Confidence in tulpæ

[Couguhl]

Recently I've discovered how important it is to have confidence in your tulpæ, and I want to share what I've learned.

 

I've been counting my hours up until recently. We had been forcing for nine hours, just on personality. We still had no progress, and I had never experienced head pressure, headaches, or emotional responses. None.

 

But then I discovered while reading one of Chupi's posts how important it is to have confidence in your tulpæ. So I stopped counting hours. And since then, some interesting things have happened.

 

 

I experienced our first emotional response.

Her form became more active. (I was putting her personality into a ball.)

And last night, something peculiar.

 

I asked my tulpa to get me up at around 5:30 as an experiment.

Now I don't typically wake up in the middle of the night, so if I did wake up, it would have had to wake up.

In the middle of a dream, I suddenly snapped awake. I almost went back to sleep, but I didn't. I got up to look at the clock.

5:10.

Pretty damn close if you ask me.

 

This really opened my eyes. They're there. Tulpæ become sentient more quickly than you think. You just have to believe in them. (No matter how cheesy that sounds.) As Chupi said, counting hours and doubt stems progress. Ever since I stopped counting my hours and simply letting my tulpa develop, I've had positive results so far.

 

I strongly advise to all of you who haven't, to go with the flow. Just watch what happens.

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*it would have had to have been her.

[Pashoo]

Congratulations, then. That's a step towards having your tulpa fully vocal and whatnot. It actually took me about forty hours of tulpa forcing over the course of four months before I finally decided to have faith in my tulpa and let her do her own thing. Results were immediate.

 

Nice æ's, by the way.

[Couguhl]

Congratulations, then. That's a step towards having your tulpa fully vocal and whatnot. It actually took me about forty hours of tulpa forcing over the course of four months before I finally decided to have faith in my tulpa and let her do her own thing. Results were immediate.

 

Nice æ's, by the way.

 

Excellent!

 

And thank you.

[Poe6236]

I had an experience much like yours, only I thankfully discovered the need for confidence very early on. I was beginning to doubt myself and the existence of tulpa as a whole, and my mind was racking in confusion as to what to believe. I tried consulting my tulpa, but she'd only remain still, glaring at me as I'd expect her to do given the small amount of time I'd put into her. I was desperately trying to get a response, but I couldn't shake the doubt. I grabbed her form and begged her to respond, and she actually threw my arms off her. Thinking it was just an invasive thought, I grabbed again and she threw me off just like before. Suddenly something rang clear, however. For a split second, all of my doubt was erased, and I considered whether or not that was an actual response. And within this split second where my doubt was no longer there, she hugged me. I knew for an absolute fact that that hug was genuine - my conscious mind couldn't have imagined such a response in such a short time period and I could actually feel the hug, almost physically. Not even invasive thoughts could act with that speed in my experience.

 

I understand how ridiculous this may sound, but that was the moment I realized that the only things that keep tulpa from appearing sentient are the pre-existing ideals of the creator. It was almost as if my tulpa were rewarding me for ridding that doubt, and used that small time period to truly show that she was sentient. Immediately after this experience, I threw away anything regarding time limits that I'd taken from the guides. I was lucky to have experienced something so important so early (after only a few hours of forcing), and I may have given up on creating a tulpa altogether if it weren't for that split second in which my doubt subsided.

 

Since then, my tulpa has been much more active, and signs of clear development are showing.

[Pashoo]

Yeah, it was kind of unfortunate for me, because Sekeishi's personality makes her fairly quiet and unobtrusive. Combined with the fact that I didn't want to bother her if she felt she wasn't ready, there wasn't much room for her to do anything like that... But everything's better, now!

[Citizen Anon]

I fully endorse this method as well. Stopped worrying about deadlines and schedules relating to tulpaforcing about a month ago, and vocalizations have become a bit more frequent as well as a general sense of progress

 

Heh, æ. æ. ænima

[Werner]

Gotta love when one actually lets the subconscious run the show and not the conscious. It's all about trust and lack of control, but that's always been well-known; it's just the way it's pulled off that differs for pretty much everyone.

[412]

I had an experience much like yours, only I thankfully discovered the need for confidence very early on. I was beginning to doubt myself and the existence of tulpa as a whole, and my mind was racking in confusion as to what to believe. I tried consulting my tulpa, but she'd only remain still, glaring at me as I'd expect her to do given the small amount of time I'd put into her. I was desperately trying to get a response, but I couldn't shake the doubt. I grabbed her form and begged her to respond, and she actually threw my arms off her. Thinking it was just an invasive thought, I grabbed again and she threw me off just like before. Suddenly something rang clear, however. For a split second, all of my doubt was erased, and I considered whether or not that was an actual response. And within this split second where my doubt was no longer there, she hugged me. I knew for an absolute fact that that hug was genuine - my conscious mind couldn't have imagined such a response in such a short time period and I could actually feel the hug, almost physically. Not even invasive thoughts could act with that speed in my experience.

 

I understand how ridiculous this may sound, but that was the moment I realized that the only things that keep tulpa from appearing sentient are the pre-existing ideals of the creator. It was almost as if my tulpa were rewarding me for ridding that doubt, and used that small time period to truly show that she was sentient. Immediately after this experience, I threw away anything regarding time limits that I'd taken from the guides. I was lucky to have experienced something so important so early (after only a few hours of forcing), and I may have given up on creating a tulpa altogether if it weren't for that split second in which my doubt subsided.

 

Since then, my tulpa has been much more active, and signs of clear development are showing.

 

i was thinking... what if faq man gave us all these limitations knowing that something like this would happen to everyone using his method eventually?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Werner]

i was thinking... what if faq man gave us all these limitations knowing that something like this would happen to everyone using his method eventually?

Well, he did go on about how sexing tuppers would turn them into succubi and that no personality would turn them into sentient-less servitors for instance, and look at how we've progressed.

 

Dane looks kinda like that. No kiddin'!

[Guest kingfisher]

I had an experience much like yours, only I thankfully discovered the need for confidence very early on. I was beginning to doubt myself and the existence of tulpa as a whole, and my mind was racking in confusion as to what to believe. I tried consulting my tulpa, but she'd only remain still, glaring at me as I'd expect her to do given the small amount of time I'd put into her. I was desperately trying to get a response, but I couldn't shake the doubt. I grabbed her form and begged her to respond, and she actually threw my arms off her. Thinking it was just an invasive thought, I grabbed again and she threw me off just like before. Suddenly something rang clear, however. For a split second, all of my doubt was erased, and I considered whether or not that was an actual response. And within this split second where my doubt was no longer there, she hugged me. I knew for an absolute fact that that hug was genuine - my conscious mind couldn't have imagined such a response in such a short time period and I could actually feel the hug, almost physically. Not even invasive thoughts could act with that speed in my experience.

 

I understand how ridiculous this may sound, but that was the moment I realized that the only things that keep tulpa from appearing sentient are the pre-existing ideals of the creator. It was almost as if my tulpa were rewarding me for ridding that doubt, and used that small time period to truly show that she was sentient. Immediately after this experience, I threw away anything regarding time limits that I'd taken from the guides. I was lucky to have experienced something so important so early (after only a few hours of forcing), and I may have given up on creating a tulpa altogether if it weren't for that split second in which my doubt subsided.

 

Since then, my tulpa has been much more active, and signs of clear development are showing.

 

those feels man.

you just became another inspiration for me to continue with creating mine.