Doing tests... even worse. So I was in the middle of doing one and was trapped on one part, I had 10 questions answered out of 15 and I felt doomed. I was thinking "What to do? What?" "Read." I heard in my mind, I'm still wary about her voice but wow did she help. I ace'd the test since I noticed an instruction telling me to choose 10 out of the 15 questions. I'ma give her a gift, I will narrate her about plant life and how it's born and how it works. (That's not the gift and please, refrain from lewd thoughts.) I was feeling bad all morning, though I did feel her throughout day. Couldn't narrate as much as I would've wanted but I found two activities we can do together for fun and our benefit. Logic puzzles! (Fun?) Yes they are. Ninja Gaiden! (Masochist?) Yes I am apparently. Sorry for the short update on today, but I'm seriously considering sleeping on the keyboardddddd.dsdf... (:
Sorryman54 September 5, 2012 September 5, 2012 I narrate during school, and try to force when I can. The lewdness can change things up. Do you like your tulpa like that?
Norman_Steel September 5, 2012 Author September 5, 2012 I narrate during school, and try to force when I can. The lewdness can change things up. Do you like your tulpa like that? Hm, I do like her. I actually think it's a bit funny for her to be lewd. (:
Sorryman54 September 5, 2012 September 5, 2012 I wouldn't know, as my tulpa is really shy. But it's cute, to say the least.
Norman_Steel September 5, 2012 Author September 5, 2012 Day 12 (Sleepless night and another super mega update!) So I kind of fell asleep after writing the last post, after a great 3 hour power nap I woke up at 10 pm. Seeing as how I wasn't tired anymore (curse you power naps!) I decided to enter wonderland for a while and have a nice chat with her, did some brainstorming on topics to narrate and ended up deciding on rainfall and plant growth. I also read some logs and in one of them I saw a tulpamancer asking his tulpa to surprise him, in my ignorance I asked Emily to surprise me like she always did. "Surprise me like you always do so, not that you have anything to prove but one would be nice." Me. A powerful pressure made its presence known on the left side of my head, I was shocked sure but I was actually cheering for her at the moment. I kept telling her compliments while the pressure intensified, when it finally subsided I saw her at my side smiling widely, as a small question I just asked. "Are you happy?" I didn't actually expect a reply but she did give one! "Yes." she said. It felt completely strange and weird, like the time at day 10. She is getting vocal! I'm so pumped, excited and proud! At that moment I just got lovey dovey with her (Which I won't get into details because I said some pretty embarrassing stuff ) and received an extremely powerful emotional response, all my body shook due to it! After all of that it was about 11 30pm and needed to sleep or else today's episode would repeat so I asked her if she could help me fall asleep if she didn't mind of course, I didn't even last 4 minutes awake. This log is making me get all emotional :'). (:
Norman_Steel September 6, 2012 Author September 6, 2012 Day 13 (Yay, it isn't friday.) Well, today was quite calm. Did some visualization and I did narrate about the things I promised, I'm starting to run out of things but I think I'm limiting my options. There's still world history, musical history, medicine, inventions, composers, inventors, scientists, space, stars, black holes, friends and other stuff. (Sudden brainstorm yay.) Tons and tons of narration during the day and many signs of her presence too. She made me hyperactive, joyous and overly cheery for the entire day. I am always way too serious and silent yet today I laughed at everything and everyone, joked at everything and seemed a bit mad (insane). I loved it and of course I'll thank her for that. (Oh, it was probably you.) I never do that, never at that level. May have heard her play the violin during one of my classes, I was thinking about how good it would be if the ceiling collapsed when suddenly I heard a violin playing, it was really sudden not like "Oh, I remember that song on violin" type of thing. Now isn't that just cute? Will ask her tonight about that. There is one negative thing however, I feel like if I have been neglecting her terribly due to school and an extra engineering course so to make it up. I'll take her on a picnic in a new part of the Wonderland which consists of fields of grass littered with flowers. It's attached to the island and can be visited with the use of a bridge. Hugging a tulpa is good for your health. (:
Ganathon September 6, 2012 September 6, 2012 I was thinking about how good it would be if the ceiling collapsed when suddenly... Woah wait what? Why? don't just play that off like you didn't say it, WHAT? xD Luna Female Just gave up some hours at work. I need to have some relaxing time, and she needs the tulpaforcing.
Norman_Steel September 6, 2012 Author September 6, 2012 Woah wait what? Why? don't just play that off like you didn't say it, WHAT? xD Hey! The teacher was boring, guess I used a bad choice of words. Allow me to explain. Her voice pulls you into a 1000 year limbo in which you are tired yet you can't sleep. During that extreme boredom I was thinking "I wouldn't mind if the ceiling fell." Meaning, I wanted something interesting to happen. (:
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