Hearing or feelings, what level you are in ?

[suhail Al ketbi]

Hi friends 🤗

 

My question  :

 

Do you hear your tulpa( clear hearing )  , or feels his talk? 

 

because  to me , I'm  confuse , I noticed  some members  are feeling  the talk , but mine is hearing. 

 

 

 

 

[Glaurung26]

I (Darron) do most of the talking but Jaina chimes in when she feels like it. She's a great listener and passive support. We've been working on getting her more proactive.

[suhail Al ketbi]

Thanks 😊 " Darron"  & hope you and Jaina    be together  to the end ❤

[Guest]

For me if Terra want to start a conversation  it start is more of a feel but when i am actively forcing i hear her more clearly.

[suhail Al ketbi]

Thanks 😊" Maniac Survivalist"

 

In old way of doing  tulpamancy  , I feel head pressure  & freez to feel his talk .

 

Now this is old .

 

Now ..

" Yanus"  my tulpa  ,  is seperet  being & hear him with voice  appearing  in my mind.

 

[Ranger]

I'm confused if the topic is about who talks more, if it's about presence and mindvoice, or headpressures and headaches?

 

When it comes to who talks more, I think I do. Gray seems to talk less, sometimes communicating with his feelings more than his words. I on the other hand like to think in words so much to the point my own ramblings sometimes overpower Gray thinking when he's switched-in. Lately he will remind me I'm rambling too much and he wants a chance to think. It's very weird.

 

Some of my headmates are chattier than others. In the mind, Chrome tends to become dominant and hog thinking resources pretty easily. Blue is good at grabbing the spotlight, but he doesn't go into long episodes of complex thinking the same way Chrome or the others do. Otherwise, it's hard to know who's more or less likely to become very chatty mindvoice wise. Anyone who is more active in the short-term or wants to hang out after being woken up is more likely to think more, regardless if they're "chatty" or not. We may not know who is the chattiest and who is the quietest until later. The only clear winner for speaking the least in mindvoice is Duck, but he tries to think in less words on purpose.

 

Our presence and mindvoice go hand-in-hand for whatever reason. A louder stronger mindvoice gives off a stronger sense of self and presence while a weaker mindvoice gives a weaker impression. Sometimes a strong presence can come from non-verbal communication, but unless it's the feeling someone is lurking around you, it's pretty rare in our system. At the very least, I can make myself come across as alien if I imagine I'm communicating with him in telepathy or if I stand next to him in imposed/visualized space and I whisper into his ear.

 

I used to use head pressures to communicate, but I quickly found those to be unreliable. I focused on creating the sensations to demonstrate that these sensations were real instead of depend on them to communicate. This was somewhat effective at curbing Gray's parrotnoia. I think we have had weird head and "face" pressures to go along with presence, but I don't know if I'm making that up.

 

I think Gray can get forcing headaches and sometimes still does from our headmates possessing or being dominant for too long. I think these are a sign of exhaustion rather than a sensation that specifically goes with our sense of presence, but on the other hand it's hard to deny we were there when there's a headache left behind.

[suhail Al ketbi]

Thanks 😊 Ranger 

 

You reminded  me of the headache 

 

I use to feel yanus  by this way , it's  very painful  to me .

[ruleofthumb]

Stone: I think sometimes me and my headmates communicate through feelings. It's hard to avoid since we share the same brain. I can hear clear sentences sometimes. As for audio imposition (feeling like your hearing your tulpa's voice with your ears rather than just your mind), I can hear Cloud's very clearly if she whispers in my ear. My other headmates are not as clear (even thought Betty as the clearest "mind voice").