xxxLoserxxx September 17, 2012 September 17, 2012 I see another guy has a tulpa named lucy but I have kept this name ever since planning to do this like 4 months ago so I don't care to change it. Sorry. Prior to making this I have the personality done for the most part. I just need to add a few finishing touches. I didn't do an introduction. Well I did after I started personality. And altogether I'd say I have around 5 hours under my belt. I know that seems like a small amount for personality. But the way I see it (and due to tulpaforcing not being a particularly exact....science.), I can imagine a personality 10x easier than a body. So spending more time on a form makes sense. And who knows, Lucy might deviate. Woah, got some slight pressure when typing that sentence. Anyway her form is basically the girl in my avatar. From a vn series called Shinkyou Soukai Polyphonica. At least I think that's how its spelled. Look it up if you want. I want a waifu, because well, I am a loser. That's all I care to write about intention. I have been EXTREMELY bad with forcing regularly. Like, I haven't done it in a week after finishing personality. But this week I am going to do 3hrs each day to make up for it. This will all be form visualizing. Personality making was basically me forcing a colored stream of "energy" and trying to feel or visualize a situation relating to the trait or emotion from my head to a red ball of energy which is her at the moment. Tomorrow I am going to put her into her body by forcing her into the brain. Currently no signs of sentience except for head pressure. Also I am starting to cry whenever I imagine happy thoughts or am in a happy situation. Emotional signals? YOU DECIDE Wish me luck etc.
Oguigi September 17, 2012 September 17, 2012 The Best Of Luck xxxLoserxxx, Head pressure is the #1 sign of a Tulpa forming inside. And assume that Lucy is already sentience, because chances are she is! I really hope you write and tell us your progress everyday, if you feel like things are getting hard or you've hit a wall turn to us and we'll help you. so it begins... Oh yeah and WELCOME TO THE FORUMS pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
xxxLoserxxx September 17, 2012 Author September 17, 2012 oH gOsh you're so nice already @w@ I will definitely post everyday. And I will try to make those posts about me getting this thing done and not slacking off. Thanks!
glitchthe3rd September 17, 2012 September 17, 2012 The other Lucy is from Elfen Lied, you have nothing to worry about there. "Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi My progress report
Natasha September 17, 2012 September 17, 2012 GLORIOUS WAIFU-BRO, I WELCOME YOU. inb4 shitstorm De bedste og smukkeste ting i verden kan hverken ses eller røres, de må opleves med hjertet.
xxxLoserxxx September 18, 2012 Author September 18, 2012 Well I tried to push her red aura form into the body I made. The red aura turned into a giant red flower and she came out of it. Not sure what to think but I got the session done just visualizing the body that came out. It was insanely hard at first but now i seem to be able to see her somewhat fuzzily without her limbs becoming noodles Total hours: 7 the epic saga continues
Josh September 18, 2012 September 18, 2012 her limbs becoming noodles "Ooh, now there's a delicious thought..." Don't count your total hours, if you can help it. It generally hinders the process. And 5 hours is not a "short" time for personality. I did maybe one myself, and all turned out fine. Actually, don't worry about the relative length of anything you do. "It happens when it happens' applies very much to tulpa. Congratulations on your progress so far, sir. We will be lurking.
xxxLoserxxx September 19, 2012 Author September 19, 2012 Forced for >TWO< hours today I must do 3 tomorrow! Anyway, will be doing open eye visualizing now. It's so much easier for me. Total hours: 9 Also noodles aren't delicious when they impede CREATION
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