glitchthe3rd's Tulpaforcing Misadventures

[Avalanche]

Hey glitch, could you make a list of all the tulpae and servitors you have made, in order, and what happened to them?

[glitchthe3rd]

S (full name withheld for personal reasons) - created in 2002, died in 2010. Went rogue and attempted to possess her creator, possibly with intent to kill him. Resurfaced in 2012 when it was discovered that she wasn't entirely killed off, and was properly dissipated. Hates Luna with a passion.

 

Naomi - created in ?, died about 18 months - 2 years later. Left to her own devices, eventually became a tulpa and asked to be killed off. Had a hime cut like Kaguya because super NEET powers. Also, her power was absorbing and controlling electricity.

 

Luna - Created in 2006, died June 2012. Designed as an experiment in antithetical thoughtform interaction, she's the complete opposite of S. Forgotten for 3 years when she roamed my subconscious/unconscious mind. Resurfaced in 2011 to help deal with S, her appearance was dramatically altered due to corruption (origins unknown, but probably pure concentrated malice from S). Gave birth to Elise in March 2012. Also claims to have posthumously trolled you all, so maybe she's still out there somewhere...

 

Elise (aka Europa) - created March 2012. Born out of love instead of hate, she is free of S's corruptive influence. Still learning things about the world, in time she should become a well-formed and stable tulpa. She's also been made unkillable, so if I screw something up I have to deal with it now. Also she likes being a child, so she asked me to make it so she doesn't age.

 

Enigma - This one's an idea I've been toying with for a while, the current iteration is effectively version 3 of the servitor. Acts like an augmented reality/HUD imposed on top of my vision. Basically it's like Google Goggles, but 100% cooler. Keeps track of my schedule, accesses memories, and performs many of the other functions a tulpa is capable of.

[Avalanche]

Well a common link I can see is that you had at least two tulpae going all the time, more or less. And you don't see many people with more than one tulpa. Maybe having two tulpae isn't the best thing to do?

 

Or it could be the fact that you have made too many as tests, as expendable tulpae? Apart from Luna and Elise you don't sound like you made a tulpa to be THE TULPA, end of.

[Guest]

Luna - Created in 2006, died June 2012.

Wait. She died? You got rid of her? Did I miss something? Sorry. Apparently, I didn't read the prior messages. This thread is evolving so fast I can't even keep up anymore.

[glitchthe3rd]

Sounds plausible. I'm like Cave Johnson, I just throw science at the wall and see what sticks. Means I'm bound to run into trouble eventually. Or go bankrupt from buying 70,000 tons of moon rocks to grind up into a fine paste =P

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Wait. She died?

 

Yes ;_;

[Avalanche]

I would recommend you stick with Elise, for now. Focus on her and let her grow, etc etc. Maybe see her as less of an experiment and more of a life long companion. Or better yet just see her as a companion, full stop.

 

That servitor HUD shouldn't be a problem though. I have the feeling each tulpa went rogue because you didn't really see them as the final, best, optimum friend they were made to be. You just made another one and I guess they felt used and cast aside.

[Deleted]

Im growing intrested in this HUD. Can you explan more about what it is and how you made it?

[Guest]

Yes ;_;

How so? Just poof? Gone? Sorry. Apparently, I didn't read the prior messages. This thread is evolving so fast I can't even keep up anymore.

[G|d30n]

How so? Just poof? Gone?

 

The story is like two pages or so back in this thread.

[glitchthe3rd]

I should also mention, when I woke up this morning the Blackberry's casing was arctic white instead of glossy black. If Luna is still alive somehow, then she must have survived the corruption and is probably wandering in the whitespace where my wonderland used to be. Whatever the case, if she does come back eventually, I'll be waiting for her with open arms. If not, then I guess I'll still have my memories of her.

 

OK, so I built a little shack with a bed at the origin point of my whitespace, I also put a cannon and a searchlight outside. If Luna's out there somewhere she should be drawn towards it, though depending on how far away she spawned it could be days or even weeks before she gets there.