Kinda NSFW? Tulpa more flirty than intended but might be my thoughts?

[glitchthe3rd]

Luna didn't have a "horny phase" so much as she's always been a barely-restrained ball of horny...

 

Luna: I was made as a pretend girlfriend originally, but ended up choosing that role willingly after I became sapient. I can't articulate it that well, but I relate to what Shaula said a few posts back.

[o0Aspidistra0o]

18 hours ago, glitchthe3rd said:

Luna didn't have a "horny phase" so much as she's always been a barely-restrained ball of horny...

 

Luna: I was made as a pretend girlfriend originally, but ended up choosing that role willingly after I became sapient. I can't articulate it that well, but I relate to what Shaula said a few posts back.

I can understand that. One of my main concerns though is that I have a partner already who is monogamous and I would rather not hurt him or Draco, if Draco develops that level of feeling.
From what I can feel from him now though, it would seem it's less of actual wanting to date and more genuine care as a friend with jokes and flirting, like the "flirty friend" who's always flirting with their other friends kind of dynamic. No idea if that makes sense but I've had friends like that before

I'm guessing he's comfortable with that kind of personality and adapted it. As long as he's understanding and not hurt by me dating someone, I'm comfortable with it too

[Seagull]

Shaula's answer is definitely the best answer, but here are some thoughts.

 

I would say that it's the body's testosterone/estrogen and social triggers creates a horny mood, and it can influence anyone, it's not a reflection of a more serious stance.

 

It's not your fault, it's a matter of dismissing unwanted thoughts while encouraging wanted thoughs, you can think of it as building a habit for which thoughts you want to have. I remember having a bad habit of including what I would call "horny writing" while writing, so I understand your concern of it being your fault.

 

Zara: I can understand the kind of connection that you have with someone that you're with 24/7 and it's an important strong connection, but this also means understanding, Drako I'm sure, as I do, understand that a host needs people outside of themselves in order to be mentally healthy, it's a separate topic that usually comes down to "why do I need friends" but it can also apply here, otherwise the brain will be overworked!

[o0Aspidistra0o]

6 hours ago, Seagull said:

the body's testosterone/estrogen and social triggers creates a horny mood, and it can influence anyone

That does make sense, and the hormones are also partially what I was worried about, especially with the hormonal cycle as a female, and I'm curious how that might affect Draco's development or behavior around those times, like if we'd both be affected due to kinda sharing a brain. 

Like I said, I'm pretty sure he understands, but even so, I would feel quite bad if he did develop deeper feelings because of my own influence and had to put those aside when it's my fault.

I'm not sure that's the case, though I will definitely be practicing deflecting unwanted thoughts and emotions when I know theyre from me